2009年5月22日金曜日



Primul meu post pe blog.....nici nu prea stiu despre ce sa scriu....a da astazi dupa-masa mi-au ajuns revistle si sunt pur si simplu adorabile....sunt foarte bune plus ca au articole despre Ayabie si alte formatii kawaii ^^.
Le voi primi in fiecare luna de fiecare data cand apar si abia astept ^^ acum am chef de povestit ce e prin revista deci:

Let's started ^^
「SHOXX」♡
~Ayabie: well articolu afost foarte kawaii ^^abia am asteptat sa il citesc....mi-a luat ceva pana am mai tradus unele lucruri dar in rest a fost ok ^^adica m-am descurcat mai bine decat credeam.
~Plastic Tree:nici nu credeam ca formatia este asa kawaii ^^ dar totusi nu imi place...adica ma rog este draguta dar nu prea pe placul meu....
~LM.C: Maya kawaii ^w^ marog...am fost obsedata de melodia "Oh My Juliet"and neh...in revista aveau un articol dragut.
~Kagrra: kawaii....am citit cu placere articolul....a fost interesant
~Kra: pe aici nu am trecut inca.....
Mai erau ceva formatii insa nu prea am mai citit despre ele.....

「Cure」
Pe aici incamaistept...m-am uitat doar pe articolulcu Ayabie...au aparut pe coperta si e draguta poza cu ei^^......Aoi arata cute si din nou ca un copil mic (nu ca ar fi foarte mare dar ma rog) iar Yume este foarte kawaii (mai kawaii decat de obicei)

2009年5月11日月曜日

Obisnuiesc sa....

~Obisnuiesc sa dau ordine la toata lumea din casa -.-'
~Obisnuiesc sa nu imi i-au si cartile la scoala [numai caietele]
~Obisnuiesc sa imi las lucrurile peste tot
~Obisnuiesc sa dorm tarziu
~Obisnuiesc sa ma plimb in fiecare seara
~Obisnuiesc sa beau ceai in fiecare dupa-masa
~Obisnuiesc sa nu ies afara cu colegele de clasa >_<''
~Obisnuiesc sa vreau sa fiu perfectionista
~Obisnuiesc sa nu invat la matematica
~Onisnuiesc sa alerg ca o disperata prin casa >__________<'''

~ Sa nu imi fac tema la logica
~ Sa nu invat la muzica/desen
~ Sa refuz mereu laptele
~ Sa ma supar repede din orice
~ Sa ma joc cu papusi
~ Sa fac poze afara cand e intuneric >_< [aproape intuneric]
~ Sa imi placa frigul
~ Sa refuz sa merg pe jos la scoala chiar daca e aproape >___<''
~ Sa ma cert cu ea pentru ca nu face ce trebuie atunci cand vreau eu.
~ Sa ma trezesc tarziu [macar de as putea face asta -__-'']
~ Sa ascult muzica in orele usoare la scoala
~ Sa ma uit pe pereti pentru a avea inspiratie
~ Sa ii povestesc verisoarei mele despre fantoma din casa [*mwhaaaaaaaa* e o casa veche si ador sa fac asta ]
~ Sa ma plang mereu ca trebuie sa urc atatea scari pana la camera mea
~ Sa mananc multa ciocolata
~ Sa ma imbrac in negru
~ Sa ma plimb noaptea afara ^_^
~ Sa merg in locuri intunecate *mwhaaaaa* [am eu planurile mele]
~ Sa citesc cand ma plictisesc

2009年5月9日土曜日

Obsesii

pai sa vedem…sunt obsedata de:
~melodia Pessimiste-Moi dix Mois
~cuvintele dragute gen: kawaii, cute, ano, etto, btw etc.
~semnele dragute gen: ^_^ , *_*, O_O etc.
~rochiile negre
~j-rock
~kuroshitsuji
~chestii oculte
~music
~Ayabie
~Screw
~blogs
~messenger
~photography
~the GazettE
~Moi meme Moitie
~Mana
~Moi dix Mois
~Fan service
~Yaoi
~Hentai

si ar mai putea fi multe ^^”

† Screen of Indoors

#~ Band List
12012
176BIZ
.heidi
2nd Effect

A~Band List
Ayabie
An Cafe
Alice Nine
Alibi
ACID
Awoi
Aile
Aicle
Ap(r)il
Aural Vampire

B~Band List
Bloody Mary
Black:list
Buck-Tick

C~Band List
Canzel
Chariots
Charlotte
Clear Veil

D~Band List
D'espairsRay
DaizyStripper
DIO ~Distraught Overlord~
Duel Jewel
Deluhi
Dolly
D
D=Out

E~Band List
exit†trace

F~Band List
Fake Cradle

G~Band List
Girugamesh
Gemmik

H~Band List
Hime Ichigo
Hyde
Hizaki Grace Project

I~Band List
Isabelle
Irokui
Irodori

J~Band List
Juka
Jealkb

K~Band List
Kagerou
Kagrra
Kana Moon
Kanon Wakeshima
Kisaki Project
Kokeshi Doll

L~Band List
L'Arc~en~Ciel
La:Sadie's
Lareine
LM.C
Lolita23q
Luna Sea
Lynch.

M~Band List
Malice Mizer
Merry
MUCC
Moi dix Mois
Megaromania
Megamasso
Mix Speakers's, Inc

N~Band List
Nega
Nightmare

O~Band List
Oyuugi Wagamama-dan x~Paradies
Opera

P~Band List
Parfait
Phantasmagoria
Plastic Tree
Pierrot
Poitrine
Psycho le Cemu

R~Band List
RenaissancE
Rentrer En Soi

S~Band List
Sadie
Sid
Screw
Sulfuric Acid

T~Band List
The Candy Spooky Theater
The GazettE

U~Band List
Unsarw

V~Band List
√eight
[_Vani;lla]
Versailles
ViDoll

W~Band List
Wizard

X~Band List
X Japan

Quizz~how weirdo are you?




You Are 92% Weirdo



Things most people assume are normal make absolutely no sense to you.

Your sense of style, personal ethics, and everyday interests are very unusual.

You're so weird, you have to stop and wonder if you're really human.

Zipang

Today is just another gear,
Without becoming rusty the sun rises

And the society, entwined in complexity,
Is waiting with it's mouth open
Do you agree with this?
Which mask did you lower to this absurdity "ZIPANG"
What kind of high voice shall we rise?

"Justice will definitely win"
But it's a society in which it isn't used
Don't you see the light that has value?
Even if you listen to the front and the back,
The outcome is decided after all, so concentrate your eyes

From nine in the morning I go through the battlefield of five in the afternoon
The rifle of pride and willpower is pounded away,
regardless of their appearance

Do you know this?
A place everyone envies, you know "ZIPANG"
What kind of dazzling voice shall we rise?

"A society of stress"
Even if you say so, this society can't even walk at night
Don't you see the light that has value?
It's said that people can't live alone,
but they live along alone after all,
So stick some roots into the ground

Did you notice?
It's an animal that just swings it's hips "ZIPANG"
What kind of bewitching voice shall we rise?

"Dignity is preserved"
Though they swagger like this,
it's a society that doesn't even know it's own enemy.
Don't you see the light that has value?
They grumble about winning and losing
without going beyond the habit of bluffing,
So decorate it in an ugly way

"Justice will definitely win"
But it's a society in which it isn't used
Don't you see the light that has value?
Even if you listen to tyhe front at the back,
The outcome is decided after all,
So concentrate your eyes

If

I feel as though I could walk again in the dream in which you were
Though right now it's only a fragment Yes It shines quietly Search for tomorrow.

Told of the end before me In the cherry coloured place
So many times piled up I felt as though it was right by my seld
I was afraid of stepping out In the cherry coloured place
So many times piled up If you were next to me

I wonder if my distant voice will someday reach you
Send my memories to the sky we looked up to

The heart I want to send is fragile I am flooded over and lost
To the last you who gave me your hand Still I'm praying for a miracle I want to be close

Spring came and you were gone Even still I won't forget a thing
So don't erase the true flower we saw that day
It will return you to your smile

My distant voice will someday certainly reach you deeply
So remember the sky we looked up to from here

I feel as though I could walk again in the dream in which you were
Though right now it's only a fragment Yes It shines quietly
Let's search for the light, for the dream that no one else has seen
If you want to see with me, the dream that no one else has seen
It shines, it shines. Believe in tomorrow

2009年5月8日金曜日

Ren'ai Sashin

We promised, didn't we.
"Forever and ever let's smile side-by-side!"
We said. Hey, didn't we say that?

I cried. Like a stray cat I just cried.
I picked up the memories scattered on my floor and counted them, and cried again.

I stare at the tattered photos that are so worn I soon might not be able to see them.
"The Birthday we Spent Together" That smile is so sad.

