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Hello ^^ yes inca o zi destul de scurta de pierdut vremea pe aici pentru ca inca mama nu a ajunsa acasa asa ca am timp sa mai stau pana vine xDD.
Azi noapte am inchis tarziu cam pe la 4 din cate bine mai stiu eu oricum ma bucur ca am vazut Pandora Hearts pana unde a aparut si am vazut si 5 episoade din Jigoku Shoujo [a 3-a seri in care Enma Ai este intr-o fetita de liceu]
Mi-a placut anime-ul si mi-am amintit in acelasi timp de o chestie. Mai bine zis de o poveste a unei prietene de-a mele.
Chestia asta cu site-ul este ciudata eu am incercat insa inca nimic >>'''
insa o prietena de-a mea a avut niste experiente ciudate.
Ea a accesat un stie si a trecut o colega de-a ei de clasa pe care nu o putea suporta....apoi convinsa ca nu a mers a inchis si s-a culcat linistita....a doua zi dimineata cand sa mearga la scoala coborand scarile aude in bucatarie zgomote si un plans coboara sa vada ce e si o vede pe mama ei si pe mama colegei pe care a scris-o plangand si aceasta ii spune ca fata ei a avut un accident noaptea trecuta si nu e sigur ca va mai trai mult.
Poate a fost doar o coincidenta insa nu stiu eu ce sa cred oricum la mine nu a mers inca dar voi mai incerca xD.

Oriucm acum mi-e foame si astept sa fie gata cerealele pentru ca nu am mai mancat ceva de un secol ><''' daca continui asa o sa ajung ca si Aoi [oricum nu mai am multe oO'''']
Ne vedem mai tarziu cel putin pana la amiaza sunt aici ^^
Bye Bye

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" To little to late "


Well I'm back ^^hehheee stiu stiu ca nu am mai scris pe aici dar acum am ajuns acasa xD am avut ceva "sarbatoare" aici in oras sa zic asa si am mers cu mama si cu nu stuiu ce prietene de-a ei la cetate ca sa vedem ce e pe acolo pentru ca astazi s-a terminat totul....ma rog a fost kawaii dar cam frig [eu una am inghetat acolo pentru ca a si plouat]
Vreau sa ma uit la un anime insa nu stiu ce sa aleg inca nu am nimic in minte la ce m-as putea uita xD as vrea sa continui Pandora Hearts dar nu ma prea tenteaza >>''' sau poate ceva mai interesant sa zic asa. Poate ca ar trebui sa ma uit ermh.....la Jigoku Shoujo sau sa continui Kurokami xDD is hard~ oricum am toata noaptea sa ma gandesc la ce sa ma uit^^

E vacanta insa eu tot mor de plictiseala si nu au trecut decat 2 saptamani,nu stiu ce voi face pana in septembrie oO''' abia astept sa vina ziua de marti xDD yay ma duc la cursuri de japoneza in sfarsit si mama mi-a promis ca daca pana cand termin liceul voi invata limba imi va da voie sa imi trimit dosarul pentru o bursa la o facultate de acolo^^apoi dupa ce as tremina [sa persupunem ca as ajunge acolo] cred ca as ramane acolo [dorinta mea asta ar fi]

Awww mi-e dor de Aoi si stiu ca din nou nu voi mai stii nimic de el pana nu voi avea acces la internet xDD oricum imi pare au ca nu pot sta toata ziua uitandu-ma la el. As vrea sa vad concertele alea dar nu pot si ma enerveaza asta >>' oricum sper ca daca va mai avea ceva concerte pe aici sa pot merge si eu xDD doar sa il vad imi va fi bine xDD
Oricum sper sa fie bine in continuare si orice s-ar intampla sa nu uite ca sunt persoane care tin la el si carora le pasa de ce face si de viata lui.

Apoi ar mai fi Gazette la care as vrea sa merg la concert.... am inteles din revista ca Miyavi va avea concert in Ungaria cea ce ma duce cu gandul ca poate si Gazette va avea asa ca voi putea merge [nu easa departe]
As vrea sa il vad pe Kai de la o vreme imi place mult si de el xDD este foarte kawaii oO'''

Asa acum^^azi am vorbit si cu onee-chan dar nu foarte multimi va lipsi si abia astept sa revin pe blog cand voi fi singura din nou ^^imi place sa vorbesc cu onee-chan si cum am mai zis o admir pentru ca ma asculta mereu si am accepta asa nebuna si dementa cum sunt^^
Si plus de asta avem noi planurile noastrea malefice xD abia astept sa vad continuarea lui xDD deja prima parte e gata o__o'''

Cam atat cred ca a fost de zis ^^sunt si asa destul de obosita insa minune nu imi e somn oO'' e abia ora 01:03 asa ca pana la 4 am ce face xD
So bye bye ^^
Good night see ya later

Haunted house make a secret

My name is Holy, my neighbor is Haley, always two of us, nothing but mischief
That day's evening twilight, I pulled on her hand and it was love at first sight with that child
Blue pupil in her milk-colored skin, her flowing chestnut-colored hair in a crimson ribbon
That smile was innocent My chest tightened

Secretly Papa sneaks out of bed and jokingly shows up in Mama's dress
If that kind of child laughs, seven colors Vividly color the mansion that has become old-looking
A lot of things, a lot of people, and yet that child seems lonely anywhere.
Always dressing your plain face with innocence, alone in a graveyard, it's getting late

Though, Haley My transparent body, well I can't hold that child tightly
So it's a night when the stars are pretty like this, already it hurts to be a little bit close

My name is Holy, my neighbor is Haley, and I'm alone again. She is like a Lily.
Three AM, always meeting in the room, and tonight I forgot the time, let's play
But we dislike morning, we enter forever together
And eventually that child and today are alone in a graveyard

Though, Haley, we cooled down, with both hands, well, I can't wipe away that child's tears
So let's secretly speak our minds, before this night dawns
If the seasons go around and that child sometime becomes adult, we become unable to be seen

And it's probably all forgotten entirely, the moon near the window is blurred
Though, Haley, my transparent body, well, I can't hold that child tightly
So let's secretly speak our minds, forever it hurts to be nearby
Because a secret is a secret

Headache Man

"All is true...and all is a lie..."
Shut up, motherfucker!

Show your brain, which I cannot understand.
Dad with the mask of Kannon,
A plan of delusion and endless rampage.
Stop the bad joke.

You are a romancer!

Please do not confuse my band
By a lie anymore.
You are too awkward a man;
Leave here before a ditch deepens...

I am a cause of your headache,
And this is your song.

We are the cause of your headache!
It undermines an empty head.
We are the cause of your headache!
Leave here before a ditch deepens.

Show your brain, which I cannot understand.
Dad with the mask of Kannon*,
A plan of delusion and endless rampage.
Stop the bad joke.

I am a cause of your headache,
And this is your song.

We are the cause of your headache!
It undermines an empty head.
We are the cause of your headache!
Leave here before a ditch deepens.

Get out, dear dick man!
"All is true...and all is a lie..."

Leech

The marble wall is highly covered in dirt
A pain like I have been beaten up won't release me
Imperfection peeked through in large quantity Expression swallowed in perfection
I who sings black again. I who dyes black again.
Insult that smashed my head many times

Let's send a gallows in the last scene which you hope for.
Don't hush up a mistake.
Take responsibility.
Your whereabouts which I can't see yet, something I can't know is that what you show off is only the surface
What sold off is forgery of thought Without any uneasiness you approach again

Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
The president.
[I want to scatter your face.]
Depicting the answer reflected in your eyes
[I want to scatter your trick]
Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
The president.
[I want to scatter your excuse.]
The black day still won't fade
A prosecute. Your luck will run out someday.
Hatred to you is a proper act.

Washed away faults and expressionlessness and powerlessness Even if time is longing for oblivion I won't forget

You are the same as a leech which sucks blood to live.

Let's send a gallows in the last scene which you hope for.
Don't hush up a mistake. Take responsibility.
Your whereabouts which I can't see yet, something I can't know is that what you show off is only the surface
What sold off is forgery of thought Without any uneasiness you approach again

Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
The president.
[I want to scatter your face.]
The answer reflected in your eyes vanishes
[I want to scatter your trick]
Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
The president.
[I want to scatter your excuse.]
Burying the black day in meaningless
I felt humiliation.

With my sad look the beautiful silence is wavering, even closing my eyes is a sin
A prosecute. Your luck will run out someday.
Can you hear the counting song of pain? The president.
You are the same as a leech which sucks blood to live.

