Happy Birthday

Mood: hyper
Music: Alice Nine-Q
Internet: Nao's Blog, Aoi's Blog
Messenger: onee-chan

" For you and youre promise I won't forget you "

Hello xD de dimineata de cand m-am trezit vreau sa fac postul asta si nici cum nu am reusit oo'
O fata m-a dus dupa ea la nu stiu ce magazin oo'' apoi am mers la nu stiu ce chestie da facem baie xD a fost kawaii insa cam rece apa.
Sa nu mai mentionez faptul ca era plin de idioti colo >>''''
Asa deci sa revenim la subiect xDD

Otanjoubi Omedetou Nao-chan
~ astept sa ii zic asta de o gramada de vereme ^^
uhuU~ ce sa mai zic o.o''
Nao-chan e mai mare acum ^^ si eu vreau sa fiu mai mare xDDD (intodeauna am vrut sa fiu mai mare si ma rog o.o')
Well i-am trimis un mail gigantic despre cat de fericita sunt ca e ziua lui si o gramada de urari si chestii de genu asta si desigur trebuie sa ajunga si cadoul lui daca nu cumva a ajuns deja xDDDD
Astept asta de anul trecut xDD
Sper sa ii placa cadoul (daca nu ii place il iau inapo o_o')
Cam atat cred~

Bye Bye
Otanjoubi Omedetou Nao-chan again

Inconvenient Ideal

The morals swallowed by the waves, sway inside the basket and sleep
The rain pours onto this earth and doesn't stop
It keeps on hitting the ground

Even the love that is locked inside the shell is swallowed by the heartless beast
What makes them do it?
I put my hand on my heart
The baby's first cry disappears with yesterday

It disappears without even being able to let out a word
Was it freedom that we won?
Feeling the body temperature of my dream and I pray
My eyes shut closed

It disappears without even being able to let out a word
Was it freedom that we won?
Feeling the body temperature of my dream and I pray
Everything gets twisted
Deep into the red darkness
This life I hold high and proud..

In the Middle of chaos

The little freedom which I know
All which I should keep
It may be lost someday
Anyone is the same
I stood in this stage and have noticed it
Am I who sings the truth?
It is wrong! I am here

Let's deliver nonfiction
A song like misfortune pride
I vomit original pain
The only means to prove oneself

I have a beloved person and a family
Nothing is different from you
Look as one human being
I have a lot of hateful guys
Nothing is different from you
Look as one humsn being

Honor and position aren't important
Do you remember it?
It becomes motherfucker

The little freedom which i know
The dream which I should keep
It may be lost someday
Am I who sings the truth?
It is wrong! I am here
No one can be saved with lie

Let's deliver nonfiction
A song like misfortune pride
I vomit original pain
To ascertain each other's wound
Let's deliver all of me
A song like misfortune pride
In the middle of chaos
The only means to prove oneself

Count Down Since 911

Every heart has a gap, right? (Are you ready?)
Now, I will wash your brain. (Brain wash!)

High jack, twin tower (your pleasure)
Overflowing mutiny (your pleasure)
Slanders in the net (your pleasure)
this discussion (your pleasure)

The culprit depends on the situation; the one who is invisible, right?

Shibuya school rumble vision, brainwash ward (Notice!)
If we spray 3 parts, soon you will change your mind.

High jack, Pentagon (your pleasure)
Knife from the back (your pleasure)
Warning in the net (your pleasure)
this discussion (your pleasure)

Because the face is not seen, until your heart's gone, just do whatever you like.

Broken imagine, today the sky is also crying, to cover somebody's misery.
Lalala, tomorrow is also unknown, that's why I called you to change the next appointment.

The culprit depends on the situation; the one who is invisible, right?

Because the face is not seen, until your heart's gone, just do whatever you like.

Forgotten imagine, tomorrow also might be raining again; don't be sad because of the sad news
Lalala, there's one thing I believe; that's why I called you, whispering, "I'd like to meet you tonight"

I close my eyes at the countdown.

Cokeheads~under the society~

Yeah-
At crosswalk wait for various things in scramble
From their heart a groan echoes Tokyo
Fall in now! The blue signal gives a sign 4.3.2.1
Cokeheads forward, Go!

Yeah-
In the daytime fight unseen restlessness
A milling crowd sitting, as if inhale exhaust gas
Just like a rabbit losing its 1/3 throat 4.3.2.1
Cokeheads turn round!

# Under the rule of a society!
The night is a community in the NET

Unbearable dripping body's heat seems not leaving me at that time
Showed off walking with lots of efforts
Today also, compared to someone else again

Yeah-
In the daytime fight unseen restlessness
A milling crowd sitting, as if inhale exhaust gas
Just like a rabbit losing its 1/3 throat 4.3.2.1
Cokeheads turn round!


Felt coldness to other people, but my heart is even colder
Wherever I walk with lots of efforts, a fallen gentleness..
I want to take it back once again

Cokeheads return right now!

Unbearable dripping body's heat seems not leaving me at that time
Wherever I walk with lots of efforts, a fallen gentleness..
I take it back once again

Chocoripeyes

Dancing dream on the street, a sweet temptation,
How does it taste? The pulse feels a bit strange..

Dokkun dokkun.. let's get out, sinful honey commits the first crime
Dokkun dokkun.. so interesting, invitation to the indiciplined country

Cold eyes, boring words,
Enchained body, conclusion of inseparation

Dokkun dokkun.. this heart, grow more and more
Dokkun dokkun.. this feeling, fingers are the only things left to play

Boy of withdrawal! Girl of withdrawal! Feel depressed..
Boy of withdrawal! Girl of withdrawal! Dance till dawn

Chocorip'icy'AI'eyes, the real you is
Behind the smile, your heart is weakened
Please give me those lonely eyes

I see the same movie surrounds
Neverending freedom, aimless sight and freedom

Dokkun dokkun.. let's get out, nausea won't stay here
Dokkun dokkun.. let's get out, invitation to the indiciplined country

Chocorip'icy'AI'eyes, suffering alone,
Eyelids are swollen after crying...
Chocorip'icy'AI'eyes, the real you is
Behind the smile, your heart is weakened...
Please give me those lonely eyes,
Those boring eyes decribe myself..

Boku Shimobe

Hot! 4x Open up this coffin, I haven't died yet!
Husein.. Hitler.. Kim Jong-Il.. Laden 5x
Husein.. Hitler.. Kim Jong-Il.. Shoukou 5x

# Salute! "Yes, Sir!"

"I'll apraise the law, turn down justice, myself only disturbs", I said
Fight for the powerless freedom
As the 13 floored-building dances,
finally realized by suprised how painful attacking and decreasing
"I'm not your robot!"

repeat #

Before feel the happiness of birth,
We might have died surely

Nee* 4x only watching around?
Do not go in... I'm behind you..

Police has erased suicide and decisions with money and power
In my death report and gravestone, my name is called, good bye..

repeat #

Before feel the happiness of birth,
We might have died surely
Loyalty is our reason and effect...
Is that why we keep smiling nicely?

Blue Star

(I am happy 2 meet you) You're my destiny
(So I will sing this song 4 you) Yeah- Let's go get [Blue star]

If I could stay with you forever. There is nothing else I want.
Close your eyes...Can I kiss U?

Inserted in the dime store's flower vase, among a bunch of artificial flowers
Ah~, there's only one truly beautiful flower
Attracted with the flower's name, I took picture, and sent it to you...

Re: mm... I don't know but it's a beautiful flower..
... from that place, please don't stop by anywhere, come here quickly.

[Finally I could meet you] stroking my head
The more and more piled up restlessness was melt down with a smile
Anytime since I give a feeling into your heartbeats
Forever you'll welcome me with that smile and cute face..

What makes you sad is not the clients
although they sometimes pass by
Ah~ as I wish a mail from you
The phone is next to my pillow passing the night which waits to sleep

Come on, where will we go? Hold hand on hand..
The more and more piled up loneliness, let's erase it from each other ...
Anytime, since I want you to feel my heartbeats
Forever, although not so reliable, I want to hug with these arms..

The bluish white spattering sky a few penetrating meteors
[I want to meet you....]

(I am happy 2 meet you)
(So I will sing this song 4 you) Oh- Let's go get it.
(I am happy 2 meet you) You're my destiny 2 me
(So I will sing this song 4 you) Close your eyes. Can I kiss U?

Today's appointment time is also late
Also love, also love isn't changed you got mad to me
Anytime, since I want you to feel my heartbeats
Forever, although not so reliable, I want to hug you with these arms..
Want to believe it... can I believe it? A happy forever love desire
"Blue star (that flower)" let's go get it tomorrow before I meet you

Cloud

Looking up to the sky, the emptiness and the distance breaks my heart.
Even though my wings have been plucked out,
maybe tomorrow I'll have a chance to live.

The evening rain pounds on the window.
The sky who can never stop crying.
The room which was once new, now how often do we seek to change it?
If I become wise, surely I'll lack honesty.
Sometimes people lie, It almost made me lose faith

Ahh- This town is always nice
Can you laugh ?
The sound of the rain pounds hard,
its a distraction from the sound of the crying

If I'm alone, I'll be nervous and scared
Although outside, there are others,
forgotten friends who feel the same and understand

Ahh Society is full of self centered individuals meeting their defeat.
Ahh This world, they don't see it,
how many experiences do they miss out on ?

But we aren't alone,
time is like the floating clouds.

Ahh on this street we seek the things we look for.
Time keeps flowing
Ahh This window with its large drops of water.
We can cry together.