I want to forget about you, so I burnt another memory.
Not needed anymore, not needed anymore. Everything grows dark and I can't see.
I love you, however, I am scared, unbearably scared.
They're memories, they're memories, but if you're not here they're garbage.

Do you remember?
In front of the park where we first held hands
I stopped and my eyes were filled with tears.

On the last page of the photo album on my desk,
the words "Forever more" written there remain alone.

I want to forget about you, so I burnt another memory.
Not needed anymore, not needed anymore. Everything grows dark and I can't see.
I love you, however, I am scared, unbearably scared.
They're memories, they're memories, but without you they're garbage.

However, I noticed.
Somehow I couldn't forget.
Should I be honest?
Should I put up with it?
I'm weak, I'm weak, I'm too weak to burn the last photo.
I left it on my knees, and while trembling whispered "I'm powerless, aren't I..."


I burned a memory to forget you, No need it any more.
You fade away. I can't find you now. I'm afraid to lose you, so I love you.
I can't live in our memory without you.

Suzumushi

I hate myself for being a weakling, I hate myself for being a cry baby so,
I trampled and spat on myself.

Inside the cage that was thrown open was my airtightly sealed self.
Without going anywhere I was just cried.

I can't sing.
Where did my voice disappear to?
Surely right from the start I never had wings.

I wanted to sing once more, so I gathered my courage and tried to sing out...

But the voice she loved didn't come out.

I can't sing.
Where did my voice disappear to?
Surely right from the start I never had wings.

I can't sing.

I don't have wings.

Ashita

Night falls.
"Well, then, see you later."
Say goodbye, wave your hand.
Going home, my shadow.
I feel very tired today.
It's noisy if I close my eyes, but if I open them it's just a dark place.

Morning comes, the same morning as yesterday.
Again I go on living, nothing changes.
The light on the other side of the curtain is so bright as to hurt.
My eyes become unable to see.

So noisy, don't intrude on my sleep.
Though even tomorrow I will be waiting...

Morning comes, the same morning as yesterday.
Again I go on living, nothing changes.
The light on the other side of the curtain is so bright as to hurt.
My eyes...

Ah, I will dissapear one of these tomorrows
Before I know I will fade and be thrown away.
Hurry up and put me out of my misery.
Please say "That's enough" to me.

2009年5月7日木曜日

Maple Gunman

The coming and going noises in the city attack my head Are you, who is grieving acting like you're lonely?
1.2. go bring out your courage lets stick out our chests And lick that maple syrup you like

I look around at my surroundings and get left behind Even though I don't know the circumstances of the other person
Reset the value's mental data and let's accelerate and fly

Recall when you were innocent The time when you ran not knowing fear


Shoot away shoot away Break apart
Shoot away shoot away The limit's shell
Shoot away shoot away Aim and hit it Aim for your cowardly heart
you go

You shake with the knife hidden away in the insides Even if you put the feelings that can't be said into shape
If you're only shouting and wriggling You're an adult baby that can't wipe your own butt

Instead of drowning in yesterday that you can't go back to Swim in tomorrow that you can't predict


Shoot away shoot away Bravery
Shoot away shoot away Aim and hit
Shoot away shoot away The glory Aim for the shining future
you go

Being timid is (Bad) tears (STOP) its boring if theres no thrills If you can't laugh and you hate people, life is over already isn't it?
The rising expectations is at the climax Open the map and where shall we go? If we don't go to somewhere not on the map theres no excitement


Shoot away shoot away Break apart
Shoot away shoot away The limit's shell
Shoot away shoot away Aim and hit it Aim for your cowardly heart
Shoot away shoot away Bravery
Shoot away shoot away Aim and hit
Shoot away shoot away The glory Aim for the shinïng future
you go

2009年5月6日水曜日

Aicle

Am dat acum o spatmana de o formatie foarte cute pe net ^^ am ascultat cateva melodii de la ei si sunt pur si simplu foarte kawaii^^
formatia est destul de veche mai exact din 2006
membrii sunt foarte kawaii ^^ da simamir de asta pentru ca de obicei la mine e cam greu sa gasesti ceva kawaii...ma rog...pana acum imi place destul de mult de Keita (quitar ^^) ma rog e foarte kawaii si Emiru (vocal) e kawaii insa uneori ma cam enerveaza...dar...si Saran este kawaii ^^ imi place stilul lui ^^

Cred ca ar trebuie sa mai zic cate ceva despre formatie -.-''

Members


Name: Emiru
Birthday: 3/11
Part: Vocal
Love: Reading, writing, information, dialogues, to learn about the universe, teology, to learn about humanity, go to sleep late, octopus rings, tennis, the green.
Hate: Thunder, mosquitos, delivery date, wake up early, little toughts.



Name: Keita
Part: Guitar
Birthdate: 27/06
Bloodtype: A
Love: Chocolate, cats, PPFM (brand), stuff that cure.
Hate: Cheese, cockroaches, people who speak badly .




Name: Rubi
Part: Guitar
Birthday: 29/01
Blood type: A
Love: Guitar, soccer, apple, fruits, sake, honest people.
Hate: Gas tax, bees, ants.



Name: Saran
Part: Bass
Birthday: 10/04
Blood type: O
Love: Vegetables, Fishes, Light novel, Stack.
Hate: Caterpillars, meat, Sweet food.




Name: Reon
Part: Drums
Birthday: 2/05
Blood type: B
Love: Clothes, chocolate, Dragon Quest.
Hate: Insects, egoism, subway.

Others
Este o formatie care a adoptat stilul Oshare kei chiar daca mie nu imi prea place acest stil pot zice ca formatia este destul de kawaii *>*''
Melodiile lor sunt foarte colorate unele iar stilul lor dupa cum se poate observa este destul de colorat ^^

Mie una sincera sa fiu imi plac melodiile lor chiar daca sunt happy...sau colorate sau mai stiu eu cum ^^.....printre preferatele mele ar fi: Nekuro Nomikon,Urahime, Shidoro Modoro, Hoshizora, Ochi Ta, Deah loli Chou Pops, Neko no Kiza Mairi, Choko sand biscuit cream,Gomen Nasai etc ^^
bye bye

Mikazuki no Kiseki

Mikazuki no Kiseki

I wonder how much desolation
Do these words pour out

Even on a night where you feel you're drowning
You kick away from the pool of water
From within your eyes, I
Admire the heavens without spilling over

Running Towards the promised meeting place
That links us together The Milky Way
Spreading open our wings to fly
We'll be able to meet once more, right

I don't have the hands to embrace you
Nor the warmth of my body to be certain that you're there
Even so
I wish that you'll want to meet once more

Perhaps it's a sin

"Just sing for me once more", says
The rain falling on the ring

The umbrella under the name of "Liar" no longer exists, for
You don't have me to nestle up against anymore

Why is it me

Bring me along To anywhere you go
Until we reach someplace with only the two of us left
The past, the future, today, and tomorrow
If only we could stop all time

Although I've finally found The only thing I want to protect
I'm sorry, and Goodbye
It was while I couldn't tell you all this

Let my wishes reach you Just once more
Let my wishes reach you These words
Running Towards the promised meeting place
That links us together The Milky Way
Spreading open our wings to fly
I think we'll be able to meet once more

Under the shine of the new crescent moon, two shadows
Weeping, unable to speak
Even so
"I was happy", you told me, with a smile

Yubisaki

Fingertips

Fumbling, trying to find the keyhole, the town rests
And dyed with patterns of love, the decorative lights do not...
But shine faintly
None of my keys... they won't fit with your door
(the lock on your door) has just reset

In a dream, I saw us snuggling on Christmas day, and researching it after...
Why did my friends sneak out of the maze?

"Playing by yourself?"you had asked with a heaping smile
The two of us looked like a mille-feuille pastry*
My fingertips trembled, and I said it was because of the autumn wind...
I grasped for the spoon in my pocket

My cheeks dyed the same color as the matching piercings hidden by your collar
But my fingertips still look for a reason
The window's puzzle is hidden by fallen leaves

The flower cactus that you casually gave me before still didn't bloom
I demanded a chance to step forward...
so I can pour out these feelings to you

But truly, since time was running out, the bell rang
Your telling me is too near, and you're too far away

Hidden too much by the umbrella,
snuggling close under it,
It seemed like we were emotionally moved by the unemotional distance
Memories of you has already warmed my fingertips... I'm not scared

Although fragile, bye bye long rain
"...Further more, it was great being able to see your eyes up close," I said to you

Quietly, the two of us kissed in the crowd and laughed, looking embarrassed while watching eachother
Blushing as red as the color of ground cherries...
The two of us finally met

We then began walking...

