S[k]ape Goat~

Did I come here to this place because I dreamed it?
I’m a living corpse but I have no reason to live.

A boy who behaves as if hurt,
Intense look infecting the VHS (spreading),
Incessant wrist-cutting,
Carved despair,
The everyday sullied with negativity is a heat haze on the first of the thirteenth month,

Ugly you were living disgracefully within a broken dream
Ugly to oppose fakes, always
Ugly burned and took risks, even so, the value of your existence was
Ugly a meaningless, crippled scapegoat

A false appearance, erase pressure and coercion,
A Liar who doesn’t show his true colours,
Searching for a target, bullshit neurosis,
Even sneering at living,
Crowded with wounds, dilemma and drugs,

Ugly you were singing disgracefully within a broken dream
Ugly always relying on pain
Ugly because if you forget the suffering, you won’t even have a place here
Ugly a scapegoat struggling with an obstacle

–Because you’re a Drug case your ideals overflowed and fell
Hopes tumbling down into Nonsense,
Even if the rain stops, people hide their faces under umbrellas,
I sang because I don’t want to forgive them–
“…For the current me
only the worst times were easy”

Ugly you were living disgracefully within a broken dream
Ugly to oppose fakes, always
Ugly burned and took risks, even so, the value of your existence was
Ugly a meaningless, crippled scapegoat