Ahh this world isn't seen and we miss out on so many experiences.
But next door there is a companion at the same speed as you.*

Ahh The dirty city life ,
emptiness and distance break my heart,
Even though my wings have been plucked,
tonight we will dream together.

Berry jam cleaner

Berry jam cleaner!

Come on, walk on tip-toe, hold your breathe, Bang [x4] your enemies
Suffering deeply from a black heart Finger prints are forbidden things Bang [x4]

The targets are those bastards Big boss comes out Will this white suit be stained red?
Do not aim with those trembling fingers sank into needle.. This thing of mine is later..

Wanted!
Slow smoke from a muzzle

Come on, walk on tip-toe, hold your breathe, Bang [x4] your enemies
Black suit, when taking of the sunglasses, sweet eyes Bang [x4]

The targets are those bastards, compared to Romanee Conti they're a bunch of red toast*
Dead bodies, type-A liquid filled in the glass as sake's friend**, receive death!***

Wanted!
Slow smoke from a muzzle

Go x 2 Good luck, mate! Bang x 6

Want to feel the smell of feeling changing-death from the muzzle
The smoke throws too much dopamine Trip!

The targets are those bastards, tonight is the last enjoyable music of resignment ceremony
Crossing riffle sound an absolute reaction Let's see another stabs, a wonderful dream

Wanted!
Slow down without blinking

Go x 2 Good bye, mate! Bang x 6

Bastard

With a father and a person* who doesn't even know my face
I'm a nuisance that was born That's right I'm a "Bastard"

I always hated my "selfish mother"
The cold looks around me were painful

When I asked "Why did you have me?!"
You struck my cheek hard while I was crying
Ah- You were hurt a lot
The first time I told you "I'm sorry" Now Before your gravestone

While I was looking through your belongings**, there was an album of you holding a sleeping boy...
I heard it each time I turned a page The protection of a gentle child The dreaming me The seemingly happy you

When I told you "I'm never coming back to a house like this!"
Your eyes looked sad
Ah- You were harassed a lot

Oh- blessed memory If you are ugly
I merely cried over me who continued to abuse you
I hurt you countless times

The first time I told you "I love you..." Now before your gravestone

I wanna hear your lullaby which I heard in the days of childhood, again...

At age 13

"The alone me, come here" (Run in a head) He talked in whispers
Just like the usual again, the devil's waving his hand (Son of a bitch) Lured by another oneself

A 5-year-old boy is in a certain dream (Play by the mom) I fell into evil ways
Unexpected, wasn't it? The defective jerk* of me (Son of a bitch) I can't escape

Curse upon it! Tell me! What should I do!

5 years - if became the best student 6 years - realizing that head was touched
7 years - played role as a good boy 8 years - before grown-up, it naturally becomes
9 years - smarter than anyone else 10 years - unseen character appeared sadly
11 years - didn't love anyone 12 years - finally made a contract with the devil

"The alone me, come back here" He talked in whispers
Just like usual again, the angel whispers I can't escape

Curse upon it! Tell me! What should I do!

5 years - if became the best student 6 years - sometimes being scolded insignificantly
7 years - enforced laugh 8 years - before grown-up, it naturally becomes
9 years - smarter than anyone else 10 years - unseen character appeared sadly
11 years - why human 12 years - with a bunch of lies, I become evil

A year after that is, the present 13th birthday
If losing a heart is nothing, I do a crime

Aoi Tori

How many times I see things I've never seen before
There's only one way to go
Now I might keep walking, cos there's no reason to stop

[I'd like to be a bird] I whispered for a strange wonderful miracle
How long I might laugh at it before, I've never thought about it
At that time, soft breeze blew...

Since I'm only in a cage, I want to live freely
and fly to the sky like a blue bird... Come on fly!

Incidentally, at that time, soft breeze blew together
That's why I suddenly stopped walking, closed my eyes
And in only that little time, I think about the past

Now, which dark feelings might approach the dreams?
So before you see, keep up your courage
Now soon, since I'm only in a cage, I want to live freely
and fly to the sky like a blue bird.. Come on fly,.. now fly!!

An Extra

Come on, take this life away
"Last Take" hasn't been done yet, right?
Live in a rush because of getting disordered
The open punishment will start soon ?

Couldn't be a permanent main actor,
an extra screen has been down
The main actor finally wears a mask
A stupid dubber collects stage lamps..

"Born for such things" a bored awareness whispers
Tonight also, the symmetrical eyes become wet..

If I throw one thing away, I will feel relieved.. (if I let my own dignity go)
But pride avoids me.. (because I destructed the awareness of my self-image)
Live until the end.. (finish my live as a hero's follower)
The one I adore is not a dead person.. (a fight to receive a dead end)

The thing I hold in my hand is nothing but pain..
Puncture scars of my nails when I grasp tightly....
The bleeding source, nobody can distinct them..

"Born for such things" a bored awareness whispers
If I keep this thought forever, I might feel relieved
Tonight also, the symmetrical eyes become wet..

Fast forwarded until the end of end-roll,
I keep standing on a society corner..

Born for such things...

Facing a heroic death, become sparkling for a moment

"Born for such things" a bored awareness whispers
Still somewhere, hidden hopes don't stop flooding up
Tonight also, the symmetrical moon becomes blurry..

Agoraphobia

2220 I thought in the suicide like an illness
In this world which doesn’t exist a place to go is so scaring

(I jump, leave the earth in a big rocket, stop my crisis with a corrosive pill)
(Outside the window, there is a shooting star but nobody request it a wish)

2198 at last, a child’s birth with unknown sex, for mom and dad the details are uncertain.

(The speed increased and the most famous place to suicide is Andromeda)

(Astral relay for you, carefully view trough a telescope)
(I see the blue marine color and the green foam of the sphere*)
(I enlarge image too much, until it become a red crimson point)
(A tear is not impossible for a machine)

2214 Konpuritoki is the name of the harm
Mass comm. made a great noise and mom and dad, too
All alone, in a corner of this little room, I frequently cry “my hatred being”

(Outside of the window, there’s a shooting star which, at last, shyly I ask it a wish)

(I reborn like an insensible being)

2218 the future of human’s life simulation was trust to Microsoft

Result [July 2220 …
I thought in the suicide like an illness
In this world which doesn’t exist a place to go is so scaring]

Gothikcaroid

After CHILD ABUSE, next to the infamous love
I was afraid of this armful of dolls in my hands.

I endured so much. Please, praise me. I just want to be petted.
But people grow to become adults. Now I hate and kill you, right?

The smell of cigarettes, a deeply stained white T-shirt
Buried in the hated garden
the cherry blossoms are blooming crazily, aren't they?

For my first time, I did a good job.
Turn "GOTHIK"ROID
I was born to kill dad.
Unerasable keloid

Tomorrow at this time, surely on boring channel four
They'll be referring to "shoujo A".

I dipped the edge of the knife in type-O red/black jam
and ascertained the proof of one person's life.

GOTHIKAROID

For my first time, I did a good job.
Turn "GOTHIK"ROID
I was born to kill dad.
Unerasable keloid

The day after tomorrow at this time, my name [shoujo A] and picture
will be pasted somewhere, creating an uproar.

I dip the edge of the knife in type-O red/black jam;
If I lick a little, it'll still be warm.

Please let me choose a pretty picture,
Because I want it to be said that I was a very ordinary girl.

Silent Eve

I was scared of the loneliness, that I even wouldn't be able to find your whereabouts
The ideal, that I can't catch a hold of you even if I want to, wavers

The color of tears that's everlasting in the continuing rain is projected onto the outside of the Window - overlapping reality
Is this a separation from necessarity that is no coincidence? My voice doesn't reach you, Even if it wants to return it can not

Turning my back to the truth and forcing a smile
With my words fastening there is no answer or anything else
I'm shouting in tears, my unreachable memories are breaking
Please notice my self-torture and the promise of my piled up tears

"I don't need ambiguous love nor sorrow" nearly drowning in irony I hid my real intention
The things I cared most about easily slipped through the gap in my fingers and disappeared
Night of my deepest desire that was able to prosper in my loneliness
I got lonely by simply losing everything

I can turn myself in my weakness, which is that I understand that I can not die
Someone just please tell me the reason and meaning of living
Only the sound of the rain is echoing in this tranquillity
The second half of our promise, 0 o 'clock already passed

Night of my deepest desire that was able to prosper in my loneliness
With my words fastening there is no answer or anything else
I can't turn back, never again - goodbye my beloved

Sayanora no Hate

Where can I go to?
Does my voice reach you?
In the clear, cloudless sky
I am alone, it tore me apart

Look, if I keep falling
Maybe I can become a little happy
I even forgot what love is
laughed, because I was torturing myself

I was sick of this hypocrisy
What is it that you want?
My disappeared feelings
Turned into ash as I looked up into the sky

Good-bye my naivety
My sins, my love and my transcience
I woke up, chewing an orange
You held my left hand tight

I was afraid to get hurt and scared of being alone
Now it's raining but it will clear up Good-bye
Does my voice reach you?

The wonderful days
This is how they all end

Meisai

If time passes, it’s fine here also; soon will we forget one another?
I laughed; rison
Pulled out the thorn deeply pierced; foolish one who discovers something
The right person at the right time who performs seeks tomorrow

Please give me pain and sadness; more deep wounds for this body
sachiare
You probably won’t have any problems if you confessed; sense of loss changes shakily
Cannot see your bluff neither before nor after

In a daydream where I cried and cried, (I) stare at something, scream something
Can’t do anything, rain before my eyes…
The grief of comparing (the ideas of ) scattering and binding firmly is the colour of loneliness

In the early days, I was impulsively having nightmares
Reasons that scatter openly; and even tomorrow
Ah, does (my ) voice reach you?