The familiar coming and goings on the street... always different
And next to you, our fingertips will always touch

The Me

I searched for An excuse And like tying up shoelaces
It all came to a halt It's not pointless now
Raising my voice, I say recklessly; as always, my lips
Have a knack of going against me As the sun melts away

Even more so than the trampled flowers by the roadside Hanging my head
It got bigger
And I realised that, unnoticingly I would only stare intently, while on tiptoes
Eagerly looking forward to tomorrow

If I don't pass on this baton And quickly Tap
The back in front
Nothing Will begin

I'll go to welcome The answer Slowly, unhurriedly
For there is no one without a purpose
This moment that will never come by again Ever since I met you
I've wanted to unfreeze this heart dressed up by words

If, just because you want a reward
You ask to be praised1
You won't find anything but the final result in return

Taking a deep breath of the headwind
"I'm not alone"
Beneath the sky of daybreak I'm not afraid Of anything

Crying to be needed by someone
Lamenting at the lack of a place to go
But since all this is still just nothing
Why don't you escape to somewhere else For nothing is impossible

I'll go to welcome The answer Slowly, unhurriedly
For there is no one without a purpose
I feel it's not too close, it's still far away
But there is no shortcut for anyone

Aitakute (II)

Well well....da am eu cevacu PV-urile si cum sa nu vorbesc eu si despre acesta ^^...
deci e noul Pv de la ayabie care e foarte kawaii ^^



ma rog....imi place melodia destul de mult...si globul acela din PV straluceste kawaii ^^ ma rog...imi place cum e realizat.
La inceput imi placea melodia destul de mult dupa ce am citit versurile in engleza am avut un oarecare sentiment de invidie si chiar ciuda pentru ca versurile erau cam ciudate (uitativa la postul anterior si le vedeti ^^) dar mi-a trecut si acum e una din melodiile mele preferate
Si melodia asta imi pare putin trista >__<'' de altfel ca si The Me (cand am tradus versurile si am vazut versul acela "I'm not alone" am ramas putin asa O__O'' dar ma rog -.-'')
PV-ul ma uimeste la fel ca si celelalte e o melodie destul de linistita si foarte kawaii...si si nu foarte colorata...si...si Aoi e kawaii....si ceilalti sunt kawaii...si...si...gata ^>^ ca o iau razna deja^^
bye

2009年5月5日火曜日

Aitakute

Wanting to meet you 
Just Wanting to meet you
As it overflowed The unrequited love born in May 
Got struck down by rain
Wanting to meet you Just Wanting to meet you
Only in my dreams, at least I will hold you close and never let go

Looking up at the weeping sky of an evening shower We were taking shelter, weren't we
Noticing the way I try to keep to your walking pace You smile
Shoulders touching, under an umbrella Right now
To anyone who looks at us, we're lovers

Wanting to meet you Just Wanting to meet you
If only I could Honestly tell you everything I wanted to say As I pleased
The gentle warmth that brushes Against my right arm
The day I can call that love, would be here

From the trivial mail that I received from you sometimes
The heart marks that appear in them I've been gazing at them today too
Wanting to hear your voice, I searched for an excuse My hesitant finger, it trembles1

Wanting to meet you Yet Unable to meet you
My heart, as it is now If only I could start running towards where you are now
I'd like to believe Even if it's an unexpected chance meeting
Surely, it must be a miracle that spring bestowed upon us

Not just anyone You are the one I'd like to embrace closely

I love you Simply That I love you
Unable to speak I wish upon the first evening star that shines in the night sky
Wanting to meet you Wanting to meet you Simply Wanting to meet you
As it overflowed The unrequited love born in May Got struck down by rain
Wanting to meet you Just Wanting to meet you
Only in my dreams, at least I will hold you close and never let go

Death's Door

I who was crucified cannot move at all
I don't know the fact nounai "Fortune-telling"

Death zone three despair Death zone two mistakes
Death zone one ending Death zone go to death

Sashidasu ryuute no naka toge aru hanataba ni
Sashidasu mizu nado nai karete wa kieru

Kokoro ga kyo ni somaru kodoku ni tsubusaresou
Arifureta kankaku ni you
Ushinatta ano hi kara yume de sae aenai kimi
Kudakechiri shiru yowasa jibun wo uranda yoru
Hitori sura aisenakatta
Nani yori mo dare yori mo daiji na sonzai datta noni

I do good-bye for you
I do good-bye for me

Kokoro ga misukasezu ni ai wo hibi de umeteita
Kasaneau kakera atsumete
Ano toki wo ano basho wo nandomo omoi tsudzutta
Kagami ni utsurenu mama furue ga yamanai yoru
Hitori sura mamorenakatta
Nani yori mo dare yori mo itoshii anata datta noni...

This voice is completely dead.

2009年5月4日月曜日

Icy Cold City

Whistle... [7 times]

I took care of people with broken wings
The middle of the town.
I ruined it was only a matter of fear for existence

Whistle... [6 times]

In screams, I continued to the end of the agony
The middle of town, awareness that there is no orders
I'd rather be smiling

(Drain, bloom, squirm in this follower to domineer)
In the past I cried To smile
In the mudane middle opportunities
Come to the end of sanity I wait for you

Naichainai [6 times]

The answer
Projecting in the middle of the future
I guess I lost the obsesion

He said it's the stone cold world.

A broken wing, a feather
Dream watching birds hide their breaths.
Continue looking up the sky, smiling

To mean to break
To endure the end (to mean to break) All of me
(To mean to break) Looking foolish and delicious taste your lips

Bloom in the past. And future I must encounter reality
Come to the end of sanity Describe the sail

Naichainai [6 times]

The heart
Floating to the sea of the future
I gues I will live tomorrrow

He said "it's the stone cold world"

Butterfly

Don't go, don't go I love you so much
Look at the me who you still don't know I want to be with you now

How much do I have to be hurt for this pain to disappear?
My heart has been crying The gloom and rain of May

On the last train I draw a spiral going home in the hazy moonlight
I've got to hurry I've got to hurry I really can't bear this

Don't go, don't go I love you so much
Look at the me who you still don't know
Don't cry, don't cry What is the reason for your tears?
Look at your me who you don't know

A wind is blowing inside my heart The wind of this instant is blowing
It goes "hyululi la la la hyululi la la la la" in solitude

How many times have I made you cry How long have you kept on waiting
All of the countless memories And your smile

Don't go, don't go I love you so much
Look at the me who you still don't know
Don't cry, don't cry What is the reason for your tears?
Look at your me who you don't know
Because I want to be with you now

Don't go, don't go I love you so much
Look at the me who you still don't know
Those ones I love, those ones I love just like those flowers, with this love for eternity
I want to send it to every unadorned day
Swaying, swaying close together in the sunlight
I want to send it to every unchanging day
Our love

Cyclone

Listen, a heartless shout
Listen a heartless cry
Listen, a heartless world [2 times]

I don't even know your fragrance
I don't even know your actions
All of my memories have been erased

I don't even know what it means to start over
I don't even know what it means to survive
If I think, who did I fall in love with?

In the passing season, in the current of cycling time
Everything gets swallowed up
I'll struggle on towards where you are

The day which where spent in conflict and even the nights
When I crumbled in sorrrow have begun to change into the provisions
That keep me alive

Listen, a heartless shout
Listen a heartless cry
Listen, a heartless world

I don't even know your whereabouts
I don't even know your smile
It's all been drained into a swirl of anxiety

The scars on my heart won't heal
And the tears of my heart won't stop
It seem I'll go mad, trapped in solitud

As though the season we fell in love
Just like the lovers of that one time, Everything is forgotten
Without fail I'll come to be with you

The days which where spent in hatred and the nights
When I suffered in despair
They've changed into the provisions which compose me

At the promised place,
Right now I'm waiting at a distance,
Looking everywhere for you

But you won't appear
Someone please answer me

I don't even know your fregrance
I don't even know your actions
All of my memories have been erased

I don't even know what it means to start over
I don't even know what it means to survive
If I think, who did I fall in loved with?