Crucify Sorrow

Crucify Sorrow

You are the broken insect that is casting off its skin
Because your head is broken you are drowning

From the bottom of your tied heart
You keep your pet till it dies
"This sensation is like a floating dream"
It is more than just imagined pain
The solitude of reality is unbearable
"Will I end up as ash then ?"
These sad words were spilled from your mouth
Covered you completely

What intention do the pictures that were seen by you in your last moment want to show ?
"The image of a falling butterfly without wings"
The shadow of the depressing silence is not touched
I don't understand why the reason of this grief falls into oblivion

You, who's stuck to this shaking body, you are the wind of the day on which I was born
"At least" I can remember your warmth
But the things I was burdened with aren't vanishing
Again I can laugh at this "someday"
I'm searching for it somewhere

So long me ...
No matter how long I am killing me with this torture
No matter how long I hate these things I am burdened with
I will not even hold one in my hands

You don't stop holding me in your last moment
The feet that are paralised on the bottom of loneliness
"An image that doesn't stop rotting"
The depressing inverted shadow never vanishes again
You turn to dust and therefore my pain does not rot

Loved are the places that do not lie in the sun
The ants that are crawling on this earth gather to eat
I imitated your jealousy with envy
The pity blurs your shadow

Gentle Lie

Gentle lie

What I did because of my weakness
was surely for the sake of those "dearest" to each other

Let's see in the cold bed...
Please give me a gentle kiss...
The two of us, melting into the silk

Loving, being loved, knowing sadness
the chewed for sighs
Just embracing, being embraced, only this
Without wishing anything else
Truth can't been seen "If you wish look"
No... I just want to change the words little by little

Before you desire the,, most loved
I want you to let go of this hand

Let's see in the cold bed...
Please give me a gentle kiss...
I know that i can't return

Loving, being loved, knowing sadness
the chewed for sighs
What repeats the behaviour of meeting with this knowledge
That because I could see the loneliness inside of this feeling of embracing and being embraced
I was able to forgive you

The fingers, laying on top of one another, seems like their gonna be taken away.
I long for the answer, even tough i know how foolish it is
The overflowing sorrow Melting sorrow

Giving sorrow, getting sorrow, knowing love the entwined sighs
That i can't escpade from it is not a lie
Everytime I repeat it, warmth grows in this soft lie
It seems like my breathing stops

Even when I can see my confusion in the toughness of loving again
You-re the one who shuts my eyes to it
Shaking and drowning in this someone who wipes away the loneliness

Who let's go of this hand is... "me"

Defective Tragedy

Defective Tragedy
A hint of a Plastic case　　
Suicide music　　
A legal Psycho on a perfect Red line　　
"Your thoughts fall ill imitation like　　
So, a Backbone that melts into a Frenzy"
Melancholy and razor play
"The Backbone which is bent like this"
A head full of biting words　　
Black eyelids and lips
The healing darkness is My place
I write with a lacking blade
like a relief for the mouth which doesn't have any lies　　
I even forget the words, right ?
Unstable hobby

It gnaws at your brain.
Envy mind and abnormal shudder
It gnaws at your brain.
Envy mind and tenacity of purpose

Sad razor play ...
So cold day

Scream your self ...
Drain your self ...
Without forget to yearn for liberty
Scream your self ...
Scream your pain
Without concealing the selves

In the redness I see while awakening I feel you near me

The repeating sound of the ripped pages
I give this torn to pieces facial expression a deep KISS
"Cover your love with a mask I swear it for a whole life
I will not be totally blended with despair"
Melancholy and razor play
So, not totally blended with ...

Slow cold rain
Even the wish I constantly repeat
Slow cold rain
Melts into loneliness

Don't separate me from this hand
Because what I felt so closely was surely all
The "you" in the letter
Slow cold rain
It goes along in the cheek.

It is not possible to escape.

A hint of a Plastic case Suicide music
A legal Psycho on a perfect Red line
"Your thoughts fall ill imitation like
So, a Backbone that melts into a Frenzy"
Melancholy and razor play
"The Backbone which was bent like this"

To a not wished future
I wish that day to ...　　
I've sworn to "you"
A life time is ... in a moment　
To a not desired change
An ideal put on under pressure
I even wished I dropped an
Unstable idea

Scream your self ...
Drain your self ...
Without forget to yearn for liberty
Scream your self ...
Scream your pain
Without concealing the selves

With this hands which are not reaching out and this feet which are not making a step forward
My faults are dancing in a squared miniature garden

Without a Trace

I peel off my frail consciousness slowly,
So my footsteps won't make a sound.
I become ash, scattering into tiny pieces.
It's only this, nothing more...
Without a trace

The feeling that I'm aware of my ignorance
is more cowardice than helplessness.
Crawling into the bottom of my mixed consciousness,
I ask my subconsciousness...
"I cannot see my future..."

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness.
The withered song you cannot hear anymore...
It's crying without exception.

My tears that fell for my loss
Will also flow when I endure this agony.
Just like everyone else who deserted you,
I close my eyelids.

My body that's entwined within the spiral
is slowly, slowly twisting.
In my throat, there are thousands of questions that are like thorns;
I'm asking, "What can I save?"
My future is dying right before my eyes...

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness.
The withered song you cannot hear anymore...
It's crying without exception.

The dense fog that refuses to clear up...
So the proof of your existence that won't dissipate...
If this song reaches you,
You'll probably think it's hypocritical.

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness.
I can't make my raised voice retreat so you can't hear it anymore...
I've come to realize that it is my sin.

>__<''

Mood:happy
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"It was amazing"
So hello all ^^ da da stiu nu am mai scris de mult dar din nou am venit acasa si aici cum v-am mai spus nu am voie la calculator doar in zilele in care sunt singura acasa xDD thanks god ca e destul de des in ultima vreme xD
De cand am venit de la bunici nimic nou adica nu am facut nimic special doar plictiseala si iar plictiseala, am cautat ca o disperata cartile lui Anne Rice si ca sa vezi nimic oO'' nici macar o librarie care sa le aiba >>'
Am vrut ieri sa imi fac niste chestii prin cap si sa imi fac bretonul roz insa din nefericire era progrem scurt asa ca nu am mai apucat ><'' insa mama mi-a promis ca saptamana viitoare ma va duce sa imi faca xD
Veste stupida azi...mama se muta cu mine anul asta pentru ca in Austria si in Franta [unde avem firmele] este totul bine si oricum tatal meu este acolo xD
I'm happy pentru ca azi sunt singura si am voie la calculatorXD
Mi-a fost dor de dragul meu Aoi xDD si awww....s-a facut asa kawaii de cand n l-am mai vazut incat imi place exagerat de mult de el xD
Asa sa trecem mai departe la ceva mai intersant XD
In 7 iulie gazette lanseaza albumul cu numele "DIM" si am o presimtire ca va fi ceva foarte bunxDD pentru ca melodiile de pe el sunt bune [unele nici macar nu le stiu >>']
Au facut un PV nou de la care am vazut preview-ul si deja ador melodia xDD
Cine e interesat click here -----> The GazettE-The Invisible Wall
Pot spune doar ca ador melodia ^^ adica e geniala xDD si numele "THE INVISIBLE WALL" is so kawaii xDD deci sunt deja obsedata de ea^^ [awww...Ruki arata asa kawaii in PV xD]
Abia astept sa vina 15 sa se lanseze odata xDD si mama mi-a promis ca mi-l va cumpara xDD sa il pun langa celelalte [awwwww.....
acum le voi avea pe toate xD]
Altceva nou nu am aflat >>''' din pacate doar data in care se va lansa si cam atat [nu e vina mea daca ei fac posturi de neinteles pe blog >> Baka Kai >>].
Cam atat deocamdata pentru ca vreau si eusa merg sa manac ceva >>''' awwwww...mor de foame si Aoi mi-a facut pofta cu chestia aia asa ca revin mai tarziu cu ceva ^^ nou daca este xD^^

Yubisaki

Fumbling looking for the keyhole, slowly with the town(street/quarters)
Dye into the love pattern, making a restless [decorative] illumination
Though letting one shine faintly, as well as the key of my piano
we aren't meeting at your door, nothing but RESET

Following, [I'm] having a dream RESEARCH of Christmas getting closer
But why? I can't slip out of the maze of friends
"Play alone?" loaded with smiles like mille-feuilles of two people
Fingertips trembling "It's the fault of the autumn breeze", and the hand grasps the

SPOON in the POCKET
Sensation dyeing the cheeks as well, matchin earrings* are hidden under the collar as well
Yet fingertips seeking a reason, the window of the PUZZLE buried in fallen leave

The casual you ended, the flowers of the cactus** don't bloom anymore
Wanting a chance to step forwards, [it is] poured into your mind
The truth is, [you] ran to escape from the ringing BELL
Walking along you're near or in the distance

[We are] not getting close hiding under the umbrella, in the range of touching nor being touched
Still the fingertips warm themselves with your memories, [it's] not scary
The metaphora was broken as well, BYE-BYE long rain
"It would be good if I could experience you a lot nearer", and walk along

Two people silent in the middle of the crowd, lips meeting in a course
As the effect of dyeing the colour of a Chinese lantern plant***, two people staring at the matching smiles
[We] began walking, commuting the familiar street
Even though the origin differs, I connected my fingertips with the you next to me.

Eternal Silance

Beyond that hill, a stone paved street rises up like the sun and your favorite piano notes
The common daily incident is lodged in this note forever
By umbrella weeps, the day is filled with the moon, the reason of the day that we met by chance

You are alive.Let me hear your pulse and the flowing of your blood.

I wish... heaven I want to meet you
I'm eternally walking through these ordinary days
I wish... heaven I want to meet you
Let me be the way I am at Time's whereabouts

Alone, I approached the moonlit road where I recall you and the piano notes I heard
I don't need anyone's voice.I wonder if I'll still get to hear those notes, now
Moving past memories, I see you, as if it's the day we first met

You are alive.Let me hear your pulse and the flowing of your blood.

I wish... heaven I want to meet you
It's too cold, too quiet
I wish... heaven I want to meet you
Time's door won't open, neither will your eyes

Will there be silence for eternity?Can my wish be granted?
"I won't say goodbye".Even if I can't meet you right away...

I wish... heaven.It's alright if you still don't understand this world, it's alright if you've yet to set foot in this world
I wish... heaven.Because when the time comes, I can see you anytime

I wish... heaven.I came to meet you

I wish... heaven
I wish... heaven
I will look at
"Flower", "Flower", "Flower"
Until that day...