Indefinable-evanescent life ...
If time passes, it’s fine (weather) here also; soon will we forget one another?
I laughed; rison

Pulled out the thorn deeply pierced; foolish one who discovers something
The right person at the right time who performs seeks tomorrow
In the end, I inform you [SAYONARA]…

The grief of comparing (the ideas of ) scattering and binding firmly is the colour of loneliness
In the early days, I was impulsively having nightmares
Reasons that scatter openly; and even tomorrow

Ah, does (my ) voice reach you?
Indefinable-evanescent life ...

In a daydream where I cried and cried, (I) stare at something, scream something
Can’t do anything, rain before my eyes…
Does it reach you? Even if this voice screams in a far place
what you gave me was too much…

The grief of comparing (the ideas of ) scattering and binding firmly is the colour of loneliness
In the early days, I was impulsively having nightmares
Reasons that scatter openly; and even tomorrow

Ah, does (my ) voice reach you?
Indefinable-evanescent life ...

Domestic Fucker Family

♥ღ V i r t u a l F a m i l y ღ♥

Ojiichan ~ Kyo
Obaachan ~ Jyou
Ryoushin ~ Nymphetamine [Okasan] + Satoshi [Otosan]
Ojichan ~ Saga
Obachan ~ Botan`chan
Ojichan ~ Shibata Rihito
Ojichan no otouto ~ Shibata Kento
Itoko ~ Rika
Rika`chan no shitsuji ~ Aoyama

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Onee-chan ~
Omi
Juriet

Oniichan ~

Suzune
Ikuma
Wataru
Hiroaki
Aggy
Toshiya
Itsuki
Satsuki
Reita
Kaoru
Toshiya
Die
Tatsurou
Aoi
utA
Masato
Shuu
Aki
Kimotodochi
Shaura
Karyu
Keeto
Natsuki
Tama
Saki
Ren
Syunna
Jin
San
Yuu
Rui

Ottochan ~ Kai

Ojosan List~

Aoi
Yume
Intetsu
Shou
Nao
Sato
Jun
Suzuya
Ruka
Leda
Yuri
Ryo
Ryutarou
Teru
Hizaki
Yuki
Miki
Takeru
Hikaru

Jurie + Kazuki

Ryo
Jin
Byou
Yuuto
Manabu
Ruki
Tatsuha
Yuana
Riku
Haruka
Yoshihiko
Rei
Mally
Naoto
Vict
Nobu
Ray
Rai
Uruha
Kiri
Yugiri
Ibuki
Nao
Misery
Chikage
Leda
Saran
Rubi
Takemasa
Mitsuki
Junji
Ayame

Ascendead Master

This bow that can never be restored, never return
Was embraced and awakened amidst the darkening clouds
Loving one another, drawing closer to each other
A fate we pluck unknowingly

People are all defiant sinners who rock the ark
Come now, burn away the loneliness with those hands
Revolution is beautiful, a serenade brusting into flames
I'll bite into your sinful neck

Burning so crimson, so strongly, so violently it's dangerous
I'll suck out your sins and ugliness

Fog hangs over a black sea,
The people rowed out and God sank
Ah...tell me, my mother rose!
I can no longer forgive, is this also my punishment?

I am a voyager of the crossing ark
The ruler of loneliness together with eternity

Revolution is beautiful, a serenade brusting into flames
I'll bite into your sinful neck

Burn loneliness to death!
Strongly, violently burning
I'll suck out your sins and ugliness!

I am a sinful voyager who get off the ark
Yes...an eternal sinner

Revolution is beautiful, a serenade brusting into flames
I'll bite into your sinful neck
Embracing so pasionately, so strongly, so violently it's dangerous
I'll suck out your sins and ugliness!

On this deserted altar
I will become God

Ah...don't all people desire it?
Miserable, eternal life...
Exchange hatred and conflict for loneliness

I'll suck it out for you now, that's it, close your eyes

Ready Steady Go

READY STEADY CAN'T HOLD ME BACK
READY STEADY GIVE ME GOOD LUCK
READY STEADY NEVER LOOK BACK
LET'S GET STARTED READY STEADY GO

The scenery blowing by like it's rolling forward.
Even if things start looking desperate,
I won't lose sight of the target.

If I can't depend on this map, may as well burn it up
I'll seize the buried truth in these palms.

I've run through quickly with singular determination
My racing heart beats so loudly it could rip me apart.

Sounding out -your voice- calling to me.
There's no time to be standing around
READY STEADY GO

Even if I bear countless wounds
I'll never let you get my soul.

If I meet you on the otherside of that hill,
Where to begin... I can think of nothing else.

I've run through quickly with singular determination
My racing heart beats so loud it could rip me apart.

Sounding out -your voice- calling to me.
There's no time to be standing around
READY STEADY GO

(READY!)

READY STEADY CAN'T HOLD ME BACK
READY STEADY GIVE ME GOOD LUCK
READY STEADY NEVER LOOK BACK
LET'S GET STARTED READY STEADY GO

My heart -races-, under that sky
I can't stop the feelings going nowhere from screaming out.

Let them reach you -just a little further-
A ray of sunlight shines warmly on the other side of this road.
READY STEADY GO

PLEASE, TRUST ME

Lose Control

I lose control Disconnected heart
I wave the Heavens, taken away by the wind
I lose control Being muffled
I feel I will break everything, even you not noticing
Good morning, Mr Fear

The once-lost scar awakens again
And takes control over this body
The sun that burns everything
Painting the shadows black
I can't stop anymore, don't let me go

I lose control In the spring season
The still-young eyes fear the ending
I lose control Once dancing in the wind
the butterfly was captured then cruxified
Good morning, Mr Fear

The once-lost scar awakens again
Even this arm that can't hold still any more
The sun that burns everything
Painting the shadows black
Realizing, and smiling

I died, then my instinct was born

Jojoushi

Though the seasons change the colors so many times
This feeling will never wither
Quivering like a flower
Thinking of you



The words we play are a comforting melody
Just as long as you're next to me
If it's so I won't lose those smiling eyes
Even for the nights when we can't see the twinkling of the stars



I'll wrap you up like the sunlight that pours in through the trees
This is my unchanging oath
If it's a dream, if the dream is like this then I won't care
We'll face towards the loving light that shines brightly in tomorrow
Because even the happiness is real



The love to you is alive in me. wo- every day for love.
You are aside of me wo- every day.



How you gently alleviate
Even the remaining sad memories
Blown by that soft, familiar wind, like it's playing games
It gets out of the way as the radiant you takes me away



Though the seasons change the colors so many times
This feeling will never wither, like a flower
If it's a dream, if the dream is like this then I won't care
My heart is colored in the loving brightness that overflows
Forever, thinking of you



The love to you is alive me. wo- every day for love.
You are aside of me wo- every day

Honey

I watched it all the time
Ever since I was young, so long ago
Even now the faded scenery
Adorns my plain white wall

Entangled with the dry wind
It takes you away with it
Honey so sweet, grasping
At my boundless dream with both hands

Rolling along on the road
I was just a little bit out of control
I can't take away the deep pain
But don't look so sad

Entangled with the dry wind
It takes you away with it
Honey so sweet, I want you to believe
Even if this world is a lie

I want to fly, waitin' for sunrise oh...

Anytime, all the time
I want to be melting in your sweet, sweet smile

Destiny grabs me
"Here" is becoming blurred, but
Don't despair you can hear it
That place is calling

Entangled in the dry wind
It takes you away with it
Honey so sweet, grasping
At my boundless dreams with both hands

I want to fly, waitin' for sunrise

I want to fly, waitin' for sunrise

Finale

I silently embrace the faint, fleeting beauty

So it won't be broken



Seeking her in the moon's hiding place

Feeling the pain of fate



While I was blocking out the creeping worry

I touched her mouth, filled with the sorrow of being driven into the corner



Amidst the rays of light, I face the finale

It's far too bright to see ahead to tomorrow

I watch you as you turned your head and flew across time

Still but an innocent little girl



You'll wake up in these arms from now on
Your sorrow is just unfortunate
Loving you to the brink of insanity
So we're never apart, stay next to me forever



Painted in a downpour of sins
I continue wandering around a worn path
I won't let anyone touch this love
I'll even defy god



The you in the mirror, with your upside down smile,
Cut the thread of the seemingly interrupted dream



Sinking in that prayer for an eternity
Wavering on the surface of the water without an answer
I can't save you as you crumble to pieces
So I put you to sleep in order to calm you, that time



Amidst the rays of light that face the finale
It's far too bright to see ahead to tomorrow
I watch you as you turned your head and flew across time
Still but an innocent little girl

Anemone Angel

Surrounded by the kindness of the dear people

I take off towards you

With those shining memories engraved in my heart

The wind pushes me to the road

Which continues to the port

I think of that dear person

My feelings will last through the winter
The glorious winter.

Ah.

The boat leaves for a destination unknown

Without waiting for the flowers to bloom.

No one will put out the quietly burning flame

The little ship crossing the seas, Seeks a far away land with all its hope.

Ah, my wish is but one, To entrust my eternal vow with those hands.

Now the sounding of the bell tells me its time.

I'm taking off to you towards the time

Ah anemone.

Ah my anemone.

When that hill blooms red.

I'm taking off toward you

I'm taking off toward you,

Ah, toward you.