As though the season we fell in love
Just like the lovers of that one time

Everything will be lost
Everything is forgotten
Without fall I'll come to be with you

"Is my future self really laughing right now?"
The me who exist now say to myself

It's the promised time,
Isn't it, Even though right now
I'm here looking for you

You aren't anywhere
Why not? Someone please answer me

Listen, a heartless shout.
Listen, a heartless cry.
Listen, a heartless world. [2 times]

Yomi no Yuzuriha

Yuzuriha of underground

The flower of a ruined castle is dying
Gathering bugs line up
I choose the rotting life
The repeating spirals of eternity

Young voice is dying
It sighed a long breath, which is fading away
It accepts the words of the end
I grew its oath on the corpse

I soak in the continuous rain
My freezing senses cry
I wander about in my dream
I wait for the time, when sprouts open
until I am illuminated by the light

I become ashes that glitter, bringing sleep to my body
Fulfilling the fate
I return to mother earth
My shadow is swaying, bringing the tranquility to my soul
When the waves break on the shore and retreat, a new life is created

A dry wind sways flower petals, which fall down
The rain and dew of the deceased is carried to plants
Bathed in the light of the waxing moon
I live ephemerally, spreading my roots

The trace of tears on a dry cheek
On the other side of the sky yuzuriha grows of the underworld
Sad fetters in a farewell gift
The shore of memories, where stands a lost child

The wind becomes calm and starlight disappears
I follow the darkness, which is reflected in your eyes
Fireflies carry a corpse to the guidepost
To the place where funeral flowers bloom

I become ashes that glitter, bringing sleep to my body
Fulfilling the fate
I return to mother earth
My shadow is swaying, bringing the tranquility to my soul
When the waves break on the shore and retreat, a new life is created

Finite heart's pulsation
In this eternally revolving world
Within the breaking breath
Right now rises its first cry

I become ashes that glitter, bringing sleep to my body
Fulfilling the fate
I return to mother earth
My shadow is swaying, bringing the tranquility to my soul
When the waves break on the shore and retreat, a new life is created

Nanairo no Sora no Octave

From the sky of seven prismatic colours, placed to the overflowing light
Leaving to you, can the emotion be reached??

I look up to the night sky, fragments of sound
One, two... Forming a score.

Reaching for the letter, opening and looking
Gently... It has your sweet scent.

In the varying moods tears flow...

Emotions are reaching from the language of your composition
Please, let me hear your voice.

I protect you from "must" things, at least by finding them

Constantly I shake your figure from my heart...

The seven colours, I return into a dream

Time would be experienced, like emotions pass

Emotions are reaching from the language of your composition
Please, let me hear your voice.

I'll never forget the feelings of the seven colours
But I won't reach for you; the voice whispers...

"I think of you secretly"

Blind Unicorn

Everyday I bicker with the city life
When midnight creeps I spinkle holy water on hints
I scrutinize people tread on city lies
And they don't even recognize it
I slip in between the cracks to hollow chase
A time race
Embraced by the demons
Laced up by the government
Feasted by humans
Feasted on humans
Sweat rush fall under the spell
Someone is bound to tell

I crucify my beauty psyche
Anticipate the return of heed
When the doesn't reflect
And keeps moving in one direction
There's no room for my tension to ease
Hesitation cascades
Into the roots that branch down
Into the earth
Magnetize look-a-likes
And unconsciously construct a haunted kingdom
With perpetual halls
I pray to god this is only evanescence

I'm riding on a blind unicorn
I'm riding on a blind unicorn
I'm going to throw up now

I have my own ways that I stride
And I'm not going to stride along the lines
Of your fucking guidance
Fuck the apocalypse stars
And let me follow my own natural instinct
Unlinked from your universe
And your curse
Immerse my diverse ways of my mind
You make things worse
When you babble on about staying positive
And being good
And keeping sane
And sleeping right
And removing my dirty nail polish
You don't think I fucking know that?

I'm riding on a blind unicorn
I'm riding on a blind unicorn
I'm going to throw up now

Mind Ocean~

Nightmare - Mind Ocean

Even if I pray to the sky's end, I won't be rescued
Colouring the town, snow piles up
Even with this decorative light, colour fades, radiance grows dull

I knew a dream can't be continued
Since I touched you
You showed it suddenly
The sign of demise, I can't hide my puzzlement

Everything is already over
Even the traces of when I met you
The thing I could see from the beginning
Despair? The future without colour?

Even if I pray to the sky's end, I won't be rescued
Colouring the town, snow piles up
Even with this decorative light, colour fades, radiance grows dull
I will forget everything
Even that time I met you
What will be left behind after oblivion?
Dazzling dazzling memories?

Even if I pray to the sky's end, I won't be rescued
Colouring the town, snow piles up
Even with this decorative light, colour fades, radiance grows dull

In the stream of time, the meaning of goodbye is unravelled
Surely you'll forget me?
Will I forget you, because we won't meet anymore?

Gerbera

This world that has been completely corrupted.
What is desired?
The light is sought...
If you hold tightly

Seeds of hope in your right hand,
Now then, shall we begin?
By raising our voices together,
The signal to raise the curtain...

Shoot!!
Glittering
It looks for

If the goal is determined
By our facade* together,
By raising our voices together,
The signal to raise the curtain...

Shoot!!
Glittering
It looks for

My Room Agony

Mechanism conspirator you can never get a sleep.
Answer is break answer is fill
Get out of bed on the wrong side.
Death trap

Is striking heads so that their spraying blood dances not okay here either? A freak-seeking carnival.
Hey, I'm right here, look over this way and don't turn away. My fatal wound is on the left side.

Bood.bood.with a vengeance Here's your cemetery.
Bood.bood.with a vengeance I'm gonna laugh, I'm gonna laugh.
Bood.bood.with a vengeance Here's your cemetery.
Bood.bood.with a vengeance three.two.one.breakdown!!

The children just revolve about in the sky against their will.

You dance and fall from the sky; it's time for our parting. Going on with your life, where will you be, what will you see?
Am I the one who's gone crazy? Or is it all of you? In this town in which hearts dance
More more

I love you; for your sake, I love you forever forever

Aaa, I can't return to here. aaa, will I live on alone?

This body of mine has rotted away, ended by that eternal love. You aren't with me. I lovingly remembered you.
The countless stars laugh as they watch me, so lonesome. My mental state isn't bad more more
(Man's destiny is a miserable one.)
Surely it's farewell to this agony also. Goodbye mankind.
In this town in which hearts dance, more more more

Over

I stared up at the cloudy sky
I kan hear someone's voice
When I close my eyes and listen carefully
It echoes in the sky - an endless song

I'll plant the seeds of the future
Whit truth and the soil of my atoment
The sprout stretches high into the sky
Escaping through the clouds to the ends of the galaxy

I scream, sceam my prayer to the sky whitout ever reaching it

Though I desire an end
To this days in our world so full of conflict
I'm right here, protecting such important, irreplaceable people
In a whisper I pray, pray for compassion for my sins

God, please somehow explain why I was born into this kind of era.
For whose sake do I, do I share and endure the suffering of this era?

We're waiting for a blessed rain
Somehow in this town that's all withered up.
Our thirsty hearts change shape,
Resenting and hating each other.

God, if you so desire it, you can sacrifice this body of mine.
Oh Mercy, pour down upon this world, upon this world at once!

God, please somehow explain why I was born into this kind of era
For whose sake do I, do I share and endure the suffering of this era?

Search for the meaningless of eternal sins, eternal days, eternal love;
These are my last partings, my last decisions,
So please tell me about them in the end.

God, please somehow explain why I was born into this kind of era.
For whose sake do I, do I share and endure the suffering of this era?

Change the volition I strongly swore in the depths of my heart into a guide post.
For whose sake do I endure the rail that others continue to walk upon?
(For whose sake, for whose sake, for whose sake do I endure the rail.
For whose sake, for whose sake, for whose sake do I endure the rail.)

La La La

Do I endure with the rail

This is the life

Oh the wind whistles down
The cold dark street tonight
And the people they were dancing to the music vibe
And the boys chase the girls with the curls in their hair
While the shy tormented youth sit way over there
And the songs they get louder
Each one better than before

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning and you're head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning and you're head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

So you're heading down the road in your taxi for four
And you're waiting outside Jimmy's front door
But nobody's in and nobody's home 'til four
So you're sitting there with nothing to do
Talking about Robert Riger and his motley crew
And where you're gonna go and where you're gonna sleep tonight

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning and you're head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning and you're head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning and you're head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning and you're head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning and you're head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning and you're head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?

Where you gonna sleep tonïght?

Scheat

In times you can't return and are lost, you turn your eyes down
Even the words you believed in are lost and the colors end
Within here what is needed?

The place you can't return to that you cling on kills your voice
In this town even light is lost you're hungry for love

While you're bare foot trying to stand you are
A person following a dream looking for a place to be
The downcast sad eyes will surely
An ore concealing the light?

Above the sky I painted, will you show your smile?
Embrace the illumination of stardust and let me sing
Now is the bud embracing the light of a dream story
Continuing from now on will be the iris shining upon the unknown

While you're bare foot trying to stand you are
A person withering in tears asking for love
The downcast sad eyes will slowly
Become a jewel brilliant with light.

Until you smile we are supposed to be able to shine
Like the blooming stars in the night sky, will we shine fiercely?
The sky-colored gradation forming the city of the stars
Is an iris shining over the map of a dream sown with sound

The thousand flowers blooming in the night sky
Until somehow, I hope we will be able to meet
This single time that wont change, cuts into my heart
The song that remains here, let it sound

Tsumeato

The sand falling with a rustle Is making this wound even deeper
It won't become a scab The ugliness of this wound increases

To the point that its torn to pieces without any mercy
You scratched me saying "I don't know you anymore"
Even though I embraced you who was dishing it out
"Why?"
From when? From where? Was it me who strayed from the path?
I don't know anything at all anymore ... Who am I?