Happy Birthday Saga-chan

Mood: happy

Music: Alice Nine-White Prayer

Internet: Saga's Blog

Ermh...da da stiu ca in ultimul timp numai si numai versuri pe aici dar nu prea ma avut despre ce sa scriu >>'''

Azi mi-am amintit ca trebie sa fac acest post chir daca trebuia sa il fac ieri xD

Oricum in 23 i-am trimis un fan-mail asa ca ma simt mai bine chiar daca pe blog nu l-am postat la timp. Oricum el nu citeste blog-ul meu sa vada asta o___O

Azi nimic interesant ><''' plictiseala.

Azi merg acasa la 3 pentru ca acum inca sunt la bunici nu prea astept asata pentru ca odata ce ajung acasa nu mai am voie la calculator deloc si din nou blog-ul va fi parasit oO''' oricum sper ca macar atunci cand nu sunt acasa ei sa pot intra putin >''

Oricum scopul postului nu e acesta.

Happy Birthday Saga-chna and all youre wish make true xDD

Take care of you dear

Bye Bye

See ya later ^^

White Prayer

So many lies, so much pain. The ringing in my ears doesn't stop
The sounds of a lonely night reside in silence
Searching for Raison d'etre. In the blank sheet of humanity
Carrying the most richly-coloured paint, I walk

Since when did I stop feeling anything?

And cry, with love We're sure to forget
That the world which was dyed grey isn't real
Even if we keep sleeping and sleeping, morning doesn't come, so
Now, with this hand, let's turn the key

Black or white, jewel or stone.
Helplessness is endearing
Because if you're helpless, you can wish for someone
Please save me, with a white rose. The pain can be shared,
I want the strength to be able to do that

"To you, who has forgotten what you were anticipating"

And cry, with love So I want to tell you
Even the sad songs are never useless
Even if we keep sleeping and sleeping, morning doesn't come, so
Now, with this hand, let's turn the key

No matter how much the colours pile up
I'll stay the way I am, undyed

And cry, with love We're sure to forget
That the world which was dyed grey isn't real
Even if we keep sleeping and sleeping, morning doesn't come, so
Now, with this hand, let's turn the key

Eve

MAINTENANCE on the strained needle
Poison teaches the BEES
[This one's going to sweet honey]
The absence
Dont fuck with me!
You cant stop the bike
Wings of a bee swing
"Wolf boy" you know?
Your thing


[Not betraying] your lip habit
PREY that drinks the poison
[Is that honey sweet?]
Yeah it is
Bribe for a night
The prey of brainwashing
Can you prove to me where the shoes of glass are?

The drug=poisonous
Carve your own destiny in the stage
The drug=poisonous
The mistakes are an increasing gauge
The drug=poisonous
Irresponsible refusal to accept life
The drug=poisonous
This your theory?


Tell me EVE
Where love is
Nee EVE?
Where lies open up
Answer me EVE
Are you smart?
Nee EVE?
Do you desire a world like this?


Agitation of a champagne glass
Swindler postured bees
[This is going to be sweet honey]
Stop it now!
Result to the loss of hearing
The prey becomes ragged
I want to begin the search for the shoes of glass that I desire


The drug=poisonous
Carve your own destiny in the stage
The drug=poisonous
The mistakes are an increasing gauge
The drug=poisonous
Irresponsible refusal to accept life
The drug=poisonous
This your theory?


Tell me EVE
Where love is
Nee EVE?
Where lies open up
Answer me EVE
Are you smart?

A world like this ...


Tell me EVE
Where the shoes are
Nee EVE?
Where we struggle to
Answer me EVE
If love is made
Nee EVE?
Can we destory the world?

Koukai Stripe

I had an odd dream; outside still remains the colour of dark scenery
Even if it's you, I don't think I'll be able to meet you the second time

Looking in the mirror, putting on shoes, slipping into the new world
Even the colour of the sunrise becomes an ally; running, the rain was stopping

Please give me wings, because spoken words are always clumsy
Because tomorrow is frightening, I'll go towards the curled-up you

When did it start, when will it end - till yesterday, perhaps tomorrow
From those sepia-coloured days where I seemed have forgotten to breathe

Looking in the mirror, putting on shoes, slipping into the new world
Turning to look back, tomorrow isn't there; running, in the direction where the light is shining

Thoughts skim across and wear out, they aren't shaved off
Reflected in these eyes, you seemed to be fleetingly disappearing

Please give me wings, because spoken words are always clumsy
Because tomorrow is frightening, I'll go towards the curled-up you

Jewels

The spring days that you had brought to me
Their scent still lingers in that same way
Leaving behind the words that couldn't be said

Gently cuddling close together in the quietness, we were looking at the jewel that belonged to only the two of us
Why is my heart hurting? Am I just wishing for something that I've lost?

Without knowing how to love, I only hurt you
How much meaning have I been able to build up?

By your side, by your side, will you sing a song for me?
On the musical score in the night sky
Even the light, even with these notes, I think they'll reach you
The memories are played out *

The words that couldn't be said at that time, I guess they go somewhere, and return
Somewhere, if you're smiling for me - now, I'm able to think that it's good enough

The words left behind on this faraway earth
Take me by the hand and lead me, breathless, to tomorrow

I close my eyes, and grasped the spade earring that you had given me
Like this, I fall into darkness
Even the light, even with these notes, I think they'll reach you
The memories are played, forever

By your side, by your side, will you sing a song for me?
On the musical score in the night sky
Even the light, even with these notes, I think they'll reach you
The memories are played out

Ikuoku No Chandelier

The brilliant sky, the falling sunset, the two of us were enjoying ourselves under the street lights
Discovering the stars, we counted the number of them, the curtain falls on this night
The frozen night, the chandeliers hanging in the sky shake softly

Falling incessantly, the shooting stars, aaah, they pierced through
Flickering, the secret dream seems to play along with them*

I recall the sweet time, waiting for you, awake

The time belonging to the two of us has started running, even words aren't needed
Wings let the bird in my heart's cage go towards you in this sky

Under the glorious sky, where does the illuminated path continue to?
The frozen night, the chandeliers hanging in the sky shake softly

This voice exists to call out your name
I grasped the small, trembling fingers tightly

I recall the sweet time, waiting for you, awake

Tears overflow, I spread open my hands in the sky that was getting misty and gathered the wind
Wings let the bird in my heart's cage go towards you in this sky

Under the sky… In this sky, we're connected.

The melody belonging to the two of us has flowed out and resounded in the frozen night
Wings let the bird in my heart's cage go towards you in this sky

Honjitsu Wa Seiten Nari

8th of June, it's been raining since morning
Peeking out by the window, the sound of trickling rain

In the quiet rhythm, the common days are carved
In spite of this, I can't offer anything to you

Once, I thought it would come, and continued to watch for it
The second time, I didn't expect it to arrive; today which can't be replaced.

In this wide sky, the quiet curtain falls.

We'll go anywhere, to places we don't know, we'll run out of breath, anywhere
Someday, pretending that we can't hear, we don't want to recognize each other

7th of June, the skies still haven't cleared
Can you see the cloudy 'blue sky' from above

Once, I thought it would come, and continued to stare
The second time, I didn't expect it to arrive; today which can't be replaced.

In this wide sky, the quiet curtain falls.

We'll go anywhere, to places we don't know, we'll run out of breath, anywhere
Someday, pretending that we can't hear, we feel sorrow

The colour of hydrangeas is reflected in the dusk, palely, faintly, yieldingly
I closed my eyes and bathed in the June rain

Haru, Sakura no Koro

I've come to notice, it seems like always staying by your side has become natural
The scenery that we've seen as we came is the same - even the repeating seasons, even the sakura blossoms

Without changing, the trees are smiling with the same face as that time
The only thing that has changed is you, leaving behind the warmth

In the palely shaken contrast, I searched for you
Summer is coming along, before you cease to be around

I embrace all the images now
If I part with them, everything becomes a lie
We had already kissed at that moment
In the dream, we embraced; the gentle warmth is in this hand

There's no continuation to my diary, "It feels bad." By myself
In this way, the words that I couldn't speak are going to fade away

The same season, will you allow me to remember?
Summer is coming along, again, you ceased to be around

You were here, the proof of your existence
The feeling in my chest is warm
We had already kissed at that moment
In the dream, we embraced; the gentle warmth is in this hand

Gradation

Aptly blending, black and white, floating leisurely
Illuminated, red and blue, entwined at the fingertip

Blend the sky and the light, they weave and form
The concerto that is yours and mine

At the time of blue which has closed, I asked my shackles
"What was I born for?"; the overflowing melody

The string snaps, in this endless manner
The soap bubble quivered and disappeared.

Someday, like that sky over there, I want to sway with you, gradually
Words are more likely to keep falling, I expect I'll meet you someday and somewhere
Surely, surely, towards you in the distance.

The spilling tears were reflected in the flowing time, by the gradation of the colour of water.

Watercolours and splendour, the arranged harmony which ebbs
"What are you crying for?"; the overflowing melody

Blend the sky and the light, they weave and form
The concerto that is yours and mine

The string snaps, in this endless manner
The soap bubble quivered and disappeared.

Someday, like that sky over there, I want to sway with you, gradually

Words are more likely to keep falling, I expect I'll meet you someday and somewhere
Surely, surely, towards you in the distance.