All Death

It's time to fall

It's time to say goodbye

I wish you're gone

I wish you're all dead



It's time to fall

It's time to say goodbye

I wish you're gone

I wish you're all dead



Insert the same scar

I want to give you the same agony

I want to give you also unavoidable nightmares

Right now, one and once again

The feing crazy horror

The desire that is impossible



To tell in a lot of time



Tell me, you who stole my freedom

If the incessant pain is going to continue from now on

How I take this affliction with the incessant attempt to kill



It's time to fall

It's time to say goodbye

I wish you're gone

I wish you're all dead

Love Me

Leave me, in my sweet misery
Cause I'd rather be alone
Than chanse you around all the time
Cause you know darlin' and darlin' I know
Yuo should find something better
And do what you want with your life
And tell who you want
That you found light

I think I'll just fade away
Float like a feather
Be deranged like the rain toss
And turn like the weather
I think I'll just fade away
Float like afeather
Be deranged like the rain
Toss and turn like the weather
And maybe I'll take a while
To miss you
So forgive me
I honestly don't mean to be confused
Although I'd like to think I've been a little misused
And so I guess I shouldn't really care if I win or lose
But its good you know
I'll let you be the one to choose
So do what you want with your life and tell who want
That you found light

Jesus

Why was I born on the way to the confrontation at the end of everything
I'm on the edge
I dream the angel waits for the end of time now the bell resounds

This moment you liberated somewhere in my heart I ask you Just wait for you
In this moment you liberate the true meaning will appear

Before the brilliance plunges into the depths before I have been satisfied
too much and decay
I'm on the edge
In this room I am offering a prayer to you alone I search for salvation, and

This moment you liberate somewhere in my heart I ask you Just wait for you
In this moment you liberate something I feel in the middle of my dream

It continued the pledge, this dream now I am wrapped in the light
It continued the pledge, this dream now convert it in the brilliance
Jesus begin the countdown I want to erase all the lies Just wait for you
Jesus if my sin is extinguished now convert me in the brilliance

Jesus, don't you love me?

Wish

I wish for... On nights like this, seeing a dream.
I wish for... Everything I lost, even now.

When my sighs carve the time, in the middle of a long night.
Each time I remember, repeating my dreams of you.
holding only loneliness,
Wishing for eternity, all I feel are instants in time.
this blue feeling, inside the dusty time,
Without even an answer.

I was there all alone, in the dark maze.
Without knowing where I was,
not knowing where to go.
I was afraid of tomorrow, my eyes still cold.
But now, this worn out dream,
I can gently embrace.

I wish for... On nights like this, seeing a dream.
I wish for... Everything I lost,
I wish for you... even now.

Up to you

Intensely feel intensely hug me tight
From here it begins over time
In your heart, embrace me in your dream, paint me
The starting bell sounds

I kept walking I kept searching
At last I found you but it's not over

You should be able to search for the truth

It seems like forever we talk all night
Under the starry sky because you're beside me

Far you should be able to fly if you wanted freedom
High you should be able to fly if you misled me

It reflects in these eyes your figure
For the sake of shining go all the way

Intensely feel intensely hug me tight
From here it begins over time
In your heart, embrace me in your dream, paint me
The starting bell sounds

Intensely feel intensely hug me tight
Blowing violently in the wind
In your heart, you embraced me until the dream measured up
Forever changing this love

Keep dreaming
I kept running
Keep dreaming
Because it's not over

Even if you were beaten with rain
Even if the dream blurred
Believe in tomorrow
These hands won't let go

The Slain

I have seen a gentle shape again, looking at this person
The sea embraces me, small that I am

I don't know that voice, for not shouting me anything

Shot up from behind, in front of my closing eyes, I was laughing
Shot up from behind, I vanish completely

Slave

Even how I lived, the gods don't approve, I think
Raised allowing all of me to be coiled around by shadow

The flightless angel became dark by that thin fingertip
The ashes of what men call "pain," I carried

They make me dance on a day burnt black
If I open my eyes the unextinguished light

I'm forgetting where time has gone
Suddenly scream if you leave your shell behind ...

They made me dance on days burnt black
"Open your eyes already now" the unextinguished shadow

I've forgotten the end of time ...
Suddenly scream if you leave your shell behind ...
Before my eyes even the sun looked like
it was descending to somewhere, afraid
The truth must out

Shine

What you believe in, this is not the question
This ruined city quickly free yourself from it

Now you feel it bet on only that feeling
The bright image passes through through your feeling passes through

The blazing sun because for who else does it rise
Instead of waiting too long for tomorrow
now run through the gate of opportunity

For the meaning of life you search but even after shining it's not slow
For the meaning of love you search but without deception hold tight Your mind

I want to be dreaming and without being made to give it up
To do as much as I can there's not enough time

If I'm able to be dreaming now and then, let's fall into ruin
Carved in this heart this passion doesn't easily fade

For the meaning of life you search but even after shining it's not slow
For the meaning of love you search but without deception hold tight Your mind
From now on, everything can shine

What you believe in, this is not the question
This ruined city quickly free yourself from it

Now you feel it bet on only that feeling
The bright image passes through through your feeling passes through

The blazing sun because for who else does it rise
Instead of waiting too long for tomorrow now run through the gate of
opportunity

Shade

I've invited the despair to an animal night
My glass heart collapses but I remain...

The upset sand clock breaks my sadness into pieces
An icy shadow shrouds you

I'm going to make you live this pain
I'm going to make you live this sadness
I'm going to make you live this pain

I've invited the despair to an animal night
An icy shadow shrouds you

I'm going to make you live this pain
I'm going to make you live this sadness
I'm going to make you live this pain
I'm going to make you live this sadness

Throw a shadow on me
Throw a shadow on me

I'm going to make you live this pain
I'm going to make you live this sadness
I'm going to make you live this pain
I'm going to make you live this sadness

Throw a shadow on me

RA-SE-N

No one knows my heart
You said, "You were too cold ..."

The crack split on the map
The wedge fit a mounted dream
Ancient history this feeling,
painted and the torn-off dream has been colored has been tinged

In the mirror, reflected inside myself I howled in the mirror,
reflected I want you now

The crack split my heart
No one knows a glass tower
There's no loneliness there's no emptiness in order to be transparent
I floated in order to be transparent

The wind of sorrow makes the bell ring the night of warmth colors the
landscape
In the mirror, reflected inside myself I howled until my voice cracked
I'm not able to laugh the best
Even if I am scarred further even if I am severely scarred further
Like a butterfly that dances in the ruins if without disguise I can flap my
wings
Even if I am scarred further even if I am deeply scarred further
Like a flower blossoming in the rubble without disguise; 'till the day I die'

No one knows a glass tower
Independence and loneliness like a spiral

Providence

The herds of dressed up people, faces have been forgotten.
the clockwork of time takes over the world.

If this sinful eden had a mother,
She would scold her child, she would shed tears.

Can we no longer make an ark, at a sudden end?
unable to give up fate, breaking time.

I just want to say this...

Moon

I embrace you, I don't see anything
The silhouette which is given off by you, makes me thinking to the moon
I thought I would never need
This tenderness, which whirl in the gap
Now it's both us who turn away from it

This song won't reach you
Shut up in my hand's hollow, I exist

This song won't reach you
Shut up in my hand's hollow, it calls me

I'm weary to walk in that present where nothing changes
I can't move anymore and I just wanna give you my memory

Under the assembled lights of the moon
My withdrawn heart is dozing off deeply

This song won't reach you
Shut up in my hand's hollow, do I exist

Mechanical Dance

Now I think I'm about to collapse from the pain
Even the sun I can no longer see is hurting
I can't stop the tears, I completely wither away
I embraced the sin, indecent body "E-D-E-N"

What's moral, I still don't know
The innocent illusion sticks in my throat
I can't stop the tears, I completely wither away
I embraced the sin, modern paradise

Everyone, inside the cold wall restrains their self that seems it will go
insane "In blue"
Everyone, is able to remove the blindfold from behind, without knowing it.

The flower of the vision born in this age poison is placed in the wind and
it flowers off-season
A mechanical Adam and Eve together with the wind, dance with sin
Even the future is erased, Adam and Eve now carry me "while I shiver"

"Eve of the future, melt in me, and wither."

In Silance

Ah, at those time, I hated quietness
Wind as if he was laughing sent up sand

Even if my eyes fill up with passion, there's no answer
Sky embraced sea, those day

In silence, it is
In silence, endless
In silence, slowly
Oh my heart, I got lost

Ah, I've left many loves
I've left the city in the middle of the night
Vanished secret

Even if I prick up my ear, I hear only wave's noise
I would have wanted to be by your side, those day

In silence, I was
In silence, looking at you
In silence, slowly
Oh my heart, overflowed

Innumerable moons lighted us up
In my everlasting wounds, we didn't lose our colors

Your immaculate wings were floating in the sky
As to say me something
Precious wind was laughing in my heart
Because now is wound up time

In silence, slowly
In silence, I'm looking for you
In silence, slowly
Oh my heart, I want to see you again

Ah, time passes

In my Dream

It was too warped in chains I was able to think, reality exists
Without even knowing the way I only lingered in my nightmare lonely times

Bound by coils in the beautiful nightmare a sin was committed a nightmare
in a slight fever

They were illuminated in the moonlight surfacing from the rising ocean the
goddesses
Why did the pupils of my eyes become a sad color? The myself of a distant
day I embraced

The feather of an obscene angel . even flying is not permitted
In this dream that I'm tired of dreaming . is there no tomorrow?

la la la...