Under the winter sky, you kissed me
"It hurts to be with you already..."
Theres nothing I can do with that reason
The tears won't stop without a place to go

Your cage that won't open The rusty key won't catch
It sometimes resounds The painful corrupted sounds
Get your mind

Someone, even if its a lie, anything will do
Tell me that this is a dream
Searching for help with this clattering voice
Should I just die?

Your voice resounds deeply in my ears
The end laughed and quietly watched me there...

I've lived with you the two of us
I'm too scared of living by myself already
"We can't return to that time?..."
I can't embrace you with your head hung down

Is it too late?
Is it too late?
Please give me tomorrow...

Mouja No Koushin

The dogs frightened by oppression
Don't even have hatred or even the control to eat away everything

The fear of pressure pierces through Through away your loyalties
If you don't make a decision there is no hope

Give me an uprising Give me a rebellion Give me the collapse
Give me a new government Give me revolution Give a proclamation

Smiling cooly repeatedly
The voice going round and round, hurting my ears
Bring about destruction and laugh
Destroy this warped world

Kaisen Sengen

I'm sorry you guys but, I'll be declaring war
Please look coldly at me We're walking our own path
If theres someone who gets in our way Be prepared to be smashed apart in defeat
If you wish will try it out?? My bloodstarved beastial eyes...

... Are you ready
Saa lets go...To the swirl of the battlefield

Plunge forward no matter where Reason? Leave that behind
If you forget to move foward You'll just die a pathetic death... I'm sorry
Plunge forward into the swarm Sympathy? Leave that behind
If you forget to fight You'll just die a pathetic death... I don't know you anymore

War!! improve one's skill
War!! we are shout down

The countless jeers that arise
The crowd's vigor that shakes the earth
Faltering from the strength of the resounding impact
Being raped by the raging waves
The defeated side's corrupted leader
Grab onto the swirl of applause
And steal the strongest proof

Going around and around and repeating this shivering shower of blood
Even that place ahead that we've finally arrived at... I'll attack first

Hollow

The sound of the streaming rain mixing into nothingness here at these ruins
I remember the brittle void in which the girl is still seemingly waiting for someone
Whats the reason that I can't move my frostbitten fingers from there?
At my feet, theres a single small beautiful "flower"

That retreating figure
Was as if at any time it would become a husk
And crumble apart
Without being able to stop hiding the pity in my heart
I shut my eyes I can't feel anything
And the groan of regrets that you've told me well up inside
That person won't return...

A person who has left us without
Saying even "I'm home" to you

Being lost in the repeating hollow's sound of swirling rain
Lost in the scraps of doubts painted in the scarlet coloring
The frozen hollow's wounds can't be healed
I've decidedly already stopped believing in to continuing usual days

The girl with tears spilling quietly called the person who left...
Somehow it was my name and she realized that I wasn't there
Me who couldn't accept the zero and closed my "eyes"
It seemed as if I would lose all my memories with you
I'm sorry... I'll return here

Having Betrayed Is Why

Why? Before you tell me your answer
You didn't tell me about breaking up...?

"It was painful" you say
With your too late escuses
That... is more painful than this!?

Having betrayed is why
I just genuinely treasured
you...

The hand I held...coldly unraveled my voice is wasted towards hades
I want to forget I can't forget Searching for your voice... for the feeling of you

Indecent and candid desire
You pretended to be trapped
Wrapped up and hidden in a poisonous fog of sins

Search for love and indulge in love
What overflowed, was the rain of loneliness
Why did you appear in front of me
And betray me?

I gave you "from now on"
You gave me despair

Its painful.... Its painful... Its painful....

You who I love... You who I treasure...
You who I joined together with from the heart
Waved your small hand painfully with a "goodbye"you quietly abandoned me...

Gokusou

The sakura dance, dance, sway, scattering and dancing
As spring comes, my heart that wants to return home comes out
I still remember it as if it was just yesterday

As I gaze at your reflection through the mirror
You give a small smile with your hollow eyes, your teary eyes
Your signs from that time that I overlooked
Also the irony is smashed up in the glass

You were sleeping with a cold face
"I'm sorry" On your cheek tears...

The sakura petals that peer in from the prison windows
Has taken your smile and warmth and the overflowing tears won't stop
Somehow I want to return to that day

I don't hear your voice and
After when I know the reason The memory comes to an end
Countless countless times it was murmured �y�c�z

Reading your heart over is
Knowing the heavy weight of my sin... The one who erased your life, was me

The sunlight painted in sakura-color....
Living here is my punishment
And my "voice" to you will not stop crying
Please reach somehow...

The months and years I spent with you weighs heavily and painfully on my mind
That will never disappear I'll always suffer
This year also, the sakura scatter....

Yuuyake Karasu

Cry, cry, I'm crying.
By myself, myself, all by myself.
Noone, noone, noone is here.
In this dark, dark room.

It hurts, hurts, behind these eyelids
Far away, you've gone far away.
I don't like it, I don't like it, I can't walk already.

These pathetic feelings, therefore are purely warped.
I like you so much I can't stand it... So I wait.

In the sunset, the crow cried.
I wait in vain by myself.
I called out your name many times
The worn voice doesn't reach you.

I want to see you...

I thought nothing of the days that you weren't there.
(Conclusion)
-I don't have anything-
Come and get me...

In the sunset, the crow cried.
I wait in vain by myself.
I called out your name many times
The worn voice doesn't reach you.

The crow flew, flew from the roof
Flew from the roof and disappeared.
Let's become a crow, let's become a crow.
I want to become a crow and disappear...

Lalala...

Kodomo no Uta

The dream that the boy drew was an adult, not an ADULT. [1]
He swore that he would never forget the child's heart.

But time slowly changed him into an adult.
He shook from the powerlessness he couldn't run away from.

"Someone help me..."
The boy's voice doesn't reach anyone

Mom, please tell me... If I become an adult, will I be happy?
Teacher, please tell me... Where will I head from here?

One day, the troubled boy stabbed a person with a knife.
In the middle of class, he stabbed his classmate.

It was the most resistance the boy could put up.

Mom, please tell me... If I become an adult, will I be happy?
Teacher, please tell me... Where will I head from here?

Even I don't know what to do, so I am frightened.
Even so, I will stay as a child.
Stay as a child stronger than anyone else.
Stay as a child...

Ikiru Itami, Kimi E

If you listen, look, you can hear it can't you.
If you close your eyes, it comes back to you doesn't it.

On the roadside dyed in the setting sun, I was left behind.
I was chasing after your sly shadow.

I'm stupid aren't I?
I've decided to think of everything I believed in as a lie.
I've decided that its just a lie.

This is the first time I thought that "it would be easier if I died"
I didn't know that people were this weak.

If there is any meaning to days I spent with you
Is there a place for me in the faint pain you left me?

Surely, we will repeat these painful memories
Over and over and live on, right.
And die, right.

If there is any meaning to days I spent with you
Is there a place for me in the faint pain you left me?

No matter what kind of pain I continue to bear, to you who will never return again
The only thing you left behind was pain but...

I'm still living.

Sayonara No Hate

Where can I go to?
Does my voice reach you?
In the clear, cloudless sky
I am alone, it tore me apart

Look, if I keep falling
Maybe I can become a little happy
I even forgot what love is
laughed, because I was torturing myself

I was sick of this hypocrisy
What is it that you want?
My disappeared feelings
Turned into ash as I looked up into the sky

Good-bye my naivety
My sins, my love and my transcience
I woke up, chewing an orange
You held my left hand tight

I was afraid to get hurt and scared of being alone
Now itfs raining but it will clear up Good-bye
Does my voice reach you?

The wonderful days
This is how they all end

Meisai

If time passes, it’s fine* here also; soon will we forget one another?
I laughed; rison*

pulled out the thorn deeply pierced; foolish one who discovers something
the right person at the right time who performs seeks tomorrow

please give me pain and sadness; more deep wounds for this body
sachiare*

you probably won’t have any problems if you confessed; sense of loss changes shakily
Cannot see your bluff neither before nor after

In a daydream where I cried and cried, (I) stare at something, scream something
Can’t do anything, rain before my eyes…

the grief of comparing (the ideas of ) scattering and binding firmly is the colour of loneliness

in the early days, I was impulsively having nightmares
reasons that scatter openly; and even tomorrow

Ah, does (my ) voice reach you?

Indefinable-evanescent life ...