Akatsuki

"Who was the one who led me by the hand?" Memories of childhood
Whenever I awoke, the dream always disappeared in a bubble, vividly

The orange-coloured rain doesn't wet my cheeks
The things which were lost, aaah, I pretended that I didn't need them

I'll heal the unending sorrow
The two of us aren't able to live alone

At the end of the destination, what can we see? The story of growing brilliance
I'm linked with dreams in my left hand and you in my right
I want to shine like the daybreak, the story of growing brilliance
The precious light is in my hand

The things which were lost are always dazzling... I can't see them.

I traced the cleared destination with a finger
The colours of sunrise enfolded us

At the end of the destination, what can we see? The story of growing brilliance
I'm linked with dreams in my left hand and you in my right
I want to shine like the daybreak, the story of growing brilliance
The precious light is in my hand

Akai Kazaguruma

This favour, bought and received as a substitute, doesn't mean I'm childish
Because you can be taught that the road you're running on passes through the wind, if you reach out your hand

Thinking about the colour of sunset and stylish colours doesn't mean I'm childish
Seek with your ears, search for the whereabouts of the wind, send it out today as well

With an insincere smile, this street is teasing
The faded colours

An eye for an eye, teasing with an insincere smile
Playing fashionably

I only want to cry, to smile, like the wind
Like the others, with the same expression, joining in together; it is exemption, now

With an insincere smile, this street is teasing
The faded colours

An eye for an eye, teasing with an insincere smile
Playing fashionably

I only want to cry, to smile, like the wind
I only want to hear jazz songs and love songs that the sky is singing

Someday, the bird will completely forget how to fly and sing
I'll push forwards on my path, in high spirits

Time Machine

The road where I came walking was full of gravel
Even with my eyes closed
I could gently sence your presence

One of these days
I thought about the laughing tears that had faded to dimness
Looking for a destination where they can flow to

Without walking
The wordsand thoughts that I had left behind are a streaming current in the wind
Changing form at the same time

I want to be with you forever
So I placed the hourglass puside-down
"If you could, do you want to turn back time?"
If I could. I'd go back to the time when I was with you

The afternoon rain
Becomes the happiness in hiding my shyness
In amazement, I embareced you

Always...
By your side...
The warmth of your body...
Doesn't seem to become cold...

On that day
For some reason
I couldn't embrace you

Your pain
Your thoughts
Everything

I want to be with you forever
So placed the hourglass upside-down
"If you could, do you want to turn back time?"
If I could, I want to understand you

In that wish
I was praying for a place where I could be
The things I had lost can't be replaced...

Always...

The Beautifull Name

Surpass the silent night, there are things to be shared
So stretch out your hand now, staring at the middle of the cage
The wind gayly plays the melody of spring

I was searching for it at the end of the world
The one and only precious thing.
Surpass the speed of sound, if we can melt come together, look
We don't even need time

We keep walking and get lost in time, we pass each other.
So I'll give you a song now, like spinning the thread that had come untied
The milky way is sparkling, it pierces our hearts

Take a leap, brilliantly
The blue of the sun, the parade of the angels
I want these thoughts to stay unchanged
Playing the piano in the same scenery
I want to meet you here again

If it comes true, let me wish
Before I forget
In our many encounters
Now, I'll call out your name

Earth of silence
Confused universe
Graced the beautiful name
(And I sing) buzz love song

I was searching for it at the end of the world
The song of praise for the unending tomorrow
As if to make up for the lost fragments
Here and now, I'll call out your name

Even if we're separated, ït goes towards you somewhere
Lyrics sent by Yukiyuki16.

Rainbow

Midnight, monochrome scenery
The richly coloured image I wished for
The colours spread out like the feathers of a peacock
Going round and round, the magic of light, towards the spiral of fantasy

Paint the sky, as if to reach you
Draw the show of the century that's like a miracle
Resound and surpass the horizon, I'll repaint the darkness
In the midst of the weaving and overlapping light, I'll dance with you

Let's wake up, the dream that awakens from a dream
Come on let's go, the 2:00AM revolution
If what you can see is reality, why are there tears?
On the back of your crying heart, I'll be singing there

Weave my voice, as if you reach you
Ring the bell of awakening before daybreak
Ready,Go Soar through time Through the dark Now, take flight
A large flower that seems to be burning, it'll bloom with you

A cocktail of neon, a world through the glass
You and I are partners in crime, we don't need anything else

Paint the sky, as if to reach you
Draw the show of the century that's like a miracle
Resound, surpass the horizon, I'll repaint the darkness
In the midst of the weaving and overlapping light, I'll dance with you

The profile that was used and thrown away
The name it was given ïs " "

Mirror Ball

Hide and seek repeated endlessly
It's the intersection of light and dark
The boundary line of you and me
The line is drawn, and separated two people

The eye liner that ran, it made black tears fall
Light that reflects in the eye, the stairway that continues to the sky
The light of the moon dyes my heart, this finger is untied
If even eternity fades, stop this moment

In shallow sleep, gather and paint
Using tools of pictures of dreams and thoughts
Our dance floor is like that
The overlapping moon is a mirror ball

My wish isn't a shooting star, please let it reach you
If everyone is alone, we wouldn't have met
It's a rain of stardust in the mirror, towards the revolving seasons once again
Before long, light will go from the past to the future, so goodbye for now.

The words made hoarse in the chain of sadness, they called out your name, danced in the air
I'm still calling The sky clouds, with dirtied wings, go on and run through now

Will this song be able to play without withering
No matter how much time passes, how much tears dry up? Because I wish to be by your side at that time

Even if the light of the moon disappears over time, because it will always be there
Without changing, it will shine on you, the epilogue painted in the dream
You and I are face and back unity.
If you decide to live, I will live, too.

Surely, even the stray cat that is injured somewhere and gazing up at the moonlit night, ïs the same

Kiss me twice, kiss me deadly

Like Pavlov's dog, the unstoppable desire
Trickling jelly overflowed from the jacuzzi
If you let your mind wonder, at the last moment
Even the throat was bitten, it becomes hoarse shall we deadly dance with...

Let's kiss one more time, and expose your secret
Beyond your tongue and mine, there's the truth...SHaLaLaLaLa... "Let's love each other"

The coffee cup that has cooled down a little is like a merry-go-round
It mimics our inertia
The lewd finger moves tactfully
Manipulate me, immediately shall we deadly dance with...

Let's kiss one more time, with our eyes open
Beyond your below and mine, your dead face...SHaLaLaLaLaLa... "Let's forgive each other"

If you let your mind wonder, at the last moment
Even the throat was bitten, it becomes hoarse shall we deadly dance with...

Let's kiss one more time, and expose your secret
Beyond your tongue and mine, there's the truth...SHaLaLa...
Let's kiss one more time
Beyond "I" and "love"*, your dead face...SHaLaLaLaLaLa... "Let's kill each other"

Fantasy

The constellation of Leo is twinkling again, bestowing this earth with tears
From that day onwards, this back has lost one side's wing
The day dawns, memories from the stars fade away

Even this sky, even this song, why?
Losing colour, losing sound, they're not real
Your dream enfolds me, it becomes a star that goes on resonating

The starry sky is twinkling again, this earth is exalted with tears
The galloping time gives out light, this world without you is "fantasy"
Because of you, my heart is hurting

The splinters are still lodged there
Even this flower, even that bird, even the wind, even the moon; it stops time

Even if I close my eyes and make-believe, it's no use
You turned into ash, became so small
I don't understand, has this world gone mad? Peacefully, aaah

The starry sky is twinkling again, this earth is exalted with tears
The galloping time gives out light, this world without you is "fantasy"
How much time will pass, because the stars are falling...
So here, thrumming, the affections you had given me are "forever"

From that day onwards, this back has lost one side's wïng

Waterfall

Memories that flow down
They soon become a river, towards the sea

The elements that take form
The many words of love
The many sacrifices and wounds

I'm falling down to the dark, but I can't say good-bye to you
searching for own pieces

The process that reflects slowly
Determination and hope accumulate

What we choose isn't the path
With the friends who taught us
We hope for the future, and vow

I'm falling down to the dark, but I can't say good-bye to you
searching for own pieces

When tears are shed, the things that can't be wiped away are the blue days, resembling tranquility, that don't fade away
That's why, I'll live with you the way I am. There are no wounds that don't hurt, towards the sky that was too far away

I'll be with you, till beyond the eternity that you wish for

I'm born, and know of the end of the four seasons
The flower that blooms from the midst of rubble

At the corner of the revolving blue stars, shards fall without being known by anyone
That's why, I'll live with you the way I am. Until the tears that burned beautifully dry up

Alone, the music box called the universe is crying
That's why, I'll live with you the way I am

I'll be with you, till beyond the eternity that you wïsh for

Velvet

Until the morning comes, the kindled light sways in the wind
The tomorrow that's too far away; wanting light, I stared at a candle

In the night that's too deep, loneliness always gave such a raw, true feeling
There's no answer, but in my heart, light is kindled

The golden scenery will repaint the blackness in the morning
Surely, in your chest, it'll give you the strength to live

I cannot wait for the morning. Because no one wants solitude.

I just want to protect the linked destination, even that voice, even that shaken hair, with this hand
Even if there's no reason; tomorrow, for you

The voice of awakening that had resounded is resonant
The quiet palpitation is hidden in my chest, it'll divulge this night
The kindled light softly illuminates the darkness in my heart

In the room of the sweetly swayed velvet
Wax bares it's claws, leaving behind scars
Slowly, bewitchingly, the dinner party is...