I'm for you

"You cant truly love anyone"
All of your surroundings made you shiver
Thats when i met you
And finally, i know why

If the two of us met to hurt eachother, that makes me sad

From my heart, i want to tell you
I just want to see the real you

You still have that smile on your face
Because you can still see the sadness
I was born to meet you, can i change you?

From my heart, i want to tell you
you've been hurt, but don't give up
From my heart, i love you

I want to wash away the pain that falls apon you....all of it.

I for you

From my heart, i want to tell you
if i can see your smile forever...
From my heart, i love you

I want to take away those tears, all of them....i for you

Hurt

If you haven't been satisfied completely break everything

I had a dream it was very beautiful dazzling and too tender

It was chosen the thing that will be broken "Three, Two, One, Break..."

Days when I loved and was loved
Beyond the light I can't reach

Afraid of the thing that will be broken "Three, Two, One, Break..."

Days when I loved and was loved
Beyond the light I can't reach

Days when I loved and was loved
Beyond the wonderful light

Even if everything is lost

For Ever and Ever

Close your eyes, open your mind, going back for a moment of time
To those days and take back the eternity and the hope you felt for sure

Times changes all and strives to change me, too
If we fight, it hurts If we surrender, we go under

And many people are lost and hurt They let go of their most precious thing

Even if it breaks me into pieces
I want to keep believing, keep feeling till it ceases
The eternity deep in my heart

So, remember
That body, soul, mind, blood, tears, dreams, love, pain, and joy
Cause, they're all so precious, forever & ever

Now you can close your eyes
Leave all the world behind until tomorrow
The dream is like a song

It leads you on and on
Not knowing how or why
You realize the feeling is forever
May steal your dreams away
You and the song will always stay together

Fate

Now it hurts me to be gentle
Even the Gods can't stop me

Rather than becoming a courageless man after following you
I prefer vanish in the closed space that I chose

I want to break into pieces the life that you gave me
My multiplying spirit will continue to destroy you

Now it hurts me to be alone
I'm groping my way, arriving to the Gods

Fake

Only you without being misled gaze at yourself
Only you embrace important things

No lies, no truth in this world ...

Even I am unable to love every day ends
Even I don't understand and the sun rises

No lies, no truth confirm with your eyes now

You the buildings this city
Lies and truth dyed by the sun the same color

You the buildings this city
Lies and the whole truth can be seen

The thing called "love" the thing called "freedom"
The thing called "truth" the thing called "lies"
No lies, no truth confirm with your eyes
FAKE TOMORROW!

From the sun, now, run away, city
Lies and truth have been dyed I don't understand
From the sun, now, run away, city
Lies and the whole truth can be seen through

End of Sorrow

Held by thousands of stars, shouting out romance.
The rusty time flows away, you were surely shaking.

Sometimes, I get so scared of loving you too much.
What's wrong with that?
I really can't see anything but you.
Right now, the most important thing is to satisfy ourselves.
Are you sure?
Yeah.
I love you.
I need you.

End of sorrow.

People probably fight chance, and then know of tears. The sepia coloured
memories.
The end of the century, it suits talking to yourself. People begin to
realise themselves.

Held by thousands of stars, shouting out romance.
The rusty time flows away, shouting out pain.
I'll never let you go, ah, the throbbing heart...

People now know sleepless nights, the freezing cobalt blue nights.
Even if the strong wind blows through your heart, don't be afraid, believe
in tomorrow.

Held by thousands of stars, shouting out romance.
The rusty time flows away, shouting out pain.
I'll only think of you, ah, the sorrowful love...

People learn sorrow, then learn of love from their heart.
Why were we born, people start to love themselves.

Held by thousands of stars, shouting out romance.
The rusty time flows away, shouting out pain.
I'll never let you go, forever...

The sorrowful days, the loneliness, ah, Sayonara.

Chess

White ashes pile up slowly from the sky
Only the wind that hasn't people's image flies past
To a Goddess who likes this view, "if I would die"

If I would prick up my ears to that song, while I recognize it
My hand will dye in red

In this created world they learned boredom
Finished people, like toys
Paint in red this stupid History's end

If I would prick up my ears to that song, while I recognize it
My hand will dye in red

In the dream, two footless being have embraced each other
When they noticed that a smiling Goddess was coming near to them, they laughed

She has killed herself with a lover who was telling her about love
On the battlefield I was also on coma
Amused Gods sing the game

If I would prick up my ears to that song, while I recognize it
My hand will dye in red

In the dream, two footless being have embraced each other
When they noticed that a smiling Goddess was coming near to them, they laughed

Blue Transparency

The emotionless people have cold eyes
They can't trust the night which scared them
After became gentle in this emotionless city
If you fix on them your shaking attention, they will hide themselves from your eyes

Do the emotionless people carry on to laugh
When the night which scared them poison them
In this emotionless city which becomes insane
They climb on a gigantic bird and try to cover up something

An extremely transparent blue tear their hand
They felt they were living

Blue transparency blue transparency
They turned away
Blue transparency blue transparency
They understood
Blue transparency blue transparency
Now they will be careful
Blue transparency blue transparency
Before to dead


The white powder vanishes, they take immediately pleasure to their wings in this vast sky
The blood's stream is painful

Belive

I want to try and dream the dream you paint
In you I want to continue to live the dream now

On a lonely night close your eyes, your heart's door softly open
A timid noise with a sigh blow out the candle The answer...

In you I want to try and dream the dream you paint
In you I want to continue to live the dream

Without knowing a thing I looked up at you in the coal tar sky
A precious feeling on your pure white line I float...

And I want to try and dream the dream you paint.
In you I continue to live the dream now

Too painful too painful if I tell you how I feel
Too much I loved too much I loved I should know
Too dazzling too dazzling in time
I want to tell you

Distant past distant future you if you were somewhere certainly
Even alone even if I freeze my tenderness throbs overflow

And I want to try and dream the dream you paint
Certainly we'll be able to mean by chance until that time certainly

Too painful too painful if I tell you how I feel
Too much I loved too much I loved I should know
Too dazzling too dazzling over time
I want to believe in you

Too painful too painful if I tell you how I feel
Too much I loved too much I loved I should know
Too dazzling too dazzling in time
I want to meet you

This feeling I want to tell you this LOVE I won't forget

I THINK I BELIEVE

1999

With the fangs in man's heart . I had a violent dream
Split right in half . by a small chance

Something will awaken their eyes
The millennium's destiny 1999

Mind control in order to hold justice over their eyes to block out the sun
Before anyone knew it in order to reduce their numbers

Something begins to move
The millennium's change 1999

awake...parasite...blood...the end

I have never had such a bad nightmare before
At the end of the 20th century,
someone is fixing the number of people overflowing from the Earth
It was no longer the days of fighting the flesh and blood

Brainwashed by subliminal and all kinds of traps through many media
Don't need much for the people to separate into enemies and
allies and hating with the fangs in their heart

For no reason, many unnatural deaths were all over
It was the image of the weak minds

When the losers are lost, they jump off the building roof one after another

If there was strength to love one through at the time ...
If you were there to love me through ...
If there was a dream stronger than hate ...

I need you

Bankoku, Dai Toukyou

Finally I walked in on great Tokyo,
I have become well good at making a living
Quite far from the capital of flowers
I don`t have any lazy feelings with the loathing running
"Do you understand this?"
There is no love... Please, someone has to give love to me
I praise it... Surely it will be kept and killed, right?
After all it`s time for the scream of general public sticking deep inside to win or lose
In a drift of snow where the crying child is silent the things pointed at are...
Farewell... Farewell... A lullaby for the ridiculous me of the past
These are silly things that don`t even know shame
if you understand this... if you understand this..
I would rather know an easy way to life
The name of the shepherd is
"Ten thousand countries, great Tokyo"
That we met here is the luck of fate,
I just screamed at this rage
Speaking of a jinx of two years,
Unknowingly, unknowingly the hair of these
adjusting to this environment are plundering,too
"Do you understand this?"
There is no love... The starved ones stop these fingers
I praise it... Surely I will be able to flap my wings here
The concrete crowd recruited by the row of houses
becomes another gear
When has this become an era like this?
When have I become like this?
An answer doesn`t have to fall down, it makes my chest dance
If it`s possible... If it`s possible...
Surely I would be wishing for a dream
I never have to wake from
It`s a society full of contradictions
Farewell... Farewell... A lullaby for this boring me
These are silly things in desperation
if you understand this... if you understand this..
I would rather know an easy way of dying
The password is "Ten thousand countries, great Tokyo"

Bankoku, Dai Toukyou

Finally I walked in on great Tokyo,
I have become well good at making a living
Quite far from the capital of flowers
I don`t have any lazy feelings with the loathing running
"Do you understand this?"
There is no love... Please, someone has to give love to me
I praise it... Surely it will be kept and killed, right?
After all it`s time for the scream of general public sticking deep inside to win or lose
In a drift of snow where the crying child is silent the things pointed at are...
Farewell... Farewell... A lullaby for the ridiculous me of the past
These are silly things that don`t even know shame
if you understand this... if you understand this..
I would rather know an easy way to life
The name of the shepherd is
"Ten thousand countries, great Tokyo"
That we met here is the luck of fate,
I just screamed at this rage
Speaking of a jinx of two years,
Unknowingly, unknowingly the hair of these
adjusting to this environment are plundering,too
"Do you understand this?"
There is no love... The starved ones stop these fingers
I praise it... Surely I will be able to flap my wings here
The concrete crowd recruited by the row of houses
becomes another gear
When has this become an era like this?
When have I become like this?
An answer doesn`t have to fall down, it makes my chest dance
If it`s possible... If it`s possible...
Surely I would be wishing for a dream
I never have to wake from
It`s a society full of contradictions
Farewell... Farewell... A lullaby for this boring me
These are silly things in desperation
if you understand this... if you understand this..
I would rather know an easy way of dying
The password is "Ten thousand countries, great Tokyo"