If time passes, it’s fine (weather) here also; soon will we forget one another?
I laughed; rison*

pulled out the thorn deeply pierced; foolish one who discovers something
the right person at the right time who performs seeks tomorrow

in the end, I inform you [SAYONARA]…

the grief of comparing (the ideas of ) scattering and binding firmly is the colour of loneliness

in the early days, I was impulsively having nightmares
reasons that scatter openly; and even tomorrow

Ah, does (my ) voice reach you?

Indefinable-evanescent life ...

In a daydream where I cried and cried, (I) stare at something, scream something
Can’t do anything, rain before my eyes…

Does it reach you? Even if this voice screams in a far place
what you gave me was too much…

the grief of comparing (the ideas of ) scattering and binding firmly is the colour of loneliness

in the early days, I was impulsively having nightmares
reasons that scatter openly; and even tomorrow

Ah, does (my ) voice reach you?

Indefinable-evanescent life ...

Zipang

Today is just another gear,
Without becoming rusty the sun rises

And the society, entwined in complexity,
Is waiting with it's mouth open
Do you agree with this?
Which mask did you lower to this absurdity "ZIPANG"
What kind of high voice shall we rise?

"Justice will definitely win"
But it's a society in which it isn't used
Don't you see the light that has value?
Even if you listen to the front and the back,
The outcome is decided after all, so concentrate your eyes

From nine in the morning I go through the battlefield of five in the afternoon
The rifle of pride and willpower is pounded away,
regardless of their appearance

Do you know this?
A place everyone envies, you know "ZIPANG"
What kind of dazzling voice shall we rise?

"A society of stress"
Even if you say so, this society can't even walk at night
Don't you see the light that has value?
It's said that people can't live alone,
but they live along alone after all,
So stick some roots into the ground

Did you notice?
It's an animal that just swings it's hips "ZIPANG"
What kind of bewitching voice shall we rise?

"Dignity is preserved"
Though they swagger like this,
it's a society that doesn't even know it's own enemy.
Don't you see the light that has value?
They grumble about winning and losing
without going beyond the habit of bluffing,
So decorate it in an ugly way

"Justice will definitely win"
But it's a society in which it isn't used
Don't you see the light that has value?
Even if you listen to tyhe front at the back,
The outcome is decided after all,
So concentrate your eyes

Hisoukyou

Before I knew it, the memories that you gave me
and all the love, continued to flow in the gutter

Your face that I can always see from above the stage,
I become filled with that sad face
On the road home, after the live, just like you always do
"It was good"
You say that one word sadly

Did you know, that those nights you cried sadly
I played you happily

Those memories I gave you, and the fake love
You didn't know and was tricked, and you kept believing in me

Your face that I can always see from above the stage,
I become filled with that sad face
On the road home, after the live, just like you always do
"It was good"
You say that one word sadly

When the time to say goodbye came, for some reason I was crying
Sadly, and you continued to hug me tight

The one who gave courage and hope to me
who lived embracing in my heart uncertainty and loneliness, was you

Those memories I gave you, and the fake love
You didn't know and was tricked, and you kept believing in me
As I remember now the memories you gave me and all the love,
Why does my chest hurt ...

Merrymaking

I didn't even know the meaning of friends It wasn't beautiful, but the days were safe
As I continued to live by myself I sometimes wanted to call myself stupid

It's so lonely

I have something precious here so I can sing like this to everyone
With being able to me with you guys I can say sayonara byebye to my hindering past

Reach To everyone My sign
My overflowing feelings moving freelings
From the bottom of my heart I can say with confidence
That its my treasure

The burden that is carried is big Everyone's life

Let's live together like this Even if 5 years past Even if 10 years past
It'll be nice if we stayed as friends forever

Us, who are matchless, are shining Even if we're looked upon coldly, let's go grandly
When we stumble lets all share our pains and support each other together

To make the vows supported by everyone
Big we can do it
The goal we were trying for was so far that we can't see it
But we can reach it together

What we're aiming for is big The future that has taken flight

Let's live together like this Even if 5 years past Even if 10 years past
It'll be nice if we stayed as friends forever

Reach To everyone My sign
My overflowing feelings moving freelings
From the bottom of my heart I can say with confidence
That its my treasure

The burden that is carried is big Everyone's life

Let's live together like this Even if 5 years past Even if 10 years past
Let's stay as friends for eternity
We can shine together from here with this song
No matter where we go Go with us

Nyappy In The World

The stars sparkle So that your wishes can be fulfilled
I searched for a shooting star Without finding one I threw a rock

Right now I feel unnyappy If I hit my hand to my chest
The baby cries with a ogya "Tekesuta" raising its first cry

This world is connected with the blue sky and everyone is alive
Even if you're far Even if you're seperated You're not alone
When you can't see tomorrow because of uncertainties and when you lose self-confidence
Saa everyone let's sing the incantation Kiteretsu

Tiramisu Nyappy Poppo-
Poppo- Nyappy Tiramisu

I have a lot of wishes When I dream I run away from reality
Just thinking about it is easy I have to grab a hold onto my fate

No matter where without a limit These thoughts continue towards our dreams
The end is difficult, but we won't lose
Also to weak self, goodbye to running away
Saa everyone let's sing the incantation Kiteretsu

Tiramisu Nyappy Poppo-
Poppo- Nyappy Tiramisu

Tiramisu Nyappy Poppo-
Poppo- Nyappy Tiramisu
Tiramisu Nyappy Poppo-
Poppo- Nyappy

This world is connected with the blue sky and everyone is alive
Even if you're far Even if you're seperated You're not alone
When you can't see tomorrow because of uncertainties and when you lose self-confidence
Saa everyone let's sing the phrase Kiteretsu

Sadness and tears will eventually make bloom the sprout in my heart
Eventually the sprout will become the dream's tree And scatter love on everyone

Snow Scene

Soon, this year's winter will come And you who were by my side isn't here
What should I think? I wonder if I can't think "I want to see you"?

We didn't like each other, right But we just kinda started dating
I was pulled in by something I didn't have And we both started liking each other

I knew not to wish for the cliche
"Let's stay together forever"

We're walking different paths But I can't get you out of my head
If you would turn around once again I don't need anyone but you

"I want to see you" but I don't know either the town you live in, or how to tell you
This winter, with whom and what are you doing?

When I think about how, for sure
I'm the only one who has feelings, its painful

The time and places we spent together You disappear from my words and actions
You've become something important to me I realized it after we seperated

Back then I loved love, right
But now I can hold my head high and say that I like you

I want to return to the time that we innocently laughed together As I stare at the window
My overflowing tears melts the snow scene that I saw with you
Soon, this year's winter will come And you who were by my side isn't here
What should I think? I wonder if I can't think "I want to see you"?
The snow begins to fall

Golden Wing

Getting misty in the sky The fleeting summer memories
As I look at you, turning around Even though I was always by your side

The brightly shining sun and the clouds that hate me
Softly hiding it

The flower fighting against the earth Taught me how to live strongly

Entrusting my body to the violently blowing wind Like a bird As if I could fly
Entrusting time to the violently blowing wind Searching for the sky Reach Until the sun's brilliance

Beyond the colors floating brilliantly in the rainbow is
Continuing endlessly Until the bridge linking to the future

The rainbow that continues to glitter unconcerned makes me laugh
Softly guiding me

The beat of my swelling chest The transparent voice resounds and I sing

The wings that have been woken up Take me High in the sky So that I may go
The wings that have been woken up Take flight now With strength Reach Until the sun's brilliance

The birds with complete body and soul The changing seasons
Flow into this chest, the power that pushes my back

Entrusting my body to the violently blowing wind Like a bird As if I could fly
Entrusting time to the violently blowing wind Searching for the sky Reach
The wings that have been woken up Take me High in the sky So that I may go
The wings that have been woken up Take flight now With strength Reach Until the sun's brilliance

Funky fresh days

We look at the same cloud These casual everydays Are piercing this innocent pure heart
The same as always scenery as we go home seemed to be a little sepia today

Even if we become seperated We have tomorrow so thats why I screamed
Theres no lies in tears that have fallen (close to tears)

FUNKY FRESH DAYS Funky fresh days is myself
To follow our dreams Lets jump out from here
FUNKY FRESH DAYS Funky fresh days is myself
Its not a "parting" but rather a "journey" happiness shines You'll smile won't you

When the sakura petals dance to the ground I remembered our memories
As time stops and the tears of wishes overflow Even if you're sad, there is always friends in your heart

There are painful partings but Theres also beautiful meetings right
Those experiences repeat (grow a nice man)

FUNKY FRESH DAYS Funky fresh days is myself
The corner of my eye heats up, at the visit to say goodbye
FUNKY FRESH DAYS Funky fresh days is myself
Its not the "end" but the "beginning" Lets make a promise When we grow up to come back

Even if we become seperated We have tomorrow so thats why I screamed
Theres no lies in tears that have fallen (close to tears)

FUNKY FRESH DAYS Funky fresh days is myself
Theres a shining future waiting for us
FUNKY FRESH DAYS Funky fresh days is myself
Its not the "end" but the "beginning" Lets make a promise When we grow up to come back

Ese Uranai

In the quiet room afterschool, Everyone is whispering in a line
"Who does he like?" We quietly went to ask a fortune-teller

Surprisingly, the answer to the question was Maruyama M-ko of the 3rd year 9th class
"Why does he like her?" Aren't I cuter than she is?