Until the morning comes, the frozen body is searching for warmth
The gap between the sheets I slid into was velvet

The golden scenery will repaint the blackness in the morning
Surely, in your chest, it'll give you the strength to live

I cannot wait for the morning. Because no one wants solitude.

I just want to protect the linked destination, even that voice, even that shaken hair, with this hand
Even if there's no reason; tomorrow, for you

The artificial roses that seem to be destroyed are in brilliance
Wanting to be shined upon; In the red dream, this room will be dyed
The kindled light softly illuminates the darkness in my heart

Number Six

It's alright to walk slowly,
It's alright to be a bit clumsy,
Right now I want to sing with you
It's a small song for you

I see that always, at any time, I became aware from our quarrelling
How dazzling the sky is
Without fear, no matter what sort of tomorrow, I saw my dreams
And so did the boys
Already, there's nowhere to escape to; I wanted to grasp it, I couldn't grasp it
Covered in wounds, I was searching for the blue bird alone

It's been decided, the finale isn't needed
So the rail changes into a ladder
I expect I'll be able to smile, even more certainly than now
So I wished, if it was that pair of eyes
Although it's a clumsy starting run, walking, I'm able to walk on
I believe myself & my best friends, and you

One day, I realized that in the days that I was living, that were made use of
Someday, until the day when I grasp something
Without fear, no matter what sort of tomorrow, I saw my dreams
And so did the boys
Already, there's nowhere to escape to; I wanted to grasp it, I couldn't grasp it
I'll bring us to bring us to the Venus that you were looking at, reach out your hand

If I awake from the dream, what will I speak from?
So the world is ours
If I break the clock and open the cage
Until daybreak, words will be revealed

Although it's a clumsy starting run, walking, I'm able to walk on
I believe myself & my best friends, and you

Even the flower that bloomed, and withered
Even the reticent parrot that made no sound
Surely, somewhere, they're smiling.
Because of that, it's alright not to do the impossible
Here, I'm waiting for you. slowly, but surely and slowly

It's been decided, the finale isn't needed
So the rail changes into a ladder
I expect I'll be able to smile, even more certainly than now
So I wished, if it was that pair of eyes
Although it's a clumsy starting run, walking, I'm able to walk on
I believe myself & my best friends, and you

Together, until I'm able to be smiling with you, the number sixth; I'll be singing here

H.A.N.A.B.I

In the season when the cicadas chirp, the curtain is hung and the scene opened
We look across the view of petals that bloomed in the night
Always thinking of you beside me, all the time

Comparing the moon and my back, blooming and disappearing in this momentary thing
Just faintly, dimly, we looked up at the summer night.
Always thinking of you beside me

Even though I stretch out my hand, it doesn't reach. Why is it very warm?
Green, yellow, and red are rising, disappearing, falling
Unstable emotions, colours of you painfully, painfully take flight.

(After the summer festival...)
Projected across the glass, cutting through to the other side of the windchime.
Always thinking of you beside me

If I could only make just one promise, it would be for you to
Forever, like that flower, go on shining brilliantly.

Blue Planet

The comet points out the destination, the WONDER PLANET that was depicted

Suddenly, necessarily, I began to find yourself.
Feel me, come with us, The night sky is shinning in the blue planet.
But the space is vast, I don't look away from your eyes.
You don't need to worry!

Because you're the sun that burns, that's why I'm living
I will not regret, No matter what might happen from now on.
I will not regret, No matter what you wish, what you hope.

In the blue planet.

Why can't I reach it, though I'm running in this way
I board the long, lengthy Milky Way railroad
And the rivers of the sky become the signposts on the railway tracks, chasing after you

Anytime, anywhere, I think about you.
On the blue star, I found you

The comet points out the destination, because it calls for me
There's no regret. No matter what happens, no matter what is lost.
Even if there's no tomorrow, I guess we'll meet again on the blue star? blue planet.

On the blue star

Amor Ring

Won't you walk with me on the unending journey? I ask you
Even if you're just struck by the rain, I'll hold out my hand and protect you, you'll become a flower

Till we met, I didn't believe in living for anyone's sake, the interrupted circuit is linked
I awake, and kiss you on the cheek, like I no longer hate anyone anymore

On the afternoon of that day, I was holding on to nothing
If I close my eyes, I think I'm able to say to you – I'll promise to you

On your sleek ring finger, I put on a ring called 'Promise', there's colour reflected in these eyes
I thought there was nothing, your existence repainted this world

Even the unimportant words are treasures to me, I've caught all the elements to make it
I awake, and kiss you on the cheek, like I no longer hate anyone anymore

I'm giving this ring to you, I won't lose sight of it
When you're drowning in some form of darkness, I'll find you

Dreams give dreams, today I'm living as well, because this withered voice is calling for you
The colour that dyes the sky is a burning emerald, time is stopped, even the heartbeat

So precious time What am I living for? So precious time I didn't know
So precious time If it's now, certainly So precious time I know.

I'm giving this ring to you, I won't lose sight of it
When you're drowning in some form of darkness, I'll find you

On your sleek ring finger, I put on a ring called 'Promise', there's colour reflected in these eyes
I thought there was nothing, your existence repainted this world

So precious time What am I living for? So precious time You taught me
So precious time I want to protect So precious time you

Can you do it?

In this crazy world, everybody is flowing away
You must have your own mind (will), or you will be buried
Show your face

The mijority that sais: even if it encludes the falsehood, light is light
The minority that sais: if you hide the truth, darkness is darkness
The definition of justice? isn't that different for everybody?
Is there no value of the truth?

If tomorrow comes, something will chance. but thats wrong
If you don't so it now, nothing will change.. your heart to a weapon don't you?
You can't get lost anymore, can't stop anymore, time is going on
You don't get lost anymore, don't stop anymore, the tenacious will, survivor

The difficulty, to say words without losing there meaning
The discrepancy, born in a stadium without art
「The weak ones will be the food of the strong ones」overturn these words!

How many remorseful words were flowing?
It's not bad to be sad, give strength to the tears. can't you?
You can't get lost anymore, can't stop anymore, time is going on
You don't get lost anymore, don't stop anymore, the tenacious will, survivor

If you have thoughts make it become true
You can shine, for sure
But don't forget your earlier yourself even when time goes by
If there is something you may be defeated by, take this song, for you...

You can't get lost anymore, can't stop anymore, time is going on
You don't get lost anymore, don't stop anymore, the tenacious will
Ne~ is it reaching? are you listening? the voice, set free from heart
You don't get lost anymore, its okay now, the tenacious will, survivor

Cynical Re:actor

Ah, what should I do? Can't go back to the past
My voice doesn't reach you anymore, right?

"I'm sick and tired of you. I'm tired of your indecisive ways.
You're waste of time for me... Can't you see that?
I know i said things that i didn't mean to say..., but I truely love you.
Love is everything, you know.
But, it's all over now... You understand, don't you?"

「Love is everything」you said so and laughed innocently
but you are not like your words

"You know, honey? He does many things for me... more than you'll ever.
I know you gave me lots of precious memories... but i know he is the one.
you still see me sometimes, you know?
I don't think i get over you, and i might not get along with him in the future,... you never know."

Ne~, what should I do? It's about to break.
I can't forgive you, for sure.

I danced with your beautiful words and felt in trance
It is NOT the problem "WHO did the bad things"

Do you hear it? do you hear it? this is the sound of my breaking heart.
I don't want to see your face, now
Nothing but lies, right?

There are so many things, which can't be saved with love
Your words have become nothing but shells

Are you good friend with a cynical clown right now?
I don't care, I don't care
I got drunken in the maelstrom of contradiction and wanna puke

It's sad, that I can't forget your face and your voice
I will be a lonely pessimist from now on
Can't say it with words

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 ... 13 ... 18 ... 25 ... the number of lies
Let me give you a name,
It would be cynical reactor

Nothing you Lose

In the darkness i'm frightened my something I can't see
To my weak myself nobody held out a hand and I cried in the loneliness
I prayed over and over again
But I could not reach my ideal

Let me feel more pain,
So that my body and my heart break
The time to wake up is near
If I still can feel pain, I can also become strong
There is nothing you lose
Even if the light of the life disappears

While I was trusting to fate
I was confused by feelings and so many thoughts
I just looked up to the sky (heaven)
Since I was small

Let me feel more pain,
So that my body and my heart break
The time to wake up is near
If I still can feel pain, I can also become strong
There is nothing you lose
even if the light of the life disappears

Throwing away things I don't need
And knocking out the victim of the pain
The shining footprints
Can be left here at this place till that day

From know on, let's stop all of the pain,
What is waiting of me
Don't look back
If i still can feel pain, I can also become strong
There is nothing you lose
Even if this body ends

Even if this heart breakes
Grabbing that day

Simple Life

The sun is raising, the story starts today
If its sunny or if its rainy, its always same, it won't change.
The person you laughed with, a short time ago, is putting out the light softly
If you do that, will it end? tell me...

If I can feel luck at a innocent day
It's not bad to live on a simple life
I'm searching always and always
But I can't finde what I wanna have

Let me listen to the pure melody
Which was told since a mythical time so long ago
The sun is going down, this color trickles in my heart, sad and painfully
Tears are overflowing from my heart

If I can feel luck at a innocent day
It's not bad to live on a simple life
The night is lighting up. when i wake up next to you, what should we talk about?