Black Parade

Mood:
Music: Ayabie-Daikei
Internet: Aoi's Blog, Aranna, Number Six
Messenger: - empty -

" Are you hurt? Tell me "

Anyway in ultimul timp parca imi vine din nou cheful de postat pe aici oo' asta cred ca e bine pentru ca altfel saracul blog va muri >>'
Am avut un vis al naibi de aiurea azi noapte, cred ca imaginatia mea o ia razna mai tare decat a lui onee-chan >>'''' nu stiu ce am cu visele astea dar a fost chiar culmea....uhuu~ poor Yuu-chan T_T''''''

Azi din nou neobisnuit de cald incat nici eu nu mai stiu cum sa stau sa nu cumva sa mor de cald, m-am trezit chiar devreme azi oo' de obicei nu e asa insa astazi nu stiu ce am avut.
Well ieri era sa mor de ras cand am vazut chestia aia >>''' si in gandul meu " uhuu~ acum cine copiaza pe cine ehhh? "
~ niciodata nu am crezut ca o sa vad asta (Inner: de fapt stiam ca o sa vad asta pentru ca asta a facut de mai multe ori) dar totusi e asa stupid, si cand ma candeam ca imi pasa de ce zice oo'''
Acum pana la urma ce e adevarat si ce nu oo'' ? nici ea nu cred ca stie ce mai e adevarat si ce e doar pura inventie (Inner: pana la urma cati ani are o.o?)

Ma rog >>' am mai trecut pe acolo si e din ce in ce mai bine, insa nu imi pasa si nici nu imi e dor de locul acela oo''' poate sa nici nu existe pentru mine x.x''''
Vreau sa lucrez la un fan fic nou pentru ca nu am mai scris ceva de multa vreme pentru mine insa nu stiu exact acum despre ce sa fie si cum sa fie oo''''

Ma duc sa mananc ceva pentru ca eu una mor de foame si parjitura aia arata foarte bine xDD anyway
Bye Bye~

Kaisen Sengen

Mood:
Music: Plastic Tree - Replay
Internet: Okasan Blog, Aoi's Blog, Number Six
Messenger: - empty -

"It's your fault for not understanding anything
Dreams are worn, love is trite"

Amavut o perioada destul de lunga in care am facut postrui in acest gen insa nu stiu ce am xDD incep din nou.
M-am tot gandit ieri cand citeam acele lucruri la cat de mult semanam,la cat de mult pot semana 2 persoane care nu se cunosc personal si poate nu stiu de existenta celuilalt.
Intr-un fel ma bucur ca cineva e ca si mine si daca ar fi cazul ar intelege cum e sa fi ca mie dar imi pare si rau pentru ca el merita mai mult decat atat.

Ma gandesc cat de greu a fost pentru el la numai 15 ani sa invete sa faca totul pe cont propriu, sa faca totul singur fara sa fie cineva care sa ii ofere sprijin si fara sa fie cineva care sa fie alaturi de el cand a avut poate nevoie de asta.
E greu sa pleci cand esti asa de mic si sa inveti sa te descurci pe cont propriu, sa sti ca doar pe tine te poti baza.
Atat lui cat si mie ne-a fost destul de greu sa comunicam cu parinti nostri si este si normal, ei nu au fost acolo cand am fi avut nevoie de ei si din aceasta cauza nu stim cum sa ne apropiem de ei si sa purtam discutii normale cum fac alti din jurul nostru.

Atat eu cat si el nu am avut prieteni (eu nici acum nu am in realitate, numai prin internet). Avand in vedere ca atat eu cat si el ne-am mutat foarte des de la scoala nu am reusit sa ne facem prieteni care sa ne ajuta sa trecem mai departe peste unele etape din viata noastra si sa ne ajute sa mergem mai departe cand ne-am lovit de ceva.
Atat eu cat si el stim cum e sa fi nevoit sa faci totul de unul singur sa faci tot asa cum crezi tu ca e bine fara sa fie cineva acolo care sa te opreasca daca gresesti.
Stim foarte bine cum e sa nu ai prieteni si sa nu ai pe cine sa te bazezi atunci cand ei nevoie de sprijin. Stim foarte bine cum e sa tariesti fara parinti sau departe de ei si stim cat e de greu sa de apropii de ei acum.

Este minunat sa vezi ca undeva in lume cineva e ca tine.
Acum inteleg de ce tin eu asa de mult la el si inteleg de ce legatura noastra este asa de puternica.
Suntem la fel, am tarit la fel si traim la fel xD

Il admir pentru tot ce a facut si pentru ca a reusit sa treaca peste tot chiar daca nu a fost foarte usor. Il admir mult pentru asta.
este un om demn de tot respectul si toata admiratia pe care ar putea sa o primeasca.
Pentru mine in viata este foarte important si imi este ca un model in tot cea ce fac si in tot cea ce voi face. Nu vreau sa il dezamagesc cu nimic si prin nimic si fac tot ce imi sta in putere pentru a-mi respecta promisiunea.

Cam atat cred ca ar fi xD
Bye~

Children

Sever the logic circuits with a razor
it's your fault for not understanding anything
dreams are worn, love is trite
in my head no outlet.

I can't control my mind
Can't control

Neo

My logic circuits continue to hope for that
Unbeknownst to me No outlet.

It can't come out in words, it won't become words
those words destroy my heart.
I, who wore the mask of an adult,
just me and the knife which leaves nothing behind.

I can't control my mind
can't control

It can't come out in words, it won't become words
those words destroy the heart.
I, who wore the mask of an adult,
just me and the knife which leaves nothing behind.

I'll destroy now the foolish words, "play nice with the other kids"
I, who wear the mask of the devil,
I don't want to hear about something I can never have.

Inconvenient Ideal

The morals swallowed by the waves, sway inside the basket and sleep
The rain pours onto this earth and doesn't stop
It keeps on hitting the ground

Even the love that is locked inside the shell is swallowed by the heartless beast
What makes them do it?
I put my hand on my heart
The baby's first cry disappears with yesterday

It disappears without even being able to let out a word
Was it freedom that we won?
Feeling the body temperature of my dream and I pray
My eyes shut closed

It disappears without even being able to let out a word
Was it freedom that we won?
Feeling the body temperature of my dream and I pray
Everything gets twisted
Deep into the red darkness
This life I hold high and proud..

Bottom of the Death Valley

I've packed up everything I loved in the trunk of the car over there
putting in the key I'm going for a last drive from the cliff I'll be free...

My Sister, Obscene Sister fucked, toyed with, drowned
My Sister, Lustful Sister if you notice the white ocean floor
My Sister, Mother Is Sister mother loved the white ocean
My Sister, Drug Addiction

I Will Go To The Heaven
Playing The Suicide
I Will Go To The Hell

I've left behind everything I loved through the door of hope that's down there
with my right hand I catch hold of hands that won't stop trembling so I won't notice the tears she hides from me

Sleeping down there in the trunk of the car
Now my child and I are packed in together

Death Tree

Heres is some water for the dead tree
I see your reflection in the dirty water
Dreams and aspirations Your ideals in the big sky

Passionate Red
The one I loved so much

Ideals being sweeter than candy are just ideals

No one wants the present
Point your finger
Goodbye

I feel love on my forehead at gunpoint
Even the child with the red coat swallows her tears as she faces reality

Why? Why? Over and Over
It will never heal
Why? Why? Over and Over
My dead heart

Child Prey

Dying a Child
Child Prey
Hurry & May
Nurturing a Wild
Wild clay
Bully & Jay
The reasons why one can't laugh from the heart
The treasons which one can't take from the heart
It's a simple reason
It's a nimble treason
That's life
Kiss Me Deadly
What a knife
Pass Me Dreadly
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Child Is Burning
Pass Me Tell Me Move Me
Pass Me Tell Me Move Me
Wild Is Turning
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Kiss Me Deadly
Pass Me Tell Me Move Me
Pass Me Dreadly

Kigan

Demon eye

Midsummer season, the cicadas singing beyond the sliding door
Wearing a yukata with a loosened sash the woman's water is breaking
Her hair in disarray, her face unseen her mouth split in a broad grin
If she paints her lips scarlet can you do it again?

Midwinter season, the butterflies dying everything a snowy landscape
You crawl up out from inside the well the woman laughing loudly

Mind's eye delusion Victimization
Oviduct overdrive Victimization
Ovulation response Victimization
Courtesan interference Victimization
Heartbreak severance Victimization
Chatter abortion Victimization

Let your sexual desires bloom let the woman's corpse bloom
Let your desires for pregnancy bloom let next year's spring bloom
Let your own desires bloom let's bloom in Kyoto

Hades

Night Mare Help yourself CANDY
Night Mare A Hetero enlightenment ignorant CANDY
Night Mare blasphemy CANDY
Night Mare ...
Night Mare go on suck it CANDY
Night Mare A Hetero Picture "Imaginary Caesarian Section Preganacy"'s CANDY
Night Mare morality CANDY
NIGHT MARE ... I WISH

Certain rouse of mine which lies in a single mistake
And a meaning of freedom to commit suicide
I'll be killed by a HANGMAN
I'll make you feel good
Candy Drag... My Sweet Drag
Hangman Killed Me

Number Six

Mood:
Music: Alice Nine - Q
Internet: Aoi's Blog, Okasan Blog, Google
Messenger: - empty -

"Even until this life is lost, this desire drifts about the sky..."