My skin is young and white
And because I don't lose to her in my figure
And because I do sit-ups everyday
And because I won't lose in sending him my feelings

To be beneath the sunset sky, just with him
Always flirting, messing around, and flirting some more

I hugged his doll tightly and slept, believing
That one day a day like that would come

In the quiet room afterschool I confessed to the guy that i loved
"Whats wrong with me? I said a bit embarrasedly and innocently

In the quiet room with the two of us "Theres someone else that I like."
"Why do you like her?" Aren't I cuter than she is?

My skin is young and white
And because I don't lose to her in my figure
And because I do sit-ups everyday
And because I won't lose in sending him my feelings

Ah, to be beneath the sunset sky, just with him
Always flirting, messing around, and flirting some more

The me that believed that that day would come
Tears falling in huge drops Someone stop them

My skin is young and white
And because I don't lose to her in my figure
And because my breasts are bigger
But no milk comes out yet

I like you

Beneath the sunset sky, my tears trickle down
With me looking admirable and cute in a huge puddle
Why am I crying?
Because I'm the cutest one in the world

Escapism

Knew somewhere in my heart that something like happiness wouldn't continue
But these feelings of liking you won't change Goodbyeee forever to the fun days

From today, I'm alone I have to live without your smiling face
Thinking about all about those sad things I've put a question mark on the meaning of living

Ah I wanted to be with you forever so don't leave me behind
Ah Forever Wasn't there from the begining, was it
Ah I'm getting scared I'm walking the answerless road single-mindedly
Ah I really loved you

When has it become so easy to cry I want to laugh I want to laugh Next to you
I can't laugh anymore Painful Sad I want to see you
If I remember it I embrace sadness Quietly Quietly I fall down
When I realize it, tears are spilling over I want to disappear I want to die I want to go crazy

Being entrapped everyday by the sweet temptations, drugs, and women I thought it doesn't matter
With some girl I don't know that I met at a club I picked my drug and had ectasy sex

ah I name my beloved pet that I have only for tonight
ah Slutty bunny Shaking your hips up and down just like I thought you would
ah Enchant me With your rhymical dancing
ah my baby Tonight was a perfect tone

Those days that the two of us followed our whims
Were contrarily not a lie I told myself
I keep fighting Between the loneliness and the solitude
The weakling ran away from the reason

When has it become so easy to cry I want to laugh I want to laugh Next to you
I can't laugh anymore Painful Sad I want to see you
If I remember it I embrace sadness Quietly Quietly I fall down
When I realize it, tears are spilling over I want to disappear I want to die I want to go crazy
You said some everyday words to me again Thank you Thank you I love you
At that place that we met By myself Only me Will fall

Candy Holic

I love and hate you
You love and hate me
This see-saw game that runs everyday and everynight
The weather forecast is wrong today again isn't it
I must be prepare for heavy rain and storms
Little by little, I too become unwilling

The sweet, caramel colored memories
Are slowing melting away
I feel the worst, so don't let go
Of my sopping heart, haa-a

I said goodbye to you who I hate
But in my heart, its grey skies

I'm getting sick and irritated
Of the masked lifestyle between you and I
Its likes climbing up and falling on a bungee jump
The weather forecast is wrong today again isn't it
I must be prepare for heavy rain and storms
Little by little, I too become unwilling

The sweet, caramel colored memories
Are slowing melting away
I feel the worst, so don't let go
Of my sopping heart, haa-a

I said goodby to you who I hate
And the rain began to fall along with my smile

I love and hate you...
You love and hate me...
This see-saw game that runs everyday and everynight...
Not liking it is before liking you

The sweet, caramel colored memories
Are slowing melting away
I feel the worst, so don't let go
Of my sopping heart, haa-a

I said goodby to you who I hate
And the rain began to fall along with my smile

I'm glad that I thought of someone else from the start
It was like watching an overdone drama

The days without you is very comfortable
It continues to rain in my heart lalala....

Bonds Kizuna

Count on your fingers the things that are truly important and needed 1.2.3.4
In the end, the important things are few Whats left is generally unneeded trimmings

People hurt and are hurt You recognize the first time you've been hurt, right
As long as the long silence continues, you'll still be afraid of being alone

Someone who can't even protect the bonds they hae tied is a powerless and monotonous living being

Without succumbing to the cold Ahead of the warmth I'm searching for is only you
I don't want to imagine the truth of being unable to talk or meet with you
Even if the sea of stars opening wide across my shut eyelids were to gently disappear

Even if we were to fight and be pulled around Its not like the relationship of a magnet's north and south poles
There is no freshness but a calm entwined thread doesn't have any resistance

Let's stop doing the most uncool thing of not stepping in after we have made up our minds

I don't need you to understand, just sympathize with me Because I'm bad at putting a price onto words
If its you who knows true kindness, come and undo my pain
In this distance where we're breathing the same air I believe that theres only answer

Ah Undoing a bond Can be unexpectedly simple
Ah Its unexpectedly hard to tie a bond that has come apart

Let's stop doing the most uncool thing of not stepping in after we have made up our minds

I don't need you to understand, just sympathize with me Because I'm bad at putting a price onto words
If its you who knows true kindness, come and undo my pain
The sea of stars opening wide across my shut eyelids will overflow outside of the wharf

1/2

Repeating everyday answering your own questions
While thinking it doesn't matter I kick an empty can into the air

The goal we aim at is different for everyone
I take your hand and we must go forward

We don't need words Because we have the emotion

The percentage of happiness and sadness is different
But people are connected by their hearts
Everyone has different difficult things and painful things
But if you split it all together its one-half

When you're at a stand still and worried
You're at the point of tears and want to run away

Even if I hit against a high wall I'm weak so
I don't have the strength to jump over it

My tears won't dry up Because I have kindness

Even if I stumble and am troubled or have a sad face
People are connected by their hearts
There is anxiety but if we all are able to laugh together
There is a lovely tomorrow for us all

We don't need words Because we have the emotion

The percentage of happiness and sadness is different
But people are connected by their hearts
Everyone has different difficult things and painful things
But if you split it all together its one-half

Even if I stumble and am troubled or have a sad face
People are connected by their hearts
There is anxiety but if we all are able to laugh together
There is a lovely tomorrow for us all

2009年5月3日日曜日

Carry?

The dearest fiance is me
It whisper in sweet voice
You are having already died...
I did not find a translation
Me reflected in a mirror
Her who looks at it and cries
Please let me know someone
I am in such a figure why...
Carry... can you love such me?
Carry... may in a side all the time
Carry...? do not already cry...
Carry... I do not go anywhere

Who made me such figure?
It is a already many
To die, if it was such a thing is easier
It is a too pitiable and is too unhappy...
I am not a ghost
It gives without seeing me by such eye
I have really become what?
The head is likely to be crazy
Please help me... It will die
Doesn't it understand? You are already dead...

It remembered at last At that time I was dead?
At that time it jamped down from building and died
Carry... I love you forever...
Carry... Good bye dearest you...

Sugar Pain

I don't know anything yet, my fifteenth black cherry
It's not a fluke that your silhouette wets my fruit

Unresisting, I will someday be drenched in you, black cherry
What I want isn't love, it's the desire that sleeps beside me and my mother

Prohibited education.

Is it mother's love that feels in genitals?
Or the sexual desire?
(I don't know the method of the tie to you excluding this act)

Sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
Give me pain until I cannot sleep, so I'll never forget you again
Sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
Over and over, touch this body you gave me with the tip of your tongue
Sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
More than just loving you, I want to feel you in a way that shreds my reason

D.L.N

I knew it all along, so I'm not sad
Little by little, little by little, like counting the numbers
The color of the withering vegetation becomes dim and I can't tell when the season ends

The day I follow your footsteps calls to the day I listened for your footsteps
I have no hope so I cannot change tomorrow

Following the sound of the withering vegetation, I can feel the season ending
When the flowers color and bloom in profusion, what will be left to me?