Masquerade

The light is swallowed by the darkness
The rich colored stage got ragged by too many feet
Open the wings,
It's decorated with the lie of the sweet aesthetic nonsense

Is it luck to cheat?
If you hold a rose, you will be *****led by the thornes
Just the number of the hidden wounds,
I will stab in your body (for you)

In this one night, the wound is traced by the shiny lips and fingers

At least just this night
Show your real face
You deep inside, which is hidden by a mask
You are so near, but so far
You realy don't show it,
Your real face

If the moon falls down, the pleasure can't be
Remembered by the others
The wound, which started to hurt again
And the always and always repeating charma

There is no second chance, just the sound of emptiness, i forgot the love in the past
I saw it in a vision, tha fangs of a monster
Can't be forgotten anymore, held it in arms

At least just this night
Show your real face
You deep inside, which is hidden by a mask
You are so near, but so far
You realy don't show it,
Your real face

Give me sadness (written with sadness, but read "AI" which means love)
Till I break

At least just this night
Show your real face
You deep inside, which is hidden by a mask
You are so near, but so far
You realy don't show it,
Your real face

Parade

The dark street is lighted up, that's the fire of the souls, sent to heaven (o-bob celebration)
Fascinated by the flames, you are just following the desparated funeral procession

Everything became lies
The sky is coloring sadly
You, who is dying, said
「let's go」

A conflict, which was caused at the end of a long darkness
Look, the humans are falling in a world of confusion
Ah, on which side am i?

The highest pride is to get trough the black
If the black turnes to white, just a pitiful clown is left

Everything became lies
The sky is coloring sadly
You said to the crowed, that followed you
「let's go」

A conflict, which was caused at the end of a long darkness
Look, the humas are falling like sakura
Ah, it's beautiful

Stand in this city, where everything turned into ash, and stare at the sky
I start to walk together with the uncountable fear, cut in my hand
To a new darkness

Mr.Trash MUSIC

There is only hypocrisy
Only cheap voices are overflowing the streets
In a world, which faces the destruction,
The overflowing trash is hitting my head

Sheding tears
Raising the fist
Stopping the faraway past
This city is just full of stuffed animals

A fugure, which can't see a ardinary word
A voice, without sound.. i am tired of hearing it
Just getting bad and dying (disappearing)
The babycat, that was pulled out its teeth
A figure which changed without a trace
Even reproduced things
Without sadness, without shame
The ****'n ***** is killed

The world which is going mad,
Is getting faster and faster
The loedspeaker in the city
Is announcing the end sadly

A fugure, which can't see a ardinary word
A voice, without sound.. i am tired of hearing it
Just getting bad and dying (disappearing)
The babycat, that was pulled out its teeth
A figure which changed without a trace
Even reproduced things
Without sadness, without shame
The ****'n ***** is killed

Gianism Kyu

wake up, the time for the counter attack is now
let's stand up and repaint the world
don't be poured away by the voices around you, anymore
so you can feel your own, your own real voice

The boy, who wants to have a inborn talent
And admires the strength

Let's cut 9 thoughts in the breast
So that you don't get confused, now
You should see it in front of your eyes, already
The ultimate figure
Heighten it, the motivation of your heart
So that the purity gets earnestly hot

Raise my hands, raise your hands Right NOW
Raise my voice, raise your voice Right NOW
The boy, who wants to have a inborn talent
And admires the strength

There is no limit

Let's cut 9 thoughts in the breast
So that you don't get confused, now
You should see it in front of your eyes, already
The ultimate figure
Heighten it, the motivation of your heart
So that the purity gets earnestly hot

Chronicle

Before everything began, the girlfriend of the memory
Felt a faint beating with her body
If you go foreward from here you can't go back
The blending light and the cold wind

Ah, why is it not that case, that I'm not confused
I thought, if I am not alone, I can climb over every difficulty

But in truth, even now I feel like crushed... I am not strong
To myself, who's always shaking with fear, I wish a ray of light and courage
Hurting and being hurted... sadness and pain are overflowing
I feel the fear, I did lose sight of

Ah, how many times did I do the same mistake again
I cried about my own weakness und foolishness and tried to escape, but...
If I had thrown away everything that time, my present now would disappear
Everything is necessary, there's nothing without meaning

Ah, because I could come to this place somehow,
I feel the light even in the future, I worried about.. lets go always together, even from now on

When I struggeled, you took the fear from me
What you told me once:
I'm okay the way I am
I think I understand what it means to believe, now

Our STORY will go on from now, I think
I say it, while I am holding a thought, I don't want to forget
Want to say 「THANK YOU」to everything in my world

Owari to Mirai

Even if the end is coming,
I want to repeat these things
Even if they are not true,
I'm now able to believe that there's a sense in what I believed

In this epoque, I turned away from this changing answer like from a poison
But I'm afraid that she disappears when I lose sight to her...

If this voice I'm playing with reaches you, I will attract you and pluck your heartstrings
Could you raise yourself for me, unable to sing, a little smile?

He stops and begins anew, I was enmeshed by this voice
And nevertheless, me, who was never brave enough to shut my ears
I was lost...without cease, without cease

Look, those gestures from which I can't separate, they became useless
The words that make me remember a past epoque...that constrains me

The recurring days scream out the lies, an idiot that doesn't recognize this
Now that the exchanged words would have told me one thing after the other...

(There, look)
This tear has stolen me the solitude and the friendliness
(There, again)
Nobody in front of me, the world seems quiet and it has stopped

If this voice I'm playing with reaches you, I will attract you and pluck your heartstrings
Could you raise yourself for me, unable to sing, the tiniest smile? 

Glamorous Sky

I throw open the window and turn to the stormy DEEP SKY
AH and I look up...

“Is there any meaning to this repetitive life?”
AH I shout...
JUMP OUT and GO
Wear & tear these ROCKING SHOES
A splashing PUDDLE
Flash Back!
You are CLEVER
AH, REMEMBER

I want to go back to that morning, so I cross the rainbow
In order to be in line for our dreams, we walk in these GLAMOROUS DAYS

“Is there no value in surrendering to love?”
AH I sigh...
SPIT OUT and GO
Booze & ROCK’N’ROLL
Breathing harder for the BATTLE
Flash Back!
Your FLAVOR
AH REMEMBER

I want to decorate my heart, with these stars I gathered
In order to tie our dreams together, we dance in these GLAMOROUS DAYS

I can’t sleep!

SUNDAY, MONDAY
FLASH OF THUNDER, TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY THURSDAY
Snow crystals...
FRIDAY SATURDAY
Rainbow-colors EVERYDAY
the FULL MOON disappears at random
They answer me, in my own voice

I want to illuminate your future, so I wipe away the clouds for you
As I embrace the dream, I keep walking in these GLORIOUS DAYS

I want to go back to that morning, so I cross the rainbow
In order to be in line for our dreams, we walk in these GLAMOROUS DAYS

GLAMOROUS SKY...

Decived Mad Pain

Only birth is ambiguous
If you follow a path hesitantly
I would even fake my actual suffering
Licking the sweet honey out of the variable and disgusting receptacle
Averting my eyes, shivering, and then I repeat this utopia once again

Deceived mad pain
Pain of the embracing, "feeling of superiority"
The answer of this weird question "feeling of emptiness"

If this is the answer, I won't ask anymore...
But my aching ears
Don't hear anymore, nor the answer either, not even if someone would beat me with it
Fight against yourself and decay; that's what you want, isn't it? Come on, suffer, now!
It will break...fall and burst
If this would rule off this absurdity

Mad Rain…Mad Rain...Mad Rain...Mad rain

I feel the end coming
But...for me who forgot how to laugh, this simple step is just too hard to make
I don't have the courage anymore to make this simple step

If this is the answer, I won't ask anymore...but please tell me why...
Why do you agonize me? How many times must I repeat this fault
Throw away this indistinguishable feeling at least
Rip yourself, fall and burst
And all this absurdity 

Ame to Fukousha

The rush of the rain -plock- the heart becomes wet
Under the shelter of the unexpected rain, the affiliated breaths

I'm focusing my eyes to the sky and I'm closing my eyelids a little
I still remember that day
The falling body, the tears that didn't stop the flow
The scar from the childhood, that is executed by the rain

You cried, when you hold me in your arms
Enfolded in the rain that surrounded us
So cold, so sad
In this rain of our promises, I would like to be in safety

I haven't developed anything than the skill to fake a smile
Because of the scars that remained from that day

Unbearable pain, every time I hear the sound of the rain...
Hidden in the palm of this little hand

The rain shower that won't stop before my heart will be drenched
Bring these tears as far away as possible
So cold, so sad
I won't see this day again, on which I broke...

The noise departs, my pulse returns
The clouds break up and let the light pass through 

Aimai no Mikaku

I don't know where to listen to, to my fingers that are attracted by the hair on your neck
Or to my arms that push you away
I can't do anything else than bending down my head...

This bow that has lost its taste and this sensation that I've interrupted when I tilt back
Of course I want to fill the gap, if the suffering would then

I don't feel anything anymore...uncountable memories that abandon
If I could lie to myself to improve the present, I would certainly do it

One single grain of the black dust falls and affiliates with the others
The sharp fingernail trembles because of the rusty voice, strong and weak

Ambiguous words, ambiguous gazes
Ambiguous stories, averted in an ambiguous manner

I don't feel anything anymore...uncountable memories that abandon
If I could lie to myself to improve the present, I would certainly do it

If this luck would last forever...
When will I find my laughter??