In ultima vreme imi e cam lene sa trec pe aici pentru ca si asa nu prea as avea ce sa mai scriu si nu mai vreau totusi sa fac posturi numai asa sa fie.
Ma gandeam ca as vrea din nou lista cu "Labels" nu stiu de ce asa ca trebuie sa incep sa editez posturi (nu am foarte mult de editat asa ca va fi usor.)
Uhu~ internetul cred ca vrea sa ma omoare din ce in ce mai repede, astazi de cel putin 3 ori s-a deconectat >>'''

Trebuie sa merg sa imi iau niste carti si niste chestii cu Ayabie xDD si noi casti pentru mp3 >>'' nici nu stiu cum se strica asa de repede (Inner: dar ce naiba as vrea si eu daca le las in mijlocul casei si calc pe ele tot timpul o.o'''')
Abia astept sa vad chestiile cu Ayabie ^^ pe langa acel single kawaiii ^^ (uhuu Aitakute=love) mai sunt si niste kawaii chestii. xD
Maine trebuie sa ma duc pentru ca deja mi-au venit hainele alea si mai kawaii de la Black Peace Now xD
Uhuu~ as fi vrut sa fiu si eu la deschidere dar la cat sunt eu de ghinionista nu am fost , de fapt nu e vina mea ca m-am nascut aici oo'''''

Peste o saptamana si ceva ma duc in Franta oo''' apoi in Italia....nu stiu de ce cred ca voi muri de plictiseala.
Nu imi place sa fac excursii.
Ca merg in Franta sunt incantata intr-o oarecare masura ca merg si la Paris uhuU~ acolo abia astept sa merg nu stiu de ce dar imi e din ce in ce mai dor de Franta si am si eu chef sa il vad pe tata >>'' nu l-am mai vazut de cand avea 8 ani ~~"
Ma duc si la muzeu xD uhu~ o vreau pe Mona Lisa xDD
Data trecuta cand am fost erau cel putin 50 de oameni acolo asa ca mi-am putut lua adio de la pozele cu ea >>'' de oameni aia nu aveai loc sa respiri.
In Italia am fost si anul trecut si ermh am murit de plictiseala nu stiu dar nu prea imi place acolo >>''' cand ma gandesc ca terbuie sa stau 2 saptamani intr-un mic orasel (sau ce naiba o fi) de langa Florenta imi vine sa ma dau cu capul de pereti.
Anul trecut am fost in Florenta dar tot am murit de plictiseala >>'' nu prea imi place orasul acesta si era tare ciudat,o gramada de chestii ciudate prin el insa intr-un fel ma bucur ca ma intorc xDD.
Eu vroiam la Roma dar deh nu ma pot pune eu cu preferintele mamei ~~''''''

Cam atat
Bye

Number Midi

Mood :
Music: Alice Nine - Number Six
Internet: Shou'chan blog
Messenger: onii-chan

Hell ya~
Din nou am revenit chiar daca nici de data asta nu am mai nimic de zis.
Mi-am schimbat cam tot pe aici ^^ arata mai bine acum si e mai curat sa zic asa,inainte era prea albastru si ma deranja deja culoarea aia o.o''''
Am fost afara pentru ca a plouat dupa cum am si zis eu xDD uhuu~ si cand am venit acasa am facut ceva poze xD





~ uhuu cer portocaliu
Imi place cum arata xDD
Ma bucur ca in sfarsit a plouat astazi...deja era prea cald pentru mine.
Nu ca acum nu ar fi cald dar e mai bine totusi de cat inainte o.o




~ asta este pictura mea de azi dimineata xD
Imi place cum a iesit xD chiar daca nici macar eu nu stiu ce am vrut mai exact sa fac.
Da ei cum am un talent genial sa ma murdaresc asa am facut si acum nu numai ca eram plina de vopsea neagra si rosie pe mana dar mai avea si in cap o gramada de culori, asta ca sa nu mai zic de haine care aratau ca dupa razboi o.o'''
Oricum imi place ce a iesit xDD

Cam atat xD
Bye Bye ~

Maniere Noir

Mood:
Music: Ayabie - Last Note
Internet: Pigg[u], Aoi's Blog, Onee-chan's Blog, Okasan's Blog
Messenger: - empty -

" Hello , my dear , kiss me gently "

Hello xD
Uhuu~ am revenit din nou dar nu stiu de ce >>''nu prea am ce sa zic dar voi incerca sa vorbesc totusi despre ceva xD.
Well ma simt mai bine ca oricand nu stiu de ce poate si conversatia de ieri cu onee-chan m-a amuzat foarte mult ^^ adica pur si simplu este geniala (mi-a dat inspiratie pentru povestea mea de viata o.o')
Da da nici nu am postat bine pe blog ca deja a si inceput ce incepe de obicei cand postez eu pe blog oo'''' aha nu cred ca am exagerat chiar deloc, nu am jignit si nu am atacat pe nimeni, cititnd postul meu nu vei sti la cine ma refer sau la ce ma refer.
Ma bucur ca am facut acel post....asa este realitatea in care traim si adevarata poveste desigur intr-un mod diferit spus.
Cu atat mai putin imi pasa de reactia lor >>''' de asa multe ori au zis unele lucruri care m-au deranjat fara sa le pese macar putin de reactia mea asa ca nici mie nu trebuie sa imi pese mai del0c de ele o.o'''

Nu am nevoie de ele, credeam la inceput ca ma voi putea intelege cu ele asa cum trebuie si ma rog oo''' dar se pare ca intodeauna prima impresie este cea adevarata insa pe moment nu am vrut sa cred asta si ma gandeam ca merita sa incerc (Inner: unde mi-a fost capul oare o.o''?)
Ma rog nu mai am de gand sa fac din asta o poveste imensa pentru ca nu are rost asa ca mai bine sa trecem direct la subiect ^^ un alt subiect.

So astazi este neobisnuit de rece o.o' adica ma rog inca nu ploua dar cred ca in curand o va face pentru ca deja ceva nori apar pe acolo o.o
Cerul e asa kawaii asa ca nu mapot abtine sa nu fac poze xDDam facut si ieri.






Nori sunt foarte frumosi si mereu mi-au placut. Inca de cand sunt mica imi aduc aminte cum stateam ore intregi privind pe geam. Era prea frumos sa nu te uiti.
Vreau sa vina odata iarna xD
Imi e dor de zapata si de Craciun si de vacanta xDD (da stiu ca sunt in vacanta dar nu imipasa o_o') si...si de multe chestii pe care le voi face atunci xD
Abia astept sa vina odata luna septembrie sa pot trimite chestia aia xDD apoi octombrie si decembrie ^^ si uhuu~ aprilie xDDDD si...si mai multe xD
Vreau niste ciocolata dar nu mai am si vreau si ceva ceai uhuu~ ma duc acum ^^
Bye~

Fan Fiction ~ [continuare]

Era deja destul de tarziu,nu trecuse multa vreme de cand eu am plecat de acasa insa deja cerul incepea sa se lumineze din ce in ce mai tare si din albastrul inchis si misterios al noptii sa apara acel albastru frumos pe care razele soarelui isi fac drum lasand urme rosii-galbene din cand in cand in drumul lor.
Bluza luata de acasa mi-a fost de mare ajutor pentru ca odata cu trecerea timpului si inaintarea in misterul noptii se facea din ce ince mai rece. Si plus de asta un vant rece de undeva de departe incepu sa bata incet aruncandu-mi din cand in cand cate un fir de par in fata asezandumi-l pe fata mea.
Incepea ca luminile din jurul meu sa se stinga una cate una in timp ce eu treceam lasandu-le in urma ca pe ceva vechi si nefolositor.
Imi era deja destul de sete si de foame asa ca mai bine m-as aseza undeva jos. Nu la prea mare distanta de mine era un parc foarte frumos, imi aduc aminte ca aici in fiecare vara cand eram mica erau niste trandafiri foarte frumosi de o culoare interesanta, ceva ca un mov amestecat cu roz, erau foarte frumosi si aveau un miros placut, insa acum chiar daca era vara inca nu vedeam urma lor. Poate ca de cand nu am mai tercut eu pe aici multe lucruri s-au schimbat,poate prea multe.
Mergand in fata cu pasi mici si repezi ma asez pe banca din fata mea, imi dau jos ghiozdanul din spate si il aduc in fata mea.Il deschid incet si scot dintr-o cutie niste mancare pe care incep sa o mananc foarte repede pentru ca imi era destul de foame si totusi ma grabeam destul de tare.
Nu dura foarte mult si deja toate luminile s-au stins, soarele isi lua locul unde trebuie sa fie indepartand luna incetul cu incetul.
Terminasem si eu cumva de mancat, am baut si ceva ceai si acum din nou la drum.
- Ei bine cred ca asta a fost, acum cel mai bine ar fi sa merg in alta parte de aici pentru ca nu mai am nimic de facut in acest loc! zise Destineë cu o voce joasa si inceata ca nu cumva cineva din jurulei sa o auda.
Isi ridica privirea de jos si fixa un punct anume din cer, privea atent dar parca nu se mai uita la nori, ci prin nori. Gandurile zburau in jurul ei incercand ca din multimea care o inconjoara sa il aleaga pe cel mai bun si pe cel care nu implica asa de multe.
- Eh se pare ca cel mai bine ar fi sa merg spre marea gara din oras, acolo voi vedea unde merg toate trenurile si imi voi alege in final destinatia in care voi ajunge cat de repede posibil. zise din nou Destineë oftand puternic.
Se ridica de pe banca si porni incet spre gara, Privirea ii era atintita la cer.Chiar daca noaptea era asa de rece se parea ca astazi va fi o zi foarte frumoasa.
Nori de pe cer aveau forme care mai de care mai ciudate si mai interesante, soarele stralucea cu o lumina pe care o imprasita peste tot pamant incercand sa il incalzeasca.
Nici macar vantul nu isi mai avea locul lui aici, nu se mai regasea intr-un asa peisaj parca luat din cartile de povesti pe care le citeam cand eram foarte mica.
Nu aveam foarte mult de mers, insa gandurile care se invarteau in jurul meu imi faceau drumul din ce in ce mai greu de parcurs.
Ma gandeam mereu la reactia mamei mele cand isi va da seama ca nu ma mai intorc, la reactia familiei mele care ma va cauta. Acest gand ma speria foarte tare si stiam ca daca in continuare vreau sa traiesc dupa cum vreau eu atunci va trebui sa plec in celalalt colt de lume, undeva departe pesta mari si tari.
Ma uitam in jurul meu erau asa de multi copii, eram invidioasa pe ei intr-o oarecare masura, imi aminteam de copilaria mea, vroiam sa fiu si eu asemeni lor.Asa de mica si asa de inocenta, fara nici macar o grija, stand mereu unde vreau si jucandu-ma toata ziua tot felul de jocuri ale copilariei.
Chiar daca si eu am facut asa cand eram ca ei ceva lipsea de la mine, lipseau ei, parinti mei mereu erau prea ocupati cu treburile lor si mereu uitau de ce au ei cel mai important . Ar fi trebuit sa fie cu mine cand am avut nevoie de ei,sa ma ajute cand aveam nevoie de asta si sa ma apere la momentul potrivit, insa in toate acestea nu au facut nimic. Ei credeau ca daca imi vor da tot ce doresc isi vor recompensa greseala ca nu pot sta cu mine si asa ii voi ierta. Insa nu i-am iertat nici acum, bani si toate excursiile acestea au facut nimic altceva decat sa ma indeparteze de ei sa ma faca o straina fata de ei si sa nu ma pot bucura de o relatie deschisa alaturi de ei cum au si alti copii de varsta mea de acum.
Imi doresc sa fiu ca ei insa acum nu mai pot face absolut nimic.
Acest gand ma face sa fiu foarte trista,merg incet in drumspre gara privind in jos urmarindu-mi pasi in timp ce atingeau pamantul rece .
Nu mai aveam mult de mers pana sa ajung. Asta ma facea sa ma simt ceva mai bine, gaseam in acest lucru ca o poarta spre libertate. Nu dupa multa vreme am dat de o poarta foarte mare si foarte inalta, era rece si intimidanta.
Aceasta poarte era calea mea spre libertate.
Am deschis incet usa si am privit in toate partile dupa cineva care ma va putea ajuta, acolo era doar femeia care facea curatenie care se uita uimita la mine.
- Va rog da ma scuzati ca va deranjez imi puteti spune daca aici este gara? intreba Destineë usor rusinata.
- Da aici este insa din pacate se deschide abia la ora 10. Cred ca mai aveti ceva de asteptat. zise femeia incet continuandu-si treaba.
- Mulumesc atunci. Credeti ca as putea astepta aici?Intreba Destineë
- Da sigur , poti merge sa iei un loc acolo mai departe. Si intinse mana spre niste scaune care se aflau in celalta parte.
- Multumesc.
- Nu ai pentru ce si daca mai ai nevoie de ceva voi fi aici. zise femeia indepartandu-se de fata.

Ma indreptam cu pasi mici sper locul indicat, parca se face din ce in ce mai racoare aici insa asta este bine.Poate mai tarziu va incepe ploaia si va mai racori atmosfera si aerul care dupa asa multe zile calde era foarte greu de respirat.
Peste putina vreme ma apropiam de primul scaun privindu-l, ma uiatm cu neincredere la el asa ca mergeam mai departe. Undeva pe la mijlocul randului de sacune m-am oprit si am luat loc pe scaunul micul , rece si cam incomod de culoare neagra.Mi-am dat jos ghiozdanul din spate, l-am asezat langa mine,apoi mi-a scos din el o carte si am inceput sa citesc in speranta ca timpul va trece mai repede.
Cativa nori mai negri acopereau soarele din ce in ce mai mult impiedicandu-i razele sa mai cada cu asa multa placere si caldura pe pamant.Un vant destul de rece incepu sa bata si din nou imi arunca cateva fire de par pe fata , apoi inapoi in spate si tot asa pana la infinit.
Cerul era acum foarte frumos si aceasta atmosfera me facea sa ma simt mai bine de cat ma simteam inainte cu ceva vreme cand am ajuns aici prima data.
Aruncam o privire sper cer.
- Ahh este din ce in ce mai bine, si nici nu mai am asa de mult de stat aici, numai 3 ore, nu este chiar asa de mult. Zise Destineë incet cu o urma de nemultumire si dezamagire pe chip.
Imi indreptam din nou privirea in jos si intram din nou in lumea fascinanta creata de cartea pe care o citeam in acest moment. Imi mai alunga din plictiseala si facea timpul sa treaca mai repede pe langa mine.

Blue Parade

Mood:
Music: Ayabie-Ai no Uta
Internet: Pigg[u]
Messenger: - empty -

Heee ^^ I'm back.
Stiu nu prea mai am chef de postat pe aici pentru ca nu prea mai am ce sa zic si de cat sa fac posturi lipsite de sens mai bine ma abtin o.o'''
Deci sa vedem despre ce sa mai vorbesc eu.
A da despre povestea mea ^^ o poveste inventata acum 16 minute si 22 secunde de catre mine pe cand vorbeam cu onee-chan pe messenger.
De totul incepe intr-o zi calda, extrem de calda chiar foarte calda cand cineva tocmai cazut de pe mercur ajunge in lumea forumurilor, da sunt eu o.o'''
Acolo cunosc tot felul de specii neidentificate inca.
Pana la urma dau de regina lor o.o'' da acest specimen este foarte ciudat oo'' pana acum nu am mai intalnit asa ceva.
Deci aceasta persoana numita cum vreti voi sa se numeasca este foarte dificila.
Asa ca inainte sa faci ceva trebuie sa iti notezi data in calendar (Inner: se va nota cu un creion rosu de preferat, in calendar cu un "x" mare ziua in care persoana noastra a facut acel lucru) apoi trebuie sa iti faci o programare la " Doar ea are dreptate si tu nu" si sa astepti data in care ai si tu dreptul sa faci acel lucru.

Apoi mai are o intreaga armata de slujitori meniti sa o ajute si sa o apere (Inner: parca acestia ar juca un rol de avocat o.o''').
Acesti slujitori facand parte dintr-o rara specie stau dupa tine toata ziua (Inner: ce naiba oameni buni,luati-va si voi o viata si vedeti-va de ea) dupa tine urmarindu-te ce faci, cum faci si in ce mod faci ceva o.o''
Daca cumva ai facut ceva "gresit" imediat sar pe tine cu ceva de genul acesta: "Daca cumva cand ai zis ceva de "X" lucru te-ai refrit la "X" lucru atunci sa stii ca ai incurcat-o rau pentru ca Măria Sa Regina tine enorm de mult la acel lucru " (Inner: si daca tine la"x" lucru ce imi pasa mie? este libera sa faca ce vrea ea dar asta nu ma priveste pe mine o.o'' asa ca degeaba imi spune ><'''''). Apoi pornesti o cearta de proportiile unui adevarat razboi mondial in care desigur vedem cine tine la cineva si cine nu (Inner: din nou ce imi pasa mie de ea si ce ii pasa ei de mine o.o''? Raspuns: habar nu am o.o'') Dupa cearta vine o noua discutie interminabila cu acel slujitor care te intreaba ceva de genul "Iti dai seama cat de penibila esti?, " Iti dai seama ce ai facut? ", "Poti sa incetezi cu asta? " (Inner: eu nu am facut nimic o.o' nu sunt eu cea care ma urmareste pe mine si nu sunt cea care incepe cearta inutil cu aluziile facute asupra unor lucruri.) Dupa aceasta serie de discutii interminabile incepe da iti i-a prieteni la rand explicandu-le despre tine si cat de ciudata esti tu. (Inner: da de parca prietenilor tai le-ar pasa de ea o.o'' adica de acea persoana) Si in finalface postrui interminabile pe blog/forum/sectiunile "Daca m-aifi cunoscut" de la jocuri etc. desper cum se ineaca acea persoana de ras (Inner: de ce ne spune noua asta? Crede ca ne intereseaza cumva ><''' macar daca ar face asa cum as si zis o.o'') si cum ea este unica si originala in tot cea ce face si cum ea este atotstiutoare si indreptatita sa faca numai ce vrea si sa ii placa numai si numai de cine vrea ea.

Deci in final nu rezolva nimic.
Eu le-as recomanda acesto persoane sa isi vada de viata lor asa cum e ea sa isi gaseasca preocuparile lor comune sau mai stiu eu cum si sa lase alte persoane in pace sa isi vada de viata lor si sa traiasca cum vor ele fara sa le controleze din 5 in 5 minute si sa le zica " Iti dai seama ce faci", "Iti dai seama cat de nu stiu cum esti?"
Mai pe scurt vedeti-va de ale vostre.
Bye Bye~