The moon pulls the curtain, but the sun shines on me
I knew it all along, so I'm not sad

Even if I open my eyes and the night isn't over, even if there are no shining stars
Even if the lights that color the streets all go out...
I've seen the happy faces of those I must protect and the dying breaths of those I loved
So it's all right now

Song of the sheep in dark long night

Lukewarm Rain and Rough Passion

I can't forget the subject of the photograph as it fell as if crumbling

I rubbed my legs as I staggered about waiting for you; you probably won't forgive me
I heart the sound mixed with the rain; that sound stopped before my eyes

I just, I just don't want
To have a single secret from you
I just want you to understand, it was just the once
Hold me, closing your eyes to my desperate lie

Ah, do what you will with me, if there's no lie in your hand
Along with the knife in my pocket, "take me with you and run"
I sing as the rain pours unceasing; the stain in my shirt won't disappear
Hurry and wash away the rusty smelling sin and sin and sin in the rain

Darlin'... Now that I've stolen the jealousy that twined about you
Am I the only one who sinks in your heart?

When I saw you searching for me, out of breath without even putting your umbrella up
I was just so happy, just from that...
Now I'll just wait for that time without exchanging words

We hold each other, listening to the rain's waltz on the asphalt
I want to get drenched by sweet kisses, bluffing the weakness that threatens to spill over
Your slender hands, overflowing with gentle passion
Leave our onetime promise behind and wave at the red siren
Goodbye, my dear, I can't stop loving you. Goodbye, my dear, as you get further away

With the rough taste of you left on my tongue, I'll believe in you as I saw you last
If the "rain" is falling the next time we meet, I'll put up my umbrella for you

Maggots

A dictator with a nose like a goblin, his spittle mixed with vomit
His diarrhea of words is real, not a single one a fluke
With mutant feelings, he crushes the images with the ease of practice
With his masturbatory views and expressions, he's a dreaming miscast
Always hating to change dreams, he drags along his writhing ideals
That one and that one and that one and that one are trembling in fear of the trap

(Dictatorship) kill off inside
(The brain of a sow) kill off inside
(Crazy fraud lovers) kill off inside
(The coward who loves) kill off inside

Sanction to a dirty sow
I'm not your shit box
Sanction to a dirty sow
It is different!
You are fat maggots!

Bath Room

Why can't I sleep? Intoxicated by the silence
If I hum to myself, alone in my gloomy room, it just makes me feel empty
Why can't I sleep? Since I saw you
I sleep with my to the side, keeping my eyes on the wet floor

Faced with a reality I didn't want to know about, I'm just emotionless
I stared at you without saying anything, forgetting even to blink

I want to sleep, but I'm afraid of waking
I want to forget everything - what selfish nonsense
I call your name, the silence drives me mad
Grabbing your thin shoulder, I screamed at the lack of warmth

Faced with a reality I didn't want to know about, my heart drowns
I knew there was no meaning to the tears I'd held back as I bit my lip

There's a voice from behind me as I stand there
I didn't care what kind of excuses you spit out
But because you were there before my eyes, looking lonely
And I couldn't do a single thing, I hated myself so much I could die

You're the one who gave me my name, won't you please stay by my side like this?
You're my "mother", the first and last person who was kind to me

With bright red paint, I traced your outline on the white wall
Pressing my still-warm cheek to yours, I'll laugh softly
My large tear drops seemed to overlap you and I felt like we became one
When I close my eyes and the warmth disappears, I'll be by your side

Nausea & Shudder

So long, to the other side of the light
So long, to the nameless liberty
So long, swallow your fear
So long, fly higher than anyone

Peel off your wings full of holes, prise your eyes open and jump in
It may be a muddy heaven, but for those who live there, it's paradise
The days have had their gilt plating peeled off, but still you must shoulder them and face the monotonous jeering
Keep going, as if gouging out a wound; the reality before your eyes is everything

So long, pierce the darkness
So long, to the nameless liberty
So long, swallow your fear
So long, your trembling heartbeat

Loop, I answer my own questions - loop, I hate myself
At the end of a looping pain, I gaze at heaven's door

The bird who broke from the flock to head west eventually knew loneliness
And seeing its thin wings, it said, "Is everything I've wished for there?"
Its shadow falling over the ends of the earth rather than the same scenery everyone's seen
And it prayed strongly to the lamplight that seemed about to go out

In deep slowly sky
Trembling as you fumble for the future, if you're just going to stand there, that's all right, too
The "nameless liberty" I left behind laughed as it said that

And now here I bathe in the light, vowing a dream of never turning my eyes from the flickering future


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u.u''

Ieri a fost 2 mai....nu pot sa zic ca ziua acesta ma afecteaza in vreun fel...si mie ca la multe alte persoane le pare rau ca a murit....stiu ca inainte ziceam ca nu imi pasa etc. dar nu e asa faceam asta doar pentru a scapa de acest gand de gadul ca numai este etc.
Este foarte greu pentru mine sa stiu ca si mamei mele ii placea de el atunci cand era mai tanara si ca acum in fiecare an de 2 mai imi povesteste ce a fost atunci etc....e ciudat ca si parintilor tai sa le placa aceiasi muzica ca si tie.....poate ca uni cred ca e interesant si ar vrea sa fie asa insa mie nu imiplace....
Credeam mereu ca amintirea lui imi va conduce viata mereu dar nu e asa el nu are nici o vina pentru ce mi se intampla mie si ar fi nedrept sa ii acord lui toata vina....nu am de ce sa fac asta eu sunt nefericita dar e numai vina mea pentru asta -.-'' am aflat cum motivul rochiei roz si ma bucur de asta....chiar am plans ieri vreo 2 ore si regretam ce am zis inainte si i-am zis mamei mele ca acum inteleg perfect....nu e vina nimanui numai si numai amea...
Sincer as vrea foartemult sa existe o persoana cu care sa vorbesc si pe caresa o inteleg perfect....care sa vorbeasca cu mine despre orice si eu sa o inteleg perfect...sa o ajut cand are nevoie de asta si sa simta mereu ca exista cineva care o intelege perfect.....sunt multe persoane care au nevoie de asta insa nu se gandesc sa apeleze la persoanele in care ar putea avea incredere deoarece nu le considera poate potrivite pentru asta si au acel sentiment ca nu le-ar putea intelege niciodata...este ciudat stiu....dar din uneleprostii asa se intampla u.u''
cred ca voi termina aici
bye bye

2009年5月2日土曜日

Cradle

Itazura ni kirihanasarete kuruisaku omoi ni himei wo age
Shiroi suhada karamitsuku shi ni basho no nai kono sekai de

Kakusei suru shita no shoujou guilt rain
Kuchihateta kokoro no sangeki panish slave

Fukai yami e to ochite yuku juujika ni inori sasagete

Kakusei suru shita no shoujou guilt rain
Kuchihateta kokoro no sangeki panish slave

Yurameite tadoritsuku genwaku no shouzou
Kirei na hana ni naritakute
Mi wo kogashi tsuzukeru no itami wo wasurete
Kurikaeshi hibiku toki no naka de

Kakusei suru shita no shoujou guilt rain
Kuchihateta kokoro no sangeki panish slave

Ishiki ga owari wo tsuge kooritsuite yuku
Namida wo mune ni kakushiteru
Ano toki to onaji ame ni utare tsuzuketemo
Toumei na sora ni ukandeiru

Setsuna ni ikite
Saigo no toki wo matsu wa
Kurikaeshi hibiku inori

Still Doll

Hi Miss Alice
With your glass eyes
What kind of dream
Can you see?
Are you fascinated with?

Stilll
My heart tears
And drifts
Stuck in the patched crevices
Are memories

Hi Miss Alice
With that fruitful lips
To whom does love
Is cast away?
Is lamented?

Already
I spin my words
Feverish tongue
Has turned cold
The song to love
Can't be sung either

Still you do not answer

Boys and Girls

Boys and Girls be ambitious
Boys and Girls keep it real 4times

Hey yo hey yo hey yo 2times

Following the manuel
Jumping out of everyday
You are a Boy

Not able to become an adult
But not able to stay as a child
Times like that will come

Where everyone is in a hurry
In the world that we live in
We stopped upon a shooting star

One thing that I cannot give up
With just one
I can become strong

You were scared and I pulled your hand
We keep walking
Our breath increasing

In The Head Wind

With an innocent smile
Falling in love with lovers, seeing dreams
You are a Girl

Unable to tell anyone
You are troubled by yourself
Things like that will happen

Everyone will probably love. Laugh
In a monochrome world
To the Dream I painted
I wasn't able to lie

One thing that I cannot give up
With just one
I can become strong

You were scared and I pulled your hand
We keep walking
Our breath increasing

In The Head Wind

There is not even one thing
That is bothersome

If I reached my hand out
I would someday be able to reach the star
I had since belived that

Where everyone is in ah hurry
In the world that we live in
We stopped upon a shooting star

To pray upon it

One thing that I cannot give up
With just one
I can become strong

You were scared and I pulled your hand
We keep walking
Our breath increasing

In The Head Wind

While wandering, confused
I am okay with the

One thing that I cannot give up
Just one
Our breath increasing

In The Head Wind

Boys and Girls be ambitious
Boys and Girls keep it real