The time has stopped, the world eludes, the fading traces are twisting
They are disappearing in the distance, the warm heart, the rusty voice, strong and weak 

Sapica

There is a pair of stars which we called them a name.
I heard it from you
Against the night, a lot of light
Colourful lights decorating Tokyo

Searching the sky at night
That and all
Everything is for you

Hey, if the star light is to tie up the separated hands
If the star we remembered show the unreachable future
For a long time, side by side, two of us, white Spica

The indivisible love was solved by a fraction
The answer is good as everyone’s
Viewing the moon from the top of hill
Loitering in the universe
I sing, imitating a cat’s cry

How much longer will it be till the dawn comes?
No lying
Not disappearing

Still, the star light seems forgeting its wishes to tie
The star which we remembered and light up the future is hidden
Surely, side by side, two of us, White Spica

Hey if the star light is to tie up the separated hands
If the star we remembered show the unreachable future
As it is, the star light seems forgeting its wishes to tie
The star which we remembered and light up the future is hidden
For a long time, side by side, two of us, White Spica

Tenderly, tenderly, I heard a voice.
Sadly, sadly, tears fell down
Longing for, longing for, in my heart
We cannot meet anymore
I want to meet once more ………

Seeing from here, you are very far from me
I saw the past and the future

Abstruct my Life

My anesthesia breaks off, and my nerves are left uncovered
I look at the flowers I've put in a vase, and find them ugly
Remembering my transparent blood flowing from the needle tip
Even if you'd smile at me, I'd become a mere machine

The canary betrays me, escaping from its cage
Little by little, the axis inside of me is bent
That dear fragrance hides in the shadow of white tiles
Losing the memories from my mother's womb, I become a mere machine

If the answer is hidden in my overpainted instincts
I can find clues on even my despair
If the answer is hidden in my overpainted instincts
I can find clues on even my despair

ABSTRUCT MY LIFE...

Trance Orange

Sunday morning
All alone
I set out to search
In a world drawn out of
The picture book i read
The day before yesterday

Outside is whitening
It'll illuminate me someday
Soon i really must go,

I get on a bus with its paint peeling off
With an unnatural grin on my face
And on the wall to my right side
Those four words i hate are
Joggling
look,

Outside is whitening
It'll illuminate me someday
Soon i really must go,

"Farewell."
From atop a building, i
Threw away all the shredded photographs
Acting silly and waving my hand
Enclosed in orange-colour, i mutter

Outside is whitening
It'll illuminate me someday
Soon i really must go,

"Farewell."
From atop a building, i
Threw away all the shredded photographs
Acting silly and waving my hand
Enclosed in orange-colour, i muttered

As if it was all along a lie
My place in this world
Is gone
And, hated by everyone

Forever and ever
I'll mutter in my orange-coloured world

Tokyo Shinjuu

Father, Mother. I have gone to live with that person in Tokyo.
I know full well that it's a foolish decision.
But I'm no longer a child.
I can think on my own.
I'm sorry. Please forgive this last act of selfishness...


The person I love is my everything now.
It's because of your existence that I'm able to live as myself.
That day, I received from you,
A ticket to Tokyo
And a confession.
In my future and dreams,
When we get out of this town, won't you live in Tokyo with me?

While I was a bit confused I was also overjoyed.
There wasn't the least bit of insecurity or worry.
Because the person I loved asked if we could be together.
Even though tough or disheartening instances would probably more or less arise.
I came, throwing away the family I depended on.
My foolish presumptions and lingering were all
For the sake of the new life and dream that I would share with you.
Poverty spread to our bodies,
However because you were there,
Even the time I spent waiting for your return was one overflowing with happiness.
I cooked the dishes you loved, worked my heart into them.
I want to see your delighted face as soon as possible... I yearn to see it.

I have grown used to the life in Tokyo.
That person works hard and late into the night everyday.
Maybe it's because of that, I feel that he doesn't seem very energetic recently.
Even when I ask, all he does is show me a tired smile.
He won't give me an answer. I'm helpless in my worries.


I'm back


Your voice is so gentle.
The both of us have always been supporting each other during tough times
No matter what sort of unhappiness came about,
It was alright as long as we were together.
It's not that the love has become cold,
It's just that our feelings have been looking and facing away from each other.
The first time you cried
Was the night you were torn in society
How can my voice connect with you... please tell me how.
The family which I lost up for the sake of our dream
Was facing the front, just crying regretfully.
Poverty has hit us
We take each other's hand
As we watch the off-season sparklers.
This fire falls, it's lingering presence has passed away
Closing our eyes, we face the arctic-cold ocean... the both of us together.
Our linked hands were unseparable.
You and I became nothing.

The thirteen months I spent with you.
A lot has happened hasn't it?
We lived together so I can know that well.
You're tired from working too hard aren't you?
It's alright now because I will always be with you.
I'm sorry Father, Mother.
I can't live without this person.
I'm sorry for making the both of you worry.
Sorry. Sorry

Nausea and Shudder

So long, over the light
So long, to the nameless freedom
So long, swallow the anxieties
So long, jump higher than the others

Tear off the holy wing, jump, bursting the eyes
Even if HEAVEN is covered with mud, it becomes a paradise
When we live in it.
Carry on the daily life with gold plating coming off the
Shoulders and gathering monotonous howls
Although the wound is digging in, keep on going.
Yeah, the realities in front of your eyes are everything

So long, break the darkness
So long, to the nameless freedom
So long, swallow the anxieties
So long, shaking heart beat

LOOP ask myself, LOOP hate myself
At the end of this suffering of LOOP, I'm looking
At HEAVEN'S DOOR

A bird which belongs to a flock to the west will eventually
Feel loneliness
Looking at the thin wing and you said: "Are there
Everything you desired?"
The view which everyone saw is worse than the end
Of the world getting dark
And I deeply prayed to a vanishing candle.

In deep, slow sky.
You can stay there, if you are afraid of the unknown future.
That's what the forgotten "Nameless Liberty"
Used to say.

Now light is poured here, swearing not to escape
From the unsettled future

Toguro

(Foolish style foolish style) a whirlpool cloud below
(Foolish style foolish style) jump into the spiral
Empty too much too much empty too much talking
Empty too much too much empty too much talking
The sound of the spiral will resound this evening

(Foolish style foolish style) I am surrounded
(Foolish style foolish style) in any case I'll play
Empty too much too much empty too much talking
Empty too much too much empty too much talking
The spiral sound disturbs disorder

Take my hand, entwine and draw
"Indecent spots" how many times for "him" you
Why do you laugh?
Counting the ringing sounds, it doesn't stop

Manipulated made to dance for my side
It stirs up pain
Pain so deep that my breath is blocked
"Cat's cradle" repeats until nothing is left.
It piles up and begins to spill from out of my lips
Biting I realise with a long breath…
This evening's mechanism, mankind is feigning ignorance
The wound is exposed and drips, faulty love

I'm fearful of losing something for something I want again... unbearable

Pain pain pain pain pain it's not "you"
Pain pain pain pain pain it's still not "him" you

Jyunanasai

A woman at Tokyo Station without any lingering affection, having been stepped on:
I'm tired, because there's no reason left for me to live

I thought the happy days would go on forever
Inside me, there's a child that is very much like you
I'm so, so happy, but I don't know why the tears won't stop

Were you not happy? Was I a burden to you?
Is that why you abandoned me and disappeared without a word?
The bridal costume hanging on the wall, and the picture of that man in his seventeenth spring
And the last that was seen, his back as he went away is burned into my eyes and doesn't disappear

"I'm tired of loving" - you didn't forget these words as you ran away
The feelings I had as I kept waited for you... do you understand them?
The pain feels my heart again; nothing changes even if I cry out
As your shadow grows longer

I don't want this child that will soon be born to have bad memories
I'm sorry, for as a mother I cannot embrace this child gently
The memory of that seventeeth spring makes me cry, even though that day will never come again
Somewhere in the depths of my heart, I'm reaching out my hand

Were you not happy? Was I a burden to you?
That's why you abandoned me and disappeared without a word, wasn't it?

(Where are you now? Is your body broken anywhere?)
The bridal costume still hangs on the wall
(Are you living a fun life? The past is already...)
I'm still waiting for spring, and this child which I cannot see

... Having been stepped on
I'm tired, because there's no reason left for me to live

Ito

Since we started our relationship,
It seems it's been for almost a year and a half
When it becomes so
We have our quarrels and talked about separating
The time which we put in together is
Slowly
Gradually
Decreasing.
Each other's sense of values
Have become different.

The one who took your bright smile
Was me

I tried to forget.
My feelings towards you,
Somehow it seems that I have finally
Realized them
I took such a long time didn't I?
You were always alone
You cried didn't you?
I'm sorry
All that was pointed out were lonely thoughts.

June 8th, A clear day
Today's your birthday
There was a small short cake
And like a child you rejoiced
Everything was
Filled,
Filled,
Filled with happiness
No matter in how many years
It will always remain the same


The one who destroyed your smile
Was me.
It had been my intention to understand you
More than anyone else would have been able to

At the beach we walked to
There's now only one person's footprints
The heart which is close to those only,
In times when it can't be seen, it is far away

What I can remember are
Nothing but the good memories
When I think of them now it makes me happy
Though anything and everything else was slow
I met you
For that, I'm really glad.

I want to return to that summer that you, whom I have lost, were in...
I want to return to that summer that you, whom I have lost, were in...

Doro darake no Seishun

Filthy authorities, swinging morals on people
You elitists fall down on your imaginary rai
I spit at you and walk my own path!
Don't mess with us, we're the mad hooligan dogs!
I won't face right or anything, that's stupid
We're the ones raising fingers, brewing in shadows
We'll vomit back your poison, you can't erase our freedom
With "We won't accept your ways!"...

You kick off arrangements you don't like with a "thank you"

'Just bad-mouthed youths', they say, but we won't lose
'They'll never change'
We'll be like we are from now on, it's okay not to be right
'It's because of puberty...'

"I won't become a bad adult"

By the way, dear, I've done some bad things, my heart fell I'll
I just wanna have more fun than other, more fun than others

You thank over-familiar arrangements with a "thank you"

Unable to do anything, scared, alone and faithful to rule
I don't wanna become an adult like that
Hooligans and anti-smokers, we were all born in this town
So I'll keep singing

'Just bad-mouthed youths', they say, but we won't lose
'They'll never change'
We'll be like we are from now on, it's okay not to be right
'It's because of puberty...'

"I won't become a bad adult"

Chizuru

In your letter there are only words I cannot read
I want to meet you hear it from your mouth

Weak with white which I can't get used to Just a sigh echoes
Though I'd be saved if I only knew the color of the sky
I want to someday forget even the deep struggling breaths
When even the strength of wishing so seems shriveled up

If I sing "Downcast Tomorrow" The sleep that comes after the thorn
The Restraint my body was bound by
Even the mind seems to sleep
The heat that touched my cheeks is very nostalgically sweet
The shadow I saw in a dim loophole A warm-colored dream

My eyes in which your impression is left
Even when the day I lose sight of you comes
You are burned into these eyes.
You do not take me with you
To the days with you and the sunlight filtering through the trees

The oozing white wavers
It feels like I'll even forget words
Where do my tears flow away to
Call my name
Hold me till I crumble
I'm afraid to lose anything else

Where are you singing about me
Even if I listen hard, what echoes is my uneasy heartbeat
I can't recall the warmth that was left on my cheek
What I saw in the dim loophole Was a cold-colored reality1

I nestle up to
Your small wishes of a thousand cranes
Without returning the smile, just
In the last memory of counting my breaths...
I hear your voice
In the morning where everything was lost
"Two would could not be one"

Best Friends

As a child, I dreamt of the future
Even now it doesn't fade, but is vivid as I look forward
So that I'd grow, I'd hold the tears in as I watched the scenery I grew up with crush under time.

I began to run towards that one big dream
Because my good friends were with me, I did my best

Live well, young men
You're not alone, so muster your courage
Lunge forward, for right beyond this
You'll be laughing and shining with your friends

The steep path that you'll be walking will be lit, but full of thorns
Good or bad, from start to finish, you're gonna do it anyway, so make your dream come true
For those who watch over you, for the ones you love and for yourself
Get your senses to a super high level, and walk your own path today

I began to run towards that one big dream
Because my good friends were with me, I did my best
Even if there's a high wall in our way, we're not stopping
We'll break it down and go on towards our dream

Live well, young men
You're not alone, so muster your courage
Lunge forward, for right beyond this
You'll be laughing and shining with your friends

Bath Room

Why can't I sleep? I was fascinated by the silence.
It is empty to talk to myself in a damp room again.
Why can't I sleep? Because I saw you.
You look down at the wet floor. Leaning the head while sleeping.

I just didn't have any feelings for the uninteresting reality.
I adoringly looked at you without saying anything and even forgetting to blink.

I want to fall asleep, just feeling the fear of awaking.
I want to forget everything. It is selfish nonsense.
I call your name. I go mad with the silence.
I shouted while holding your thin shoulder. It was too frail with warmth.

I was fascinated by the uninteresting reality.
I found out that it even was meaningless that I had been
Borne not to cry.

The voice at my back kept on.
The reason was not important.
Only you look so sad in front of me.
I hate myself so much because I couldn't do anything for you.

I tell to you, who gave me my name. Can you be beside
Me as it is.
Yeh, for me you are the first and last "mother."

I softly lined you with deep red color on the white wall.
I came close, the still warm cheek. I just smiled calmly.
A big teardrop was filled with you. And I felt we could became
One.
The time when the eyelids close and the warmth is gone. I am beside you.

Barrette

"The wet sunflowers hope the future for the two of us.
They bloom kindly with calm faces, it is like protecting us. They await the day."

I look at a puddle and float you there. I still feel you by my side now.
I scolded you when we didn't understand each other well. The hand is still painful.

You were taken by the silence, and it showed me.
The illusion which cannot be called happiness helps me not to forget the day.

When I close my ear to the voice, I get just confused with the memories.
I want you to remember the days.

"Please stay here.", so I hoped.
The rain and separation at the end of May are the same as that day.
They(rain and separation) make the second time meeting wet and shakey.
And I will laugh about the fact that everything was a dream.

I cannot describe the fear for tomorrow. I can feel it when we touch fingers.
Only. I wish for the realities in the two of us rather than hug you.

The days like a dream are too short. Your dying words are so calm and,

"Please do not forget", so I hoped.
The sky after the rain at the beginning of June is the same as that day.
The sun said good-bye for a second time.
And it laughed at me about the fact that everything was a dream, a daring dream.

Today I live for seeing the "Barrette" which you left.

Akai one Piece

I am very selfish. I don't have any rules.
No one gonna blame me. 'Cause I call myself a queen, maybe maybe maybe.
There are many guys who flirt with me.
But I have a favorite man.

This is the first and last love in my life. I'm gonna succeed in it with deceits.
But, but in fact, I am a very unskillful person.

Come to my house, I will make you fall in love with me.
His aroused face is so cute.
The red laced dress is my only thing to boast.
The right bending criminal stands bolt upright and he is just like a dog.

Painful, Dark and I loved you!
Painful, painful, painful, it's so painful!

My mega mega fuck'n?
You have a strict ideal, so you may become aware of my attractivness.
It may be a good time to eat. I wear tobacco smoke on my body and do so egoistically.
I have pretended as a queen but I am just a "female".
Little sweet flirts or his massive chest and eyes will be just a scar and melt melt. I wanna be happy, I wanna be happy.
I was hating myself slowly. People said I was a bad person so I became disgusted with myself very much.

I just leave regrets of my agonizing life.

Agony

You said to me so. Please love until dying...
For what do you hope to me? Is it the hopeless last scene?
Answer... I don't want to die.
Da don vidivi da don again da don vidivi da don
The scream of insomnia. Is the next my turn?
What is a lethal weapon?

Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Don't come near me.

Did you really love me heartily? Can you really call that love?
Answer... I don't want to die.
Da don vidivi da don again da don vidivi da don
The scream of insomnia. Is the next my turn?

Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Don't come near me.

Lethal weapon is lip. Your affection rape me.

Let's sing to you again.
This is the last copulation.
Why can't you understand it?
Can't you hear my shout?
Again... Until hate goes away.
Don't touch me! Don't touch heart! Don't show that face!
I don't want to die.

Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Pardon me...
Oh shit! It was done too much. Oh shit! Don't come near me.

This is the last copulation.
Why can't you understand it?
Can't you hear my shout?
Again... Until hate goes away.
Don't touch me! Don't touch heart! Don't show that face!
I don't want to die.

Anata no Tame No Kono Inochi

The pure love song sung in the month of april, in spring breeze

Introverted, i'm a shut-in,
My reserveis, my only redeeming quality
But i am not lonely, so don't concorn yourself
My poor taste in peeping at the opposite sex
Is so much fun, i can hardly contain myself.

Incomprehensible strange abusive voices, i live to the fullest everyday!
I tire of infantilism, farewell my childhood bride
I mean, if you're real after all, what's the point?
Looking through the scoope by the window
How many hours has it been?
You're everything i could ever want
But when i realized you were thw one, it was to late

Why?
I dont even know you, but it pains me so
I don't understand, but i love you
It hurts, the brain, i look at you with

I don't even know your name, my girl through the lens
You don't hear me, and i'll never touch you
Because if you look this way, i'll take cover
It's such a pity, you're right there

If one day, you notice me
I'm sure you'll get scared
And probably, run away
And go mad worrying

Why?
I don't even know you, but it hurts me so.
I don't understand but i love you,
It hurts the brain, i look at you with

My unknown feelings, are getting out of the hand
I understand, but i can't stop this love.
The day you notice me, will never come
Will anyone ever love me once
That clear early morning, as always looking at you, through my lens
I can't speak, to you my love,
And i can't touch you, isn't it right?
It's all in my mind

The pure love song sung in the month of april, in the spring breeze

Okuribi

Though until yesterday we were laughing that cheerful
I am fine you said to me like that you were saying it
Even if the visiting time in the hospital passed by I stand with you
Try hard I said and
Don't give up
I said and by a cheerful seeming voice

The night becomes bright and the town is decorated by the flowers of the funeral and I we say goodbye to you
Your sleeping face has in an uncertain feeling still remained it's redness

If I look back it is always like you we are laughing, crying
I have a feeling as if you are still there
Trusting believing was horrible and I was escaping from it the regrettable truth is
Although you are were incessantly harder, aren t weren't you
Although with you it is was incessantly harder, isn t wasn't it

Everyone unites the hands and to the person who will not come back, for farewell

You are (seen and) protected by your friends, your family and turning to the end
And towards new days you will start to walk once again

Until becoming bones I could sit down and maybe it was would be hot?
For certain it was would be hard
But certainly it could become easier easy
The only one white smoke which rised up on to the sky for you
Because it will carry you to the paradise for me

The sky I looked up to was blue and for all eternity
I will think of you
Eternally reaching for your hand
If I look back it is always like you we are laughing, crying
I had a feeling as if you were still there
I will not forget you
So, when I die I wanna this song to be played during the